Winter's Widow pt 1!

I Love You But I Don't Like You

Bucky- Yes *He answers so calmly*
Y/N- Are you kidding me?!? Are police stationed outside the house?!?
Bucky- Oh calm down! It's not real house arrest! An alarm would just go off and alert Me, Tony, and Steve that you've left the compound.
Y/N- What?!? Why???? I am a grown women who can come and go as I please!!
Bucky- y/n-
Y/N- No! I'm talking!!! I have to go get medicine for Grant and I can't because of your stupid alarm!!
Bucky- What's wrong with Grant?!
Y/N- Thats not the point right now!
Bucky- Yes it is! What's wrong with my son?!?
Y/N- He has an ear infection and he needs medication but I can't leave or else the National Guard will be alerted!!!!
*Bucky takes a deep breath and speaks calmly*
Bucky- y/n that's not-
Y/N- No! I'm still talking!!! You are going to take this damn alarm off and you are going to treat me like your wife and not a child!!!
*The doorbell rings* oh someone's at the door! Can I open the door dad?? May I?? *You say sarcastically.... Bucky sighs and just doesn't answer.... He hears you open the door and get the package inside.... He hears your tone change*
Y/N- Bucky...*You voice breaks... damn hormones* did you?
Bucky- I just want to keep you two safe. That's why we set the alarm...the package is a guardrail for the bed that way Grant can sleep with you and you don't have to worry... it just snaps on. Big Grant should be able to install it.. or you I know you're perfectly capable... *He sounds so defeated and sad... you start to feel slightly bad for going off on him... you take a deep breath*
Y/N- Bucky... *Your voice is quiet* what you did was not right but how I acted wasn't right either..I know you're just worried and your doing what you think is best... it's not but I know you didn't mean any harm by it.. now... can you please lift the alarm?
*Theres a pause*
Bucky- Nope!
Y/N- BUCKY?!?!?
Bucky- Bye, love you!
*He hangs up*

*You get a text from Bucky*
"I know you're mad and you have every right to be but I am doing what I think is best for our family... like I've said I am old fashioned and I've made this decision so please just go with it.. I'm not trying to be controlling I'm just trying to keep you safe. I love you please pick up when I call tonight.... I know you'll probably still be mad but I'd still like to talk. Also the medication is being delivered and so is dinner...groceries will be delivered tomorrow and I had Sam contact Torres and he's gonna come by tomorrow to talk to you... again, I'm sorry that you don't like the decision I've made but I hope that you can at least seen where I'm coming from.. I just want to protect you, I know you are fully capable of protecting yourself but could you please just give me this and let me do my job as your husband and Grants Father... please?? I love you baby.. talk to you later?"

*You wanted to call him back and yell but you know it will do nothing except make everything worse... he might not even answer.. after you've taken a couple deep breaths and snuggles Grant and remind yourself that Grant does need a father, you write back*
"Call at 7:30.. you can be apart of bath time.. I love you too but I really don't like you right now."
*Bucky answers back*
"I can take it... thank you baby"

*The medication shows up and you give Grant his first dose... the older kids have been staying out of your way since earlier... Grant finds you in your room*
Grant- hey mom... you okay?
*You are fighting with the new guardrail.. you sigh and decide to let Grant help you*
Y/N- Can you install this?? Please?
*Grant smiles*
Grant- Yeah mom, no problem!
*He snaps it on no problem... you sigh.. the doorbell rings*
Y/N- Well that's dinner... go get the girls and tell them to head to the kitchen.
Grant- Will do mom.... Hey *You look at him* you know he only did it out of fear.. he's scared that your here with Pierce and Walker and he's not here... he would never have done this if it weren't for those to pricks being here...
*Big Grant gently smiles and little Grant coos... these two boys who look just like Bucky and have the same charm, are playing dirty... you smile and poke Big Grant in the side and tickle little Grant*
Y/N- You two... it's unfair. *You push big Grant* go get the dinner from the door..
*He laughs and walks out... you look at Little Grant he smiles, coos, and then snuggles up to you... you kiss his head*
Y/N- I know little Wolf... you really don't like it when we fight.. *You laugh and walk out of the room*