Winter's Widow pt 1!

Wreck me First

*You wake up the next morning still in Bucky's arms.. he wanted to start trying for a Baby last night but you were too tired from your fight with the Winter Soldier and to be honest... you were a little too horny to think about making babies.. it felt weird to try and make a baby while all you wanted was to be completely wrecked.*
Bucky- Hey.. *He kisses your shoulder* you okay?
Y/N- yeah.... no actually.
Bucky- what's wrong? Talk to me..
Y/N- since we got back from our Honeymoon I've been thinking about our time in Hydra..
Bucky- oh.. *He got very serious*
Y/N- Not like that!... like our sexy time in Hydra.
Bucky- Oh! *He has the biggest smile on his face* and that's a problem?
Y/N- Yes because after yesterday, which you said you remember everything-
Bucky- I remember everything from yesterday
*He moves closer and kisses the spot the Winter Soldier had bit* I remember it very well..
Y/N- okay so... before we can make a baby... I need you to Fuck me because once I'm pregnant you won't be able to throw me around like he does so... please!
Bucky- what?!?
Y/N- Winter Soldier style... no mercy, raw and rough... and just earth shattering... please!  it feels weird to "make a baby" while you're fucking my brains out okay... and I want a Baby so badly, you know how much I want one-
Bucky- I do-
Y/N- then please... please do this for me and then we can have the warm, mushy feelings that Baby making brings.
Bucky- Who said it's all gonna be warm and mushy?
*He smirks at you*
Y/N- Bucky please?!! A beast was awoken yesterday during that fight and it needs to be fed.. before I get a baby in me...I'm literally begging here.
*Bucky smiles but also looks embarrassed a little*
Bucky- I can't do it on command y/n
Y/N- I know!... I know. So tell me what you need... what do I need to do to get you in that mind space?
Bucky- I don't know.. but don't worry.. I'll figure it out. *He kisses you and then heads to the shower* Wanna join?

*yesterday with the Winter Soldier was the most action you've seen in a month. When Bucky heard Rumlow was back he went full Mission mode.. which meant no sex.. nothing.. you really need him but if you get in that shower you'll end up feeding the beast a little and you need the beast starved for what you want*
Y/N- Nope, I'm good
*Bucky laughs*
Bucky- okay

*You go to the kitchen and see Steve and Nat*
Y/N- help.. I'm trying to make Bucky mad.. or jealous or something... anything to get his winter soldier to come out and wreck me.
Steve- huh... you could kiss Nat
Y/N- I said Mad or Jealous not turned on..
*Nat laughed*
Nat- you could pretend to get caught with Steve..
*You just stare at Nat*
Y/N- yet again... I said mad or jealous.. not homicidal... you two are no help.
*Steve and Nat laugh and you start to leave.. they call you back*
Steve- wait y/n come back..
*You turn around*
Nat- if you want to make him mad or jealous just do the one thing he hates the most...
Steve- put yourself in danger... you know how mad he gets when you act careless with your life.
Y/N- yes but that anger will only last maybe 10 minutes.. then he will get all warm and fuzzy and be happy I'm okay.... I'm not looking for that at the moment... I'm looking for the type of anger that will make him fuck me till I can't walk and he not feel an once of regret after..
Nat- like the Winter Soldier
Y/N- exactly.. see Steve, Nat gets it.
*Steve laughs*
Steve- okay I'm out
*Steve leaves*
Nat- you know what you have to do..
Y/N- Yeah... but I'm scared to make him THAT angry..
Nat- you wanna get fucked, then you gotta do what you gotta do.

*You walk back to the room and find Bucky sitting on the bed reading*
Y/N- Bucky
Bucky- huh?
Y/N- How can we do this?? How can you be the Winter soldier without actually becoming him.
Bucky- Honestly baby I don't know... if I'm just role playing as the Winter Soldier there is still that part of me that holds back... for me to do what you want.. I think I would actually have to become him again.
*You bite your lip and nod your head.. you think about what Nat said.. then you have an idea*
Y/N- Do you trust me?
Bucky- Always baby..
Y/N- and know that I would never do anything to intentionally cause you harm or distress
Bucky- yes, y/n what-