Winter's Widow pt 1!

If Something Should Happen...

*He faces you and the slightest smile forms on his face*
Winter Soldier- y/n 
*Something that only you, Bucky, Steve and Nat knew was that you and the Winter Soldier had a relationship as well... you were trained using the same "Special Training" as Odette. He loved both of you.. cared for both of you... and protected both of you... so while everyone else is walking on eggshells and hiding behind steel doors you are standing in the same room as him.. not scared and not running. He wouldn't hurt you...unless you wanted him to.*
Winter Soldier- Did they hurt you?
Y/N- No.. I'm fine...
*He closes the distance between you two and kisses you...he takes you in his arms.. he was gentle*

*Tony, who was watching the security video with everyone else*
Tony- So is this cheating or..
*Nat slaps Tony*

Winter Soldier- That man took you..
Y/N- He thought he needed to protect me from you... He didn't know if you would hurt me. I work with the Avengers now... along with Natasha.. so he didn't know how you would react.
Winter Soldier- Natasha... they actually trust her?? They trust you?!?

*Nat watching the security video*
Nat- He was kinda the worst sometimes...
Sam- apparently..

Winter Soldier- We were made to be killers and you're telling me we fight with the hero's now.... how the mighty have fallen..
Y/N- You don't mean that.. Bucky... if you're in there remember this isn't you.
*He just looks at you and smiles... he pulls you closer*
Winter Soldier- tell me... do miss it? *He brushes your hair behind your ear* The rush of it all *He leans down and kisses your neck* The lawlessness  *He kisses you and bites your lip* The passion we had *He slides his metal hand down the front of your pants*
Y/N- No..*It's hard for you to speak* I don't.. and neither do you.. you hate it. *You pull his hand out of your pants and push him away* I was trying to help you without having to use force but I guess now I will. Forgive me.

*You swing at him and he catches it and spins you around pulling you against him.. he runs his hand down your body. It felt so good.. he knows your body so well and that knowledge was Bucky and the Winter Soldier combined... this was going to be a lot harder than you thought*

Winter Soldier- Nice try princess..
*You throw your head back and hit him in the face. He grabs you tighter and smiles*
Winter Soldier- I was going to be gentle because I've missed you...but I guess we'll do it like old times

*Tony comes over the intercom*
Tony- Need any help?

Y/N- No! That will just make him mad... I've got this.
*Winter Soldier laughs*
*You start fighting him and it gets tense... he pinned you*
Winter Soldier- now what piece of clothing should you loose first.
*You take off your shirt.. thankfully you had worn an undershirt that day*
Winter Soldier- layers... you've learned
*You lost again... and you lost your undershirt as well. You were standing in front of him in your pants and bra... you were exposed but it weirdly felt normal. He lost his jacket and his shirt*

*It started to get really, really tense... when he had you pinned he would lick your neck or slip his hand in between your legs or bite you. It was actually really hot and if you didn't have an audience you probably would of let him have his way.... he then slammed you on the ground and you let out a moan*
Winter Soldier- you like that princess? *He Lays on you and palms you through your bra.* You know I don't like hurting you... why are you making me? *He rubs his thigh in between your legs and You let out another moan...then your eyes go wide remembering where you were*
Y/N- Get it together y/n

*Over the intercom*
Tony- I couldn't have said it better myself
Steve- you're not helping Tony... remember y/n he is a psychopath!
Nat- A hot psychopath
*Steve just looks at Nat* 
Peter- umm I'm gonna leave... this is getting umm weird..
Nat- Peter!
Tony- oh god I forgot you were in here!
Thor- This may be a little much for the young lad.
Wanda- You should not be in here.. let's go!
Thor- your gonna miss the rest of the fight
Sam- yeah I think she's starting to win.
Wanda- I can read their minds and I know where he is trying to lead this and where she wishes it could go... trust me.. I'm leaving with Peter.

*He has you pinned on the ground... if you don't give in the next thing you will loose is your bra and you are not about to give the team a free show*
Winter Soldier- Do you think I'm a psychopath?
Y/N- No... just they don't know you like I do.
*He smiles*
Winter Soldier- while I have you here.. who was that man that had his hands on you earlier?

