Winter's Widow pt 1!

Home Movies

*Shuri thought she would be able to help deprogram you while you were there but it would take too long and it would be too much stress on your body that soon after the accident. You and Bucky plan to come back in a couple months and stay for awhile so Shuri can help you*
Y/N- thank you for all your help Shuri... we would literally be dead without you!
Shuri- The Avengers are always welcome in Wakanda... just try not to bring anymore wars with you.
*She looks at Steve*
Steve- we will do our best..
*Everyone laughs, says goodbye and gets on the Jet. You overhear Nat talking to steve*
Nat- 2 more weeks?!? Okay I think that's a little excessive.
Steve- that's what she said!
*You and Bucky just laugh*
*you rest your head on Bucky's shoulder and start to fall asleep when Bucky wakes you up.*
Bucky- Y/N..... do you think Tony ever looked at those security cameras?!?
Y/N- sh!t
There was nothing you could do about that now so you just fell asleep... you would deal with that when the situation presented itself. You wake up when you touch down at the compound.*
Tony- so glad y'all are home and alive!! I have a special home movie to show you all!
Sam- if it's another video of Morgan riding her bike I might just die...
Tony- no! And rude! It stars our very own Y/N and Bucky.
*Apparently the situation was going to smack you in the face the minute you got home*
Bucky/ Y/N- Fuck

*You and Bucky look at each other and then take off running. You are followed by... well everyone. You and Bucky get in your room and start to barricade the door when Steve and Nat slip in*
Y/N- What the Hell?!? Get out!
Steve- oh calm down... I've seen it all before.
*He points to you and Bucky*
Nat- Same
Bucky- ....they got a point.
Y/N- get out! And Bucky delete it!
*You push them out the door and lock it. You hear Sam and Thor from the other side of the door*
Sam-No!
Thor- Ya what is that mortal saying? Ah! Sharing is caring!
Bucky- Do we really want to delete it or just make them think we did.
Y/N- Bucky!
Bucky-Okay!
*He goes to delete it and you stop him*
Y/N- I mean.... ya know it wouldn't hurt to watch it first..
Bucky- Very true!!
*You slightly hide behind Bucky.. almost like your scared of what you're going to see. Right as he is about to play it you pop over his shoulder and point at the tv.*
Y/N- make sure it's muted!
*Bucky mutes it and presses play*
*It starts off with you stripping and teasing Bucky while walking to the kitchen. Once you get out of Bucky's view you sprint to the fridge to get the whipped cream and you throw it on the counter and try to get in place before Bucky rounds the corner. You pose and fix your hair and he walks around right as you finish. Bucky pauses*
Bucky- Not as graceful as I had imagined..
*You bury your face in Bucky's shoulder and laugh. He presses play*
*Bucky walks in and sees you... you can actually see on camera him having to adjust his pants because he was getting hard. You walk over to him and he pulls you in... you lick the whipped cream off your finger.. Bucky pauses again*
Bucky- and that Is the moment I was done for..
*You lean over Bucky's shoulder and kiss him*
Y/N- play.. it's just getting good.
*He lifts you on the counter and starts spraying the whipped cream on your body.. he draws a face and then licks it off of you. You grab the remote and pause*
Y/N- as incredibly hot as this was it was also-
Bucky- So fucking sticky!
Y/N- yes!! I'm glad you agree!!
*You both laugh and you press play*
*Bucky had flipped you over at this point and was licking the whipped cream off your back. He works his way down and bites your ass*
Y/N- I knew I had a bite mark on my ass!!! I remembered you biting me but for the life of me I couldn't find it!
*Bucky laughs*
Bucky- I noticed when we were in the Hydra base.... it was still there.
*He reached behind him where you were and slaps your ass while nibbling on your jaw. You fight the urge to moan... you two still could not have sex and watching this video was not helping you resist the urge and you moaning would make it 20 times harder.*
*You go back to watching the video.. At this point Bucky has you spread on the kitchen counter and he is eating you out. His arms are wrapped around your legs pulling you in to where you can't escape what he is doing. It was really hot to watch this back... like really fucking hot*
Bucky- your about to cum...
Y/N- what?!?
Bucky- you started playing with my hair more and you start to breath heavier. You are starting to arch your back... you are about to throw you head back and...... right there.. *He pauses the video* should we turn the sound on and see if I was right?
Y/N- no * you laugh and lean in to kiss Bucky. He smells so good. You start to run you hands along his chest. He pulls away and smiles. He goes back to watch the video. You are still behind him but at this point he is sitting on the bed and you are kneeling behind him. You are still leaning forward with your arms wrapped around his neck your hands resting on his chest.*
Bucky- If we were a singing duo this would be a sick album cover.
*You look at the screen. You are still on your back on the kitchen island. Bucky is still in between you legs. Your back is arched and you hair is slightly covering your face which is turned to the side. Your mouth is slightly open and You have one hand on your face and one on your breast.*
Y/N-yeah... it would be pretty hot!

