Winter's Widow pt 1!

Playing the Part

*You shower for the second time today and get ready for bed. You walk into the room and Bucky is cleaning up all the discarded clothes and putting clean sheets on the bed.*
Y/N- so..... you feel like talking now? I know you only gave me that preview to avoid talking about what happened.
Bucky- you didn't seem to mind *Bucky winks at you*
Y/N-..... that is correct but don't look at me like that... I just showered.
*Bucky laughs*
Y/N- come on Bucky-
Bucky- I'm gonna shower
*He walks into the bathroom and shuts the door. About 15 minutes later Bucky climbs into bed with you and snuggles up behind you.*
Y/N- I'm not gonna push it anymore. But just know I am always here Bucky... I love you.
*there is utter silence... you turned over thinking he had fallen asleep.. he was wide awake staring at the ceiling. He looks at you.*
Bucky- I can't loose you... I can't. Would I survive it... yes. Would I want to.. no! *He starts to cry*  I love you so much and I can't stand the idea of literally marching you into a place of torment and pain just to get a stupid stone.
*You were about to speak when he chimes in again*
Bucky- And yes I know the fate of the world is at stake... but Y/N, you are MY world... yes I know that's cheesy.. but it's true. You loved me when no one else did. You taught me there was more to life than the pain I knew. You showed me that I was worthy of forgiveness and love... if it come to protecting the world or you.. I choose you.
*You are now crying with Bucky*
Y/N- I understand how you feel but we have to do this or else there may not be a world for us to live in. What was that saying you said your mom would always tell you-
Bucky- you have to go through the storm to see the rainbow.
*You put your hand on the side of his face and wipe away the tears from his eyes*
Y/N- this is just a storm Bucky.... and the rainbow is coming. Are you gonna go though it with me?
*Bucky smiles and laughs* 
Bucky- if I didn't who would hold your umbrella?
*You smile and kiss Bucky. You snuggle into his arms and drift off to sleep. Bucky looks down at you and says to himself*
Bucky- the rainbow is coming.. 
*Bucky drifts off to sleep.*

*it felt like you had been asleep for 5 minutes when Steve busts into the room.*
Steve- Hydra is moving.. we have to go now!
*You and Bucky get up, get ready, and head to the jet. Almost Everyone is there.. Steve, Nat, Thor, Sam, Peter, Bruce, and Dr.Strange.*
Steve- alright everyone... this is happening sooner than we expected but we stick to the plan... everyone remember their job?
Everyone- Yes...we got it..
Steve- alright... let's go
*The jet lands about 5 miles from the hydra base*
Steve- Y/N! You ready
*Everyone is standing outside the jet ready for you to make your grand appearance. You walk out wearing your old Black Widow suit. Everyone is staring at you... wide eyed and jaws dropped.*
Bucky- you look amazing
Peter- seconded!
*Bucky shoots Peter a look and you blow Peter a kiss*
Steve- alright.. you two ready?
Bucky/ Y/N- yes
Steve- the base is about 5 miles that way... once y'all are inside Sam and I will get into position.
*Bucky starts walking away and you grab Steve for a minute*
Y/N- Steve... if it comes to saving him or me...
Steve- Y/N don't-
Y/N- Save him.. please
*Steve shakes his head*
Steve- I love you Y/N
Y/N- I love you too Steve
*Steve hugs you and run to meet up with Bucky.*

*You walk for about 3 miles when Bucky stops*
Bucky- okay.. before we go any farther I need to do this
*Bucky grabs your arm and pulls you in for a kiss.  He wraps his arms around your waist and You grab his face. It was passionate and beautiful. You smile*
Y/N- if we weren't in a life or death situation and also in the middle of the woods I would let you have your way with me.
Bucky- I know *He winks at you* and also neither of those things have stopped you in the past so..
Y/N- Bucky!
*Bucky laughs and smacks your ass. You hear someone clear their throat over the coms*
Steve- umm guys.... the coms are live so...
Y/N- sorry!!
*Bucky laughs, takes your hand, and starts walking down the road to the base. About a mile out you both turn on your inner assassins*
Bucky- okay Steve we are going dark... we will let you know when we are in*
Steve- okay... don't do anything stupid
*You and Bucky laugh*
Y/N- no promises!
*You and Bucky approach the base. Bucky holds his weapon in the air and fires it to get the guards attention*
Y/N- TELL PIERCE I BROUGHT HIM A PRESENT!

*They let you in and take you to see Pierce. Bucky whispers in your ear*
Bucky- Showtime
*You both get into character. Bucky's Brooding, authoritative, controlling, slightly psychotic  Winter Soldier. And your Aggressive, witty, sexually charged, and oddly submissive to one man, Odette.*
Pierce- Odette... it's nice to see that you made it out of your first encounter with the Avengers alive.
Y/N (Odette)- oh they didn't stand a chance.
Pierce- so I take it they are dead?
Y/N(Odette)- sadly no.. but they will be... I brought you a gift though.
*You motion to Bucky.. You run your hands over his shoulders and down his arms while you walk around him*
Y/N(Odette)- and he's better than ever *you bite your lip while looking at bucky*
Pierce- I'll take your word on it....glad to see you're alive
*Bucky looks at Pierce but he doesn't speak*
Pierce- still not much of a talker..
Y/N (Odette)- he always talks for me *You say in a sultry tone*
*The "Winter Soldier" shoots you a look and you look at the floor*
Pierce- now let's get you checked out make sure everything is in working order.
*A soldier grabs your arm and starts to pull you away. You instinctively lash out at him. You forgot you were supposed to be Odette in that moment.. you had to recover fast*
Y/N (Odette)- you don't touch me!
*You reach out to hit him again and you were praying Bucky Stops you before you do serious damage to this man....he does. The "Winter Soldier" grabs you hand*
Bucky (Winter Soldier)- Don't....
Y/N (Odette)- yes Sir
Bucky (Winter Soldier)- we'll talk about that outburst later.
*you meet his gaze and you get butterflies in your stomach... he has something planned for later and you are already excited for it.*
Y/N(Odette)- Yes sir
*over the coms you hear steve*
Steve- gross
Pierce- we are trusting you two... don't make me regret that or you will go in cryosleep.
Bucky (Winter Soldier) understood
*You look at "the winter Soldier" for permission to speak. Bucky nods. You can see in his eyes that he is loving this.. for once you have to listen to what he says.. he is trying not to smile and you are fighting the urge to roll your eyes*
Y/N (Odette)- understood
*you are shown to a room*
Pierce- stay here.. we will be with you shortly.
*He shuts the door and leaves. You motion to Bucky to help you check the room for cameras and bugs*
Y/N- all clear?
Bucky- all clear.
Y/N- Steve we are in..
Steve- Awesome.. Tony is tracking the GPS in your suit. We will use that to get a clear picture of the building.. just sit tight.
Y/N- so...what should we do?
*Bucky gives you a cheeky smile*