*You see Bucky on the ground and you start to run towards him when Rumlow grabs you by the neck and slams you down to the ground. You hear Bucky and Steve screaming your name. You see Bucky charge Rumlow. Your ears are ringing and the breath has been knocked out of you. You see Rumlow standing over you.. you see him coming for you with a kn!fe when all the sudden someone is on top of you.. protecting you. You look and lock eyes with Steve.*
Y/N- you did something stupid!
Steve- saving you... is never.. stupid.
*steve collapse on you.. you start screaming*
Y/N- NO!!! STEVE!!
*You hear Bucky screaming*
Bucky- STEVE!!! Y/N!!
*Rumlow grabs Steve and throws him off of you. He gets in your face and says*
Rumlow- you and your friends are gonna die here... all alone.
*there is a sharp pain in your stomach.. you feel blood.. your mind can't comprehend what just happened... Rumlow walks away and leaves you, Bucky, and Steve to die*
*You snap out of it and spring into motion. Bucky was talking and moving so you knew he was okay for the time being but Steve was laying there lifeless. You pull yourself up and crawl over to steve*
Y/N- Steve!! Steve!! Please be alive oh god please be alive!
*Steve gasps for air*
Steve- Y/N?! Bucky?!
*You start crying at the sound of his voice. His breathing starts to weaken and he starts coughing up blood*
Y/N- No!!! Steve Rodgers you are not dying today!!! Not today! No!! Help!!! NAT! Somebody... help! Bucky go get help!
*Bucky does his best to stand up but he can't.. he falls to the ground*
Y/N- BUCKY!? No!!
Steve- it's okay Y/N... go to him.. save Bucky!
*you start to cry even more*
Y/N- Someone HELP!!! Bucky talk to me!!!
Bucky- y/n I can't move..
*you drag Steve over to Bucky and you are applying pressure to their wounds but you are loosing a lot of blood as well...you pass out.
You wake up in a hospital room.. you look to your left out the window and you see the giant Black Panther statue in the distance. You look to your right and you see Bucky.
Y/N- Bucky??
Bucky- hmmm
Y/N- oh thank God.. are you okay?!?
Bucky- tired... everything hurts.
Y/N- Bucky, is Steve alive?
Nat- yes
*Nat is leaning against the door frame*
Nat- You, Bucky, and Steve needed surgery when you got to Wakanda. It was touch and go for awhile and they lost Steve 3 times.
Y/N- how bad is it?
Nat- You had surgery to fix the damage the kn!fe did... you almost lost your liver... You will make a full recovery though.
Y/N- And Bucky??
Nat- because of where Bucky was stabbed he was in danger of loosing his kidneys and the ability to walk...they were able to save the Kidneys and they decompressed his spinal cord... but he is still under observation for the next couple days to make sure the surgery worked.
Y/N- and Steve??
Nat- Steve is in the ICU they said if he makes it through the night then he should be okay... but we don't know if he will.
*You rip out your IV and start taking all the monitors off. You get out of bed and head for the door. Nat is trying to stop you the whole time.*
Nat- Y/N stop! Stop you will rip your stitches open! Stop!
*You fall to the ground because you have no strength left you are crying and fighting her*
Y/N- no! He could die!! It's my fault!! I have to see him! No.. please Nat! Please!!! I need to see him!!!
*Bucky sits up and looks at Nat.*
Bucky- let her see him..
Nat- she's not strong enough..
Bucky- Nat... let her see him
*Nat holds you as you cry on the ground. She asks someone for a wheelchair so she take take you to steve. She wheels you into Steve's room.*
Nat- When Rumlow stabbed him he punctured his lung, his heart, and he nicked the aorta. He lost a lot of blood. They fixed everything and they said he will be okay when he wakes up... if he wakes up.
*She pushes you closer to his bedside and gives you a minute alone. You take Steve's hand*
Y/N- I'm sorry Steve... you have to wake up.. you hear me! Nat needs you, Bucky needs you... I need you! *you kiss his hand* Come back to us... it is not your time.. we.... I'm not ready to live in a world without Steve Rogers.
*You see pictures laying face down on the table next to all of Steve's stuff... You pick them up and you see that it's the picture of you two sledding down the hill at Christmas. The other two pictures are of Steve and Nat and then Bucky and Steve.. You put them down and go back to holding his hand. You are there for an hour just holding his hand and watching his monitors. Nat and Sam are outside the room watching you and Steve.*
Sam- What's their deal? I've never cried at the bedside of an ex before... Bucky is seriously messed up and she's in here with Steve.
Nat- Bucky's not gonna die... Steve might. Look I can't explain it but Steve and Y/N have this bond that no one can break... Steve always jokes that they are platonic Soulmates.
Sam- Doesn't that bother you?? Doesn't that bother Bucky?!?
Nat- No... and if it doesn't bother us then it shouldn't bother you.
Sam- Nat look-
Nat- if you want to know more you need to ask y/n.
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Winter's Widow pt 1!
Fanfiction‼️MATURE.. you've been warned.. DO NOT READ if you are under 18!❤️💙 Minors DNI‼️ ‼️The story is in 2 parts, Enjoy!! Self-insert‼️ You are a former Black Widow who has been in hiding for years. You have made amends and have dealt with the guilt of y...
