*You are sitting in Nat's room telling her all about the Honeymoon*
Nat- YOU DIDNT?!?
Y/N- I did!!
*Nat is laughing and completely shocked*
Nat- And he chickened out?!
Y/N- yup!
Nat- But he made you take it in the ass
Y/N- yup!
Nat- what a baby!! Take it like a man!! Steve does.. *She winks at you*
*You both are laughing and tears are starting to form in your eyes*
Nat- but he's done it before... like with Odette!
Y/N- I know!!
*Steve is with Bucky in your room*
Steve- SHE DIDN'T?!
Bucky- she fucking did!! She tried to fuck me in the ass Steve!!
*steve laughs*
Steve- I mean it's not that big of a deal.. when we were together we'd do it to each other an-
Bucky- Don't...just don't.
*Steve laughs*
Steve- Bucky... you've done it before though!
Bucky- It's not that same thing! And wait... how did you know that?!?
Steve- Women talk Bucky... they're probably talking right now.
*Bucky and Steve come and join you and Nat.. they hear the end of your conversation*
Nat- He's a chicken
Bucky- Hey! What are two talking about?
*You give Nat a look*
Y/N- about how we went cage diving with sharks and how I went first but when it was your turn you chickened out.
*Nat smiles and and give Steve a knowing look... Steve covers his laugh with a cough*
Bucky- cage diving huh....
Y/N- yeah
*Bucky runs at you and you dodge his grasp laughing.. you run out of the room laughing and he chases you*
Bucky- let's go cage diving Baby girl!
Peter- Hey did I hear y/n and Bucky??
Steve- yeah but you probably won't see them till tomorrow morning.
Peter- why?
*Peter hears you laughing and Bucky screaming as he chases you* never mind
*Bucky chases you around the compound until you get back to your room. He picks you up ticking you and throws you on the bed. You move out of his reach and back against the headboard. He jumps on the bed and tickles you*
Y/N- ahhh Bucky!! Stop *You can't stop laughing and you stomach is hurting*
Bucky- Do you yield??
Y/N- Yes yes! I yield! *You smile up at him*
*Bucky leans down and kisses you when Tony comes walking into your room.. you and Bucky couldn't care less*
Tony- Hey glad you're back! So we have a mission brief we need to fill you in on.
*Bucky continues to kiss you and move his hands under your shirt*
Bucky- Will the mission brief still exist tomorrow?
*Tony looking extremely confused*
Tony- Yes obviously
*Bucky moves to kissing your neck*
Bucky- Then fill us in tomorrow... as you can see we're a little busy.
Tony- okay that was rude-
*You push Bucky off of you and sit up. You walk over to Tony and give him a hug*
Y/N- it's good to be back Tony! We missed you.
*You start to walk him out of the room and Bucky just laughs to himself* I will be ready for the mission brief at 9am tomorrow but right now I'm about to take Bucky's pants off so
Tony- Right, God speed *Tony left the room and you locked the door*
*You walk over to the bag of toys and pulled out the plug*
Y/N- ready for round 2
Bucky- oh that's funny cause it would be round 3 for you and that's the only person who's getting fucked in the ass tonight.
*You walk closer to Bucky and lean down to kiss him*
Y/N- we will see about that.
*You tackle him on the bed and start kissing him. He grabs your ass and squeezes.. you moan and he slips his tongue in your mouth. You pin his hands above his head and start grinding on him.. moving your hips in a circle.. he cussed under his breath*
Y/N- what was that Daddy?
Bucky- I said.. you're fucking killing me Baby girl.
*He flips you over and he is now on top he takes on of your legs and lifts it in the air and rest it on his shoulder.. he starts grinding against you. You throw you head back against the bed... you both were still fully clothed but this still felt amazing*
Bucky- Baby girl.. I've got plans tonight!
Y/N- So do I *You kisses him*
*Bucky proceeds to rail you until your legs are shaking and silently screaming his name*
Bucky- You did so good Baby girl.. good job *He kisses you* My good girl, my perfect girl. *You moan into his mouth*
Y/N- Daddy..
Bucky- stick that pretty ass in the air
*You do and he spanks you gently*
*He get everything you need and he rubs your back as he talk to you*
Bucky- safe word
Y/N- Build a Bear
*You kiss him as he tease you...he starts to slide it in and you grips the sheets.*
Y/N- oh fuck... Bucky
*He stops and kisses you... He looks at you and you nod. You push in to it more... you can see he is starting to get hard.. you reach your hand down and stroke him as he push it in all the way.*
Bucky- oh shit!! Baby!
