Winter's Widow pt 1!

I Won't Be Needing Them

*Bucky kisses you and you wrap your arms around his neck.. you pull him down and he chuckles*
Bucky- So impatient.. *He teases... you kiss him and pull him closer*
Y/N- Don't tease me *You whine* you're leaving *You kiss him* for 3 months *You kiss him again* I get to be impatient! *You kiss him again and he smiles*
Bucky- I know baby.. I got you. *He smiles*
*He settles between your legs and brushes your hair out of your face* I love you y/n
Y/N- I love you too Bucky..
*He kisses you and pushes inside.... You grab his ass and moan against his mouth.. he slips is tongue inside and takes control*
Y/N- Mmhmm Bucky! Baby yesyes!!!
Bucky- I'm gonna miss you so much!
*A tear falls from your eye and you try to wipe it away befor she see it but he kisses it away*
Bucky- I know baby... and I'm so sorry...
*He ups his pace and you both finish.. He holds you in his arms and rubs your back... you get cleaned up and head to bed since Bucky has to be up early*

*You wake up to Bucky kissing your neck*
Bucky- Hey.. baby.. come on, we gotta wake up... *You hum and Bucky laughs* I know it's early but
Steve is going to leave at 8 sharp and I want to say a proper goodbye..
Y/N- Yes! Okay, yes! I'm up! I'm up! *You wipe the sleep out of your eyes and sit up* what time is it? where's Grant?
*Bucky smiles*
Bucky- It's 6:45...He's still asleep.. I wanted to talk to you first...
*You smile and climb onto his lap.. he smiles and kisses you*
Bucky- Here.. come here..
*He gets up and pulls you out of the bed.. he sits in the chair by the window and you sit in his lap*
Bucky- Okay... I'll call you every night, we will FaceTime and Text, you'll send me pictures of Grant everyday and we will have phone sex at least 3 times a week... *You smile*
Y/N- okay, and I'll talk to the kids and see if I can figure out what's going on with Winnie..
*Bucky kisses you*
Bucky- Okay... I think that's all.. oh, if anything should happen-
Y/N- Stop... we obviously make it to the future.. just don't do anything stupid.. *Bucky smiles and pulls you close... you kiss him and without meaning to you instinctively grind yourself against Bucky's lap.... He smirks and moans*
Bucky- We don't have time baby...
Y/N- I know.. I'm sorry.. *You pull back and he looks at you.... He smiles and kisses you*
Bucky- You know what.... We will make time...
*You smile and kiss Bucky as he pulls himself out of his pants... He slides your underwear to the side.. you start to grind against him and he moans*
Bucky- Oh y/n... Mmhmm
*You reach down and line him up and slide down on him.. you start grinding against him as he rubs your back and kisses your chest*
Y/N- Oh Bucky... mmmhmm baby! Yesyesyes!

*When you two are finished you get cleaned up and get dressed.. You walk into Grants room and you see Bucky waking him up... he is not too happy as he gets un-swaddled but he calms down when he's in Bucky's arms... you quickly take a picture and then put your phone away*
Y/N- My two boys...
*Bucky turns around and smiles*
Bucky- Wasn't too happy to wake up.. just like mama..
Y/N- please... you're the worst when you're woken up too soon.. he's just like you.
*Bucky laughs and kisses you... you two walk back into your room and sit on the Bed*
Bucky- He's gonna be so big when I get back... I mean he's already 5 months old... he's gonna be sitting up and trying to crawl...
Y/N- I know... *Grant smiles and coos... you nurse him and Bucky just watches and holds you*
*Theres a knock on the door*
Bucky- Thats Steve.. he said he's knock when they were packing the jet...
*You wipe a tear and smile up at him*
Y/N- okay.. let's go..
*You slip a couple gifts in Bucky's bag and zip it back*

*You head out to the lawn and watch as Bucky helps.. everyone comes and hugs you and the kids bye*
Steve- Hey..
*You gently smile*
Steve- it's gonna be okay and I'm gonna push to try and get us back as soon as possible..
*A tear falls and you just nod.. he hugs you and rubs your back. He kisses your head.. he kisses Grant and Grant smiles*
Y/N- He's gonna miss his Grant time every Wednesday...
*Steve laughs*
Steve- Oh we aren't missing that... I'll call on Wednesdays *You laugh and hug Steve again... Steve walks into the jet and Nat walks over*
Nat- It's gonna be okay.. we will be back before you know it *You hug her and she kisses Grant and heads onto the jet*
Bucky- Come here Little Wolf! *He takes Grant from your arms and hugs him tight.. he kisses him and rubs his back* you gonna protect mama? Be the big man? *Grant smiles* Okay Little Wolf... I'll see you soon! *He hands him back to you... he takes your face in his hands* I love you so much and I'm gonna miss you... please, be safe and keep the containment wing on lock down.. don't you dare get tempted to go in there.. promise me..
Y/N- I promise Bucky... *You start to cry* please be safe.. don't do anything stupid
Bucky- I won't.. I promise..
*You kiss him and he rubs your back*
Bucky- okay.. I gotta go..
*He wipes your tears and kisses your forehead... he walks away.... Grant start to cry and reach for Bucky.. you hold him close and just reassure him... Big Grant wraps his arms around you and walks you back into the house.. Bucky watches you as they take off*