*The lights in your room are dim so the only light in the room is the light from the TV. You look at Bucky and he is looking at the screen just taking you in.. in all your glory. You are surprised by the look in his eyes. You thought they would be filled with Lust, hunger, and desire...especially considering you are going on almost 7 weeks with no sex...but he is looking at your image on the screen with love and affection.. with pride and gentleness... this man loves you so much.... if you hadn't already been deeply in love with this man this would be the moment that would make you fall. You and Bucky had your share of intimate moments... this moment in the room you share, watching a video of the physical expression of your love.... was by far the most intimate and by far your favorite. You felt safe, loved, and seen. You hug is neck a little tighter.*

*You watch the rest of the video... you see how you teased Bucky*
Bucky- you know that's my weakness
Y/N- I know... *You bite his ear* that's how I control you. *You hear Bucky laugh*
*You see some pretty interesting positions*
Y/N- I don't remember doing that * you turn your hand to the side to get a good look*
Bucky- I do! And it was hot!
*You see Bucky and you in all your glory multiple times*
Y/N- not too shabby if I do say so myself
*Bucky laughs and pulls you from behind him into his lap*
*It's right at the end of the video when you and Bucky are finishing. you notice something in the top of the screen.*
Y/N- Bucky pause it..
*He does*
Bucky- Oof... not a pretty face
*You look and Bucky was right... it was not the best look for either of you.*
Y/N- that's the face I make when I cum.... oh God... why do you ever have sex with me?!?
Bucky- I could ask you the same question! Look at me!!
*You both laugh*
Bucky- and no... this is literally the only time you've Made that face.
Y/N- Thank God!
Bucky- Seconded
Y/N- Rude... you make that face about 20% of the time so...
Bucky- ehh you can't win them all.
*You laugh and shake you head*
Y/N- anyway.... what's this up here?? Is it what I think it is???
Bucky- yep.... that's Steve's ass... and Nat's hand on his ass..
Y/N- so they saw us... they walked in, saw us, and just walked back out???
Bucky- No because here they are going into Steve's room... with the 4th can of whipped cream..... they must have gotten it when we went to our room....and here they are leaving 45 minutes later...
Y/N- I knew we didn't use all 4 cans of the whipped cream!
Bucky- we did use 3 though so...
Y/N- whatever... next time Tony mentions how we used all of it I'm gonna show him this!
Bucky- so we are keeping it??
Y/N- yep!
Bucky- good... I really want to watch it with sound..
*He kisses you and starts to move his hands in your hair. He then stops and stands up*
Bucky- alright let's go face them.
*After an hour you and Bucky walk out of the room to find everyone still there*
Bucky- it's gone..
*Sam throws his hands in the air and walks away, Thor follows.*
Tony- it's a shame... academy award winning performances. Anyway did you like the editing it did? I thought it added a nice touch.
*Tony rolls away. You and Bucky look at each other knowing full well that the video wasn't deleted.*
Y/N- I knew there was color correction on that video.... oh God Tony's seen all that?!?
*Tony yells from down the hall*
Tony- Yep!!

*You've been home for a week.*
Y/N- oh fuck me!
Bucky- ha!
*You groan*
Bucky- feel the wrath of my sword!
*you grunt/scream*
*Steve was walking around the corner and he was scared about what he was going to walk in on. He sees you and Bucky playing Super-smash Bros.*
Bucky- Ha! Beat you again...
Y/N- that you did babe!
*Steve looks at you confused.... Bucky just learned how to hold the controller properly so there was no way he actually beat you.*
Bucky- I'm gonna get a snack.. You want anything?
Y/N- no I'm good
*Bucky leaves and Steve takes his place*
Steve- really stroking his ego by letting him win?!? That's just sad!
Y/N- well nothing else is getting-
Steve- I know what you're about to say.. don't and eww
*You laugh*
Y/N- he has been really bummed lately... I think he had some pretty big plans for us in the next week and they got derailed because of-
Steve- getting stabbed
*You shove him and smile*
Y/N- I just want him to be happy..
Steve- has he talked to you about it?
Y/N- the stabbing? yeah.. he feels he failed me.. he said he was raised to be a man who protected his women.. even if she can hold her own he should still protect her and when it came down to it he couldn't. Which is just bullsh!t because he had been injured and... well no mater how much I try to tell him it's okay he just... he just shuts down.
Steve- He will come around... It's just gonna take him some time.. you know him..
Y/N- yeah....
*steve kisses the side of your head*
Steve- alright I've got to leave because if he comes back in here bragging about how he won I won't be able to keep your little secret.
*Bucky comes back and challenges you to a rematch. You didn't care what Steve thought... Bucky was happy in this moment and that's all that mattered to you*
Bucky- ready to loose again! you're going down!
*Okay maybe you needed to humble him a little*