Winter's Widow pt 1!

The First 2 Weeks

*Bucky walks into your room and sees you on the bed holding Grant.. he smiles and walks over*
Bucky- I thought you said you were going to go to sleep.. you need your sleep.
Y/N- I know but then when I got in here I couldn't put him down.. then when I tried to put him down he did this pouty lip thing that just broke my heart... so I sat here awake while he slept in my arms.. now he needs to eat in 30 minutes so there's no point in going to sleep..
Bucky- Go to sleep.. I will wake you when he's ready to eat..
*You don't even argue you lay down and you are out before your head hits the pillow*
Bucky- Okay little Wolf.. we need to talk. *Grant kicked his leg, the same way he would when Bucky talked to him before he was born.. Bucky laughed* I'm new at this.. which you already know.. but I'm gonna do my best to be the dad you deserve..*Grant opened his eyes to look at Bucky* I may loose my temper or act like a grumpy old man but none of that is a reflection on how much I love you...*Grant cooed* I would do anything to protect you and your mom.. speaking of.. I know you already got her wrapped around your little finger with your pouty lips and everything...You look just like me bud and our pouty lips are her weakness... in different ways of course.. anyway.. you've got to let her sleep.. *He started his pouty lips again* I know her arms really are the best to sleep in and to tell you the truth I love sleeping in them too but right now you need to let her rest... okay? *Grant stopped his pout* Thanks little Wolf.. *Bucky kisses his nose and he gave him the cutest little smile and cooed*
*Bucky laid him in his crib and he started to pout and whine... Bucky laughed and picked him up and he stopped*
Bucky- Okay.. I see how it is.. all I need is 10 minutes... can you do that?
*He laid Grant back down and gave him a Paci.. Grant just laid there and stared at the ceiling.. Bucky came and laid next to you and fell asleep.. he woke up exactly 10 minutes later.. You were still asleep and Grant was just chilling but he was starting to get hungry.. so he started to whine a little*
Bucky- I hear ya bud..
*He picked Grant up and went for a walk around the compound until the whines turned into cries.. he walked back to the room and you woke up when you heard the first cry.*
Y/N- Hey Buddy...come here.. *You gave him kisses and held him tight as you sat up and got situated.. When he realized he was gonna get fed he calmed down.. but only a little*

*You nurse as Bucky is Unpacking your bags and making sure you have everything you would need for Grant in your room.. he then comes and sits next to you on the bed*
Bucky- Wow.. it's amazing
*You look up at him and smile*
Y/N- What?
Bucky- Just all of it... we have a Baby, y/n.. and you're already a natural.. I am so lucky I get to do this with you.. *Bucky leans in and kisses you.. Grant kicks Bucky in the chest.. you both laugh*
Bucky- Okay okay... she's all yours kid but only till your done eating.. *Grant makes a noise in response*
*Theres a knock on the door and then someone walks in.. you go to cover up but then you see that it is James so you don't worry about it.*
Y/N- James, come over here..

*Bucky throws a cover over you and you slap his arm away*
Y/N- He's seen them before
Bucky- Umm not these! *He is referring to the fact that your breast have grown a great deal since becoming pregnant... but what Bucky doesn't know is they are about to get even bigger over the next few days*
Y/N- Anyway.. until Tony gets the machine fixed we want you to actively be a part of this family.. I hate that you are just standing on the sidelines.. I want you to be a part of this..
*James smiles*
James- Thank you y/n.. *He starts to tear up* that means a lot... *He puts his hand on yours.. he gets really quiet* I really miss you and I know when I go back I'll loose you... the only thing that keeps me sane is knowing it all works out..
*You smile and lean forward.. you kiss him on the cheek... Grant does nothing to James.. Bucky pretends to be hurt*
Bucky- Traitor..
*You all three laugh.. Steve knocks on the door and then walks in.. this time Bucky and James cover you up.. you roll your eyes*
Y/N- He's seen them before too..
*Bucky and James answer together*
Bucky/ James- Not these!
Steve- I was sent to let you know Dinner is ready..
Bucky- Thanks Steve..
Steve- You're welcome!
Bucky- Wait... you're too happy... *Bucky gasps* you had sex! Traitor!!
*Steve laughs*
Steve- Yes I did! And it was awesome!
Bucky- Listen here.. if I'm not having sex.. no one is having sex!
*You look at him with a look of disbelief*
Y/N- You realize I'm not just being a bitch right... like I am physically unable to have anything shoved inside of my body..