*The morning drags on.. you and Little Grant sit on the couch and cuddle... you are watching a movie as Big Grant and Sarah walk in*
Y/N- Hey! Where have you two been- you know what... I don't care. *You point to Big Grant* just don't get her pregnant... *You cuddle Little Grant even more.... Sarah and Big Grant laugh.. they join you on the couch*
Grant- Mom? Are you okay??
Y/N- Nope but I will be... *You smile*
*Winnie comes storming through to the kitchen*
Y/N- Okay... is she always like this?!?
Sarah- No! She's actually really sweet and incredibly kind and considerate-
Grant- I mean I wouldn't go that far...
*Sarah hits him and he laughs*
Sarah- I think it's the hormones mixed with you and Uncle Bucky treating her like a kid-
Y/N- She is our kid
Grant- Yes but she came from a time where she was married and lived on her own, well she still lives here but you know what I mean... she was helping lead the team and now she's watched all the time and she can't ever be alone and she's stuck in a constant state of hormonal rage... it's not an excuse but I can understand where she's coming from..
*You nod*
Y/N- So if we lifted the spell on the baby then maybe she wouldn't be as bratty?
Sarah- Maybe! But they were pretty sure about pausing it so Thor back home didn't miss any of it..
*You nod again*
Y/N- okay... well I guess I'll have to talk to her..
*Little Grant smiles up at you* later...*You kiss his head and you all finish watching the movie*

*Later that night after Grants in bed you check your phone and you have no text or missed calls... you already miss Bucky.. you grab one of his shirts and it smells just like him.. you curl up in bed hugging his pillow and drift off to sleep.... You wake up in the morning in the same position... you look at your phone and see you have a text, it's from Bucky*

***Text***
Bucky- Sorry! We just settled for the night and this is the first moment I've had to call you but I guess you are already asleep... sweet dreams! ❤️ Call me when you wake up!

*You smile and call him... he answers and he sounds sleepy*
Bucky- Hey baby!!
Y/N- Hey! Sorry I missed you last night.. I passed out
*Bucky smiles*
Bucky- Did you sleep in my shirt?
*You blush... he knows you too well*
Y/N- Yes
Bucky- And my pillow?
Y/N- Yes..
*He chuckles*
Bucky- Well I brought a couple thing of yours... your Blue silk Nighty-
Y/N- I was looking for that! *You laugh and Bucky smiles* please return it in good condition... it's silk so.... Be careful with what gets on it.. *He laughs*
Bucky- I didn't bring it for that purpose... I mean I brought something for that purpose but It wasn't your nighty...
Y/N- So that's where my favorite pair of underwear went to...
Bucky- Hey it's my favorite too.. *He smiles* also there's a little black lace number I don't remember putting in here... *You blush* did you put it in here? Along with these very sexy pictures? *You can hear the smirk that's plastered on his face.. you laugh*
Y/N- Yup! And there's more pictures where those came from...
Bucky- Did you pack each of the outfits that in these photos??
*You laugh and blush... maybe you went overboard.. he can hear your slight embarrassment in your voice.. he slightly smiles as you answer.. he loves that you can be so dirty and so innocent at the same time*
Y/N- Yes.... I won't be needing them and don't act like there's 12 of them... it's 3 outfits total... you know I have plenty..*Bucky smirks and agrees* I kept some special ones so I can send more pictures later..
Bucky- can't wait baby.. anyway, I wanted to let you know we are safe and I hope you had a good night and I hope you have a great morning..
Y/N- Thank you for checking in... I'll FaceTime tonight before I put Grant down
Bucky- Okay, thanks baby... I love you, Be safe and kiss Grant for me..
Y/N- I will! I love you too! Be safe as well!
*You end the call and get ready for the day.. you get Grant up and get ready for another day of movie watching and caring for your babies... all of your babies*