*Everyone in the security room looks at Steve and he just sighs*

Y/N- Just a friend *Struggle to hold in your moans*
Winter Soldier- He touched you as though you were more... who was he?!
Y/N- he was someone who came after you... that's all.
Winter Soldier- you're mine.. *He bites your neck and then sucks on where he just bit. You were about to loose it* no one else's
Y/N- Yes Sergeant
Winter Soldier- Now, ready to comply?
*You look deeply in his eyes.. you got an idea*
Y/N- yes
*He kisses you and for a moment you forgot where you were.. he starts to pull your pants down.*
Y/N- wait! against the wall..

Tony- Damn.. was she like this with you Rogers??
*Steve looks at Nat and then back at Tony*
Steve- I'm not answering that..
Tony- I'll take that as a yes
Nat- it's okay Baby... girls talk *she pats his cheek*

*He smiles and stands up and helps you up. You end up behind him and slip him in a head lock... you hit his metal arm in the way that it falls off.. he can't fight you and he eventually falls unconscious. You fall to the ground next to him*
*Everyone runs into the room*
Thor- Honestly I thought that was going somewhere else..
Steve- so did he
*Nat slaps Steve's stomach. Clint drops from the ceiling and everyone, except you, screams*
Sam- what the hell?!?
Clint- what?? I wasn't letting her come in here without back up. Although... I was a little worried about how much I was about to witness.
Steve- you let Clint come in as your back up but not me?!?
Y/N- I didn't know he was in here until I saw him the first time I was thrown on the ground..
*Thor and Sam go to lift him into the chair but you stop them.*
Y/N- stop... just stop please.. just give me a minute..
Tony- we might not have a minute
Steve- Tony... we have time..

*They gave you a moment alone.. you re-attached his arm so when he woke up it was there.. you sat next to him and ran your fingers through his hair.. even as the Winter Soldier this man loves you beyond comparison... he has a weird way of showing it but still... he loves you.*
Y/N- I'm so sorry Bucky.. *You kiss his head and let the men handle him*
*They cuff Bucky to a chair and wait for him to wake up again*

Y/N- so they turned him and then let you take him?
Nat- I mean they had to of known we would bring him back here..
Steve- Thats what they wanted.. a way to get to you *Steve looks at you.. you take a deep breath and walk out of the room*

*You head back to lock up and you see that Bucky is waking up*
Y/N- Guys!!!
*You walk in and Bucky looks up from where he is sitting.... he's crying. You run over to him and kneel before him and just hug him. He pulls back*
Bucky- they didn't use the chair on me... they had the mind stone y/n
Y/N- that's impossible... Wanda has it..
Bucky- she has a part... they told me that some of the stones broke in half creating two... they had the other half. It was like I had been brainwashed... except I remember everything... everything
Y/N- so they didn't use your trigger words?
Bucky- no... just the stone... I'm not crazy! I know what I saw!
Y/N- I believe you.... I believe you. You are okay and your back... that's all that matters at the moment. We will figure this out.

*You sit there holding him for who knows how long... Steve and Sam make sure his trigger words don't work anymore... once he was cleared you took him to your room. He was in a dark place.. he was just sitting on the bed.. still bloody and dirty. You help him up and to the bathroom.. You turn on the shower and help him in..He is still so dazed he doesn't say a word.. you help him bathe. You've pull out an old t-shirt and sweat pants for him... he dresses and He heads back to the bedroom and lays down on the bed. You get ready for bed and lay down.. he pulls you into his chest.. he finally speaks.. you can hear the fear and pain in his voice.. you don't have to look at him to know he is crying.*
Bucky- today is proof that we will never be rid of our past lives.. regardless.. I don't want you to be alone if something were to happen to me.
Y/N- nothings going to happen to you.. and I'm not alone we have this huge family here..

*Bucky chuckles.. what a beautiful sound after the day you've had*
Bucky- did you hear what I said... Baby look at me..
*You look up.. he was smiling.. you could still see the remnants of tears but mostly it was just his beautiful smile*
Bucky- I want to start our family.. I don't want to wait anymore.. what do you say?

*Your heart swells.. you can't speak. All you've ever wanted was to have a family with this man.. you look at him and nod with tears filling your eyes.*
Bucky- Words baby..
*You chuckle and smiles*
Y/N- yes
*He pulls you into a deep kiss*