Winter's Widow pt 1!

Trust me

*Bucky got up and walked into the closet.. you yell after him*
Y/N- Bucky! Please... I just want you.. nothing else.
*He walks back out and he had changed into sweat pants and he smiles*
Bucky- I know Baby.. I just wanted to get out of my jeans..

*You smile and pull him closer.. the way he looked at you gave you butterflies.. you were completely naked on you knees on the bed and Bucky was standing in front of you.. the two of you were of the same mind, in that you took this moment to appreciate the other.. You looked into Bucky's eyes.. they are a beautiful icy blue.. to anyone else they would feel cold but to you they hold the warmth that starts a fire in your soul. He has tiny winkles around his eyes.. the world was hardly kind to Bucky and he had seen many years of the harshest kind of treatment.. at first glance he looks like a normal 30 something year old but if you look in his eyes you can see the years of torment and the sadness that lives there.. yes he is Happy now and has found healing.. but the scars are still there. His broad shoulders that protect you and muffle your cries of passion. His arms that hold and comfort you.. his fingers.. long and well.. skilled. His fingers that will wipes away your tears and bring you to the edge in minutes. His chest.. solid and chiseled, yet welcoming..it was your favorite place to lay your head because you can hear his heartbeat.. your eyes travel lower but Bucky catches your chin and lifts your head.. he gently kisses you*

Bucky- I love you... I'll be right back.. okay?
*You nod.. and move to lay back down.. Bucky leaves the room and comes back about 5 minutes later.. he has a blanket and candles.*
Bucky- Alright.. you go soak in the tub and I'll get you when it's all ready.
*You smile and laugh*
Y/N- okay
*You head to the bathroom and get the tub ready.. you soak for about 20 minutes before Bucky walks in.*
Bucky- Wow... you're a vision.. I kind of want you to stay right here*
*You laugh, pull the stopper, and stand up. You raise your arms and Bucky laughs and takes the hint. He gets a towel, wraps you up, and helps you out of the tub. He leads you into the room and you see that He has set up a bed on the floor in front of the fireplace and placed candles all around the room.. all the lights are off and the only light is from the fireplace and the candles. You turn around to face Bucky.. he takes your towel and drops it on the floor.*

Bucky- You won't be needing this *He winks and you smile*
*You play with the waist band of his sweats as you push up on your tiptoes and kiss him.. everything that he put together for your two tonight was a recreation of your first "date" as yourselves.*

‼️Flashback‼️
*The Winter Soldier knocks on your door.. you couldn't contain your excitement.. you run over and open the door.. he walks in all serious and cold.. the minute the door was closed he dropped the act. He runs at you and you giggle.. he picks you up and your wrap your legs around him.. you kiss him with so much passion.. you had awkwardly met Bucky about a month ago and you two had been crazy for one another since then.. he would sneak into your room and hold you while you slept. He would leave you gifts under your pillow. He would find any excuse to touch you.. thankfully the Hydra agents hadn't noticed he wasn't brainwashed anymore.. they really weren't the smartest of the bunch.. so you and Bucky took advantage of that.. You hadn't slept with Bucky yet.. the whole month was filled with sexual tension and stolen glances.. but tonight it was happening. The "Winter Soldier" had a mission which involved recon over night.. "Odette" tagged along and you two found a cabin off the road. It had been raining and you were soaked and cold so Bucky started a fire.. you tried to turn on the lights but the power was out.. you found candles and lit them.. Bucky had made a bed on the ground in front of the fire.*

Bucky- You need to get out of those wet clothes...
Y/N- are you just trying to get me naked?
*Bucky blushed... you had never seen him blush before*
Bucky- Ummm *He clears his throat* no.. yes.. no! I... I don't want you to get sick.
*You smile and kiss his cheek*
*You strip down to your underwear and sit in front of the fire.. Bucky does the same.. he sat near you but not next to you.. you move next to him and you see him tense up.. you smile.*
Y/N- Sorry.. I'm just cold
Bucky- You don't have to apologize..