Winter's Widow pt 1!

Be Safe

*You and Bucky sit through Tony's 2 hour long Mission Brief... you don't remember a thing he said because all you could think about was Bucky's hand on your thigh. He would move it closer and closer to your center and then he would move it away.. he would slide his hand along the inside of your thigh and squeeze while innocently smiling at you.. and no one else at the table noticed. He was driving you crazy. You started to think about your time with Hydra again... the scenes kept flashing in your mind.. Bucky's mouth on your body.. his hands in your hair.. your bodies moving as one... you on top of him.. him pulling your hair as he's behind you. It was Rough, raw, and it left you wrecked.. even though he was the Winter Soldier then he still had a soft spot in his heart for you.. he never hurt you.. unless you asked to be hurt...or he was forced to. You thought about the time he started to fuck you in the training room.. and you had an audience... they all left so fast because no one dared to try and stop him.. or you. The moment brought a smile to your face... for Hydra they were a lot of prudes... Tony's voice brought you out of your head... and so did Bucky's hand that was now firmly pressing against your clit.*

Tony- Alright... let break for lunch and then we will discuss the latest break in the Loki case.
Y/N- Hey Buck... We need to sign some legal documents and get them in the mail that way our marriage is actually legal. I completely forgot to do it before we left.
Bucky- okay
*You and Bucky head to the room. As soon as he walks in you close the door and tackle him to the ground. He just laughs and starts to kiss you.*
Bucky- I was wondering if you were picking up what I was putting down.
Y/N- always... someone could have seen what you were doing..
Bucky- That's what makes it fun.. now take your pants off.. we have to do this quick.
*You Laugh as Bucky flips you over.. You are already wet from all of the teasing Bucky did during Tony's meeting so he slides in and takes you right on the floor of your bedroom. He takes his time with you, savoring every movement, looking deeply into your eyes.. it may have been a quicky.. but it was really beautiful.*

*You get back just before Tony starts again.. Sam looks at you*
Y/N- what?
Sam- Legal Documents???
Y/N- yeah... what about them?
*Steve leans over*
Steve- you have a bite mark on your neck
*You cover your neck shocked... you give Bucky the evil eye... Bucky just smiles and pats your leg*
Tony- That and... yet again... these rooms are not sound proof... but don't worry that's changing in the next few weeks. Because I swear if I have to hear you call Barnes Daddy one more time-
Steve- okay Tony... wrap it up
*Bucky looks at you and bites his lip*

Tony- okay... let's get back to it... Loki found where Hydra went underground... Cap and Sam checked it out and it's legit.. We were waiting for you two to get back before we took it down.
Y/N- why??
*everyone looks around willing someone else to speak up... Steve finally does*
Steve- Rumlow is there...
*Just hearing his name sends fire through your veins.. the man who almost killed the two most important people in your life*
*Bucky stands up slowly and everyone looks at him unsure of what he is about to do. Bucky speaks with a calm, slow, and deep voice... he spoke two words... and everyone knew not to challenge him*
Bucky- He's mine.. *Bucky leaves the room and you wipe a tear from your eye that you didn't even realize had fallen.*
*You find Bucky slumped in the corner of your room. You walk over and just sit next to him with your head on his shoulder.. he puts his hand over yours*
Bucky- You're not going on this mission
*You knew better than to argue with him right now...you kissed his shoulder*
Y/N- okay Bucky

*The team spends the next 2 weeks getting ready for this mission.. the day they leave Bucky kisses you goodbye and you can tell he is not okay.*
Y/N- Steve! *You pull Steve to the side* watch out for him... okay?
Steve- I will... he's gonna be okay. *Steve pulls you into a hug and kisses the top of your head.. he walks off to the jet and they leave*

*You are in your bathroom.. you splash water on your face... you look in the mirror and take a deep breath.*
Y/N- it's gonna be okay... it's fine.. they are professionals...
*Bruce knocks on the door frame*
Bruce- Hey they've landed... do you want in on the coms..
Y/N- yeah.. thanks Bruce.
*You get on the coms and hear Steve and Bucky talking*
Bucky- if I get out of control... I need you to stop me. I don't know what we are walking into..
Steve- Buck that won't happen-
Bucky- I don't know what I'll do when I see him..
Steve he almost killed her.. and that.. I could off him on sight I am so angry. That's why I wouldn't let her come on this mission.. I didn't want her to see me like that..
Steve- when it comes down to it you will do what is right Buck... you're not him anymore.
*There is silence.. you make your presents known*
Y/N- Bucky?
Bucky- Hey babe
Y/N- Be safe... I'll be here the whole time.
*Bucky try's to lighten the mood*
Bucky- are gonna whisper dirty things in my ear? Tell me all the things you want me to do to you when I get home? 
Peter- well she's in all of our ears so.. umm please don't.
*You laugh*
*You hear explosions in the distance.. you hear yelling*
Y/N- Bucky?!?
Bucky- it's okay y/n... Hydras not happy we just crashed their party.
*The line goes dead*
Y/N- BUCKY?!?!?