*You kiss him while still stroking his throbbing dick. He sits up on his knees and grabs you in a rough kiss.*
*He turned it on and it started vibrating. He pulls you down to the bed and climbs on top of you.. he slams in you without warning and rails you. You cum hard... like you thought you might pass out hard.. he pulls out of you and lays on his side. He rubs your back and kisses you
Bucky- you want me to take it out?
*you just nod... you can't speak. He takes it out and you moan...you eventually calm your breathing and Bucky takes you in his arms.*
*You laugh and kiss him.. he looks a little worried*
Y/N- don't worry I won't ask you to do it.
*Bucky laughs*
Y/N- but I'm not gonna stop teasing you.
*You woke up and look at the disasters the room was...you and Bucky went hard last night... there were toys and clothes everywhere.. it reminded you of a certain moment with the winter soldier...before the events of the Plane.. before you left Hydra... yes you two were fucked up then... but you loved each other.*
***** Flashback*****
*He slams you into the wall and licks your neck*
Winter Soldier- Ready to comply? *He whispers in your ear*
Odette- No!
*He let's you go and you take your shirt off... when you lost a fight you either complied and got punished or you lost a piece of clothing and continue to fight, making you more vulnerable. You spar again and he knocks you to the ground but you flip over and pin him... he was not happy. He got up and ripped his shirt off and came at you again. He threw you against the wall you stand up and he grabs you in between your legs and holds you against the wall.*
Winter soldier- Ready to comply?
*Whimpering, Odette answers*
Odette- No
*He let's you go and you loose your pants.. you fight again and you end up against the wall again with a knife at your throat.*
Winter Soldier- Ready to comply?
Odette- y...yes
Hydra Officer- obviously she is broken... we need to wipe her
*Some men come up and grab you. The Winter Soldier throws one across the room and breaks the others arm*
Winter Soldier- touch her again and I'll kill all of you..
*He Picks you up and as he leaves you look up and see Nat.. it was her turn to fight.. at least she didn't have to fight The Winter Soldier... he takes you to his room. He lays you on his bed*
Winter Soldier- you complied... turn over.
*You turns over... you are only in your underwear and a bra. He rips your underwear off*
Winter Soldier- put you hands on the headboard and don't move them.
*You do as he says.. you turn around and see him positioning himself behind you... ready to punish you... he brings down his metal hand *Slap* you scream... he massages where he spanked you.*
Winter Soldier- We are Hydra... we never give in.. we fight to the death.
*slap* *another hard blow lands on you ass*
Winter Soldier- giving up is for the weak
*Slap*
Winter Soldier- We are not weak
*Slap*
Winter Soldier- now tell who you belong to
*He wraps his metal hand around your neck*
Odette- You Soldier
*He kisses you roughly.. his expression softens.. slightly*
Winter Soldier- you fought well today Odette... I won't punish you further.. but if anyone asks..
Odette- I couldn't even walk after you were done with me.
Winter Soldier- Good girl *He kisses you on the head* that's my Psychopath
*You smile up at him*
Odette- you know... I'd hate to be a liar..
Winter Soldier- Thats a lie right there
Odette- Fuck me till I can't walk... please.
*He grabs you and pulls you hard against his muscular Chest*
Winter Soldier- ready to comply?
Odette- Fuck yes!
*He slams you down on the bed and kisses you.. it's all teeth and moaning.. your hands desperately grabbing at each other. He pulls his pants down and slams into you.. his speed is relentless..He wraps his metal hand around your neck and that sends you over the edge*
Odette- Soldier!!! I'm-
*Bucky's voice snaps you out of your flashback*
Bucky- Hey *He kisses your shoulder* what's got your attention? *He smiles*
Y/N- just thinking about old times..
Bucky- you wanna talk about it?
Y/N- later *You smile* We gotta go meet Tony.
Bucky- right.. alright.. let's go!
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Winter's Widow pt 1!
Fanfiction‼️MATURE.. you've been warned.. DO NOT READ if you are under 18!❤️💙 Minors DNI‼️ ‼️The story is in 2 parts, Enjoy!! Self-insert‼️ You are a former Black Widow who has been in hiding for years. You have made amends and have dealt with the guilt of y...
