Winter's Widow pt 1!

Ghost

*There is no communication for hours... finally Bruce gets a call*
Y/N- is that Bucky?!?
Bruce-No it's Steve...
Y/N- ask if Bucky's okay!
Bruce- hey Steve... y/n is here.. she's asking if Bucky is okay.
Y/N- Let me talk to him
*You take the phone from Bruce*
Y/N- Steve!! Is Bucky-
Steve- He's fine y/n.. making jokes as we speak...now can I talk to Bruce
*You give the phone back to Bruce*
Bruce- Okay.... *He whispers and turns away from you* yes she is..... okay bye Steve. He said Thor was hurt and a few others but everyone is okay... could you run down to the lab and get some medical supplies?
Y/N- yeah...
*You go and get the supplies Bruce asked for. As you are gone Steve, Thor, Peter, Sam, and Clint bring Bucky tied to a stretcher and take him to lock up*
Steve- where is she??
Bruce- she's in the lab but she will be back any minute... you won't be able to keep this from her for long..
Steve- I know...
Bruce- what happened Steve??
Sam- Bucky... Hydra jumped him, drugged him, and then turned him.. which we didn't think was possible anymore.. but it is.
Steve- Look all that matters is Bucky is alive and safe.. now we just wait till he wakes up..
Thor- do we even know who we will get when he wakes up?
*Medical supplies drop on the floor. Steve turns around*
Y/N- no.... no..no NO!!
*Steve goes to hug you and you hit his chest.. he hugs you anyway.. you begin to cry and you push him and hit him until you can't stand anymore. Steve holds you and stays like that until you calm down. You look up at Steve and talk in a quite voice..*
Y/N- You said he was fine... you lied to me.
Steve- ...Yes..
*Peter comes running in*
Peter- he's awake... and he's angry.
*You look at Steve*
Y/N- I need to see him

*Alarms started to go off and the emergency lights started to flash*
Steve- Y/n stay here!
*The team runs out*
Y/N- like hell I am!!
*You follow.. you see Rumlow and his group of men in the main room*
Rumlow- spread out... find him.. then get him to find her... kill everyone else.

*You crouch behind Steve*
Steve- I told you to stay back!
Y/N- and I asked you to keep him Safe.. guess neither one of us likes to listen.
Nat- that was uncalled for y/n..
*You ignore her... you knew it wasn't Steve's fault.. you'd apologize later.. but right now all you could think about was getting Bucky out of this alive. You hear men shouting*

Hydra agent- we found him! He-
*The Winter Soldier silences him*
Rumlow- find her
*Just then Tony flys in and starts blasting away. You stand up and scream*
Y/N- Tony stop!! You're gonna kill him!!
*Tony keeps shooting and the rest join in the fight... it was like it was all happening in slow motion*
Rumlow- get out!

*You scream... Hydra agents grab Bucky and try to take him away...you run towards Him to save him but Steve grabs you..he blocks you with his shield as some Hydra agents fire at you. The Winter Soldier fights off the Hydra agents and he  runs towards Steve.. Sam tackles him before he can get to Steve and Peter webs him up while Thor lays his hammer on his chest. He lays there on the ground screaming... you try to crawl over to him through the explosions but Steve picks you up and carry's you away.. you are fighting him and crying and screaming for Bucky as he leaves the room with you. The Winter Soldier screams your name*
Winter soldier- Y/N!!!!!

*Steve got you to a safe place and locked you there.. he went back to help finish the fight.. they got rid of all the agents except Rumlow.. the weasel had an escape plan.. they take The Winter soldier back to lock up. You can hear him screaming and fighting as they pass the room you are in. Steve finally comes back to get you. When he opened the door you slap him in the face*
Y/N- you had no right *You scream*
*You go to hit him again and he grabs your wrist*
Steve- I had every right... he told me if something were to happen to him that I should keep you safe! .. so I did.. I have no regrets about keeping you out of this fight and I won't apologize for protecting you! *He was yelling as he finished his sentence. You just stare at him*
Steve- I am sorry for yelling... would you like to see him?

*You walk into lock up.. there standing in front of you is your... Handsome... kind... generous...funny...loving Husband. He stood tall and had no emotion in his eyes.. It reminded you of the first time you met him*

‼️Flashback‼️
*You are thrown into a cold room... dirty windows at the top of the wall.. no escape. You look around and their he is.. the ghost.. he stands up from his chair in the corner of the room and strides over to you.*
Winter Soldier- Ready to comply?
*The first thing you were taught was to never give in and to never let someone else have the upper hand... though you were scared to say no to this man*
Y/N-..n...no
Winter Soldier- Too bad

*You were flying through the air.. you land on the ground and try to get up but you can't.. the Winter Soldier walks towards you.. you mustered all the courage you could and swept his legs out from underneath him. He hit the ground hard.. you pinned his arms above his head... you locked eyes with him and you swear this fucker smiled.*
Winter Soldier- Not bad... *He shoves you off him and stands up* again.
*This went on for hours.. if you did good you were praised.. if you lost you were punished.. if you complied... well then you were fucked... literally. You can't remember at what point you started to care for him and at what point he cared for you.. just one day you realized you were happy to see him. You realized his feelings for you when you missed your training session for a week. He came busting into your room.*

Winter Soldier- Where were you today?!
Y/N- I'm sick.. I was told to stay out of sight or else I might be terminated.. permanently
*Winter Soldier walks towards you and grabbed the back of your neck and pulled you close.*
Winter soldier- I thought you were dead..
Y/N- you were worried about me?
*He shoved you away... and then immediately regretted it.. you could see it in his face.*
Winter soldier- You're my best Student.. my favorite. I don't want you to fall behind.
*He gets angry again and pushes you against the wall.*
Winter Soldier- Don't miss your training ever again.. or else this *He slaps your ass* won't be the only thing taking a beating..
*You reach your hand up and brush the hair out of his face*
Y/N- I worry about you too..
*His lips crash to yours and before you can comprehend what happened he was gone*

*At your training session the next day he praised you more than he ever did before.. that's when the "Special training" started... that's when he first met Odette and a week later is when you met Bucky*
‼️End Flashback‼️

*you called him by the name you knew he would answer to*
Y/N- Sergeant Barnes