Winter's Widow pt 1!

Pink and White.. Loved and Safe

*You quickly get dressed and head out to the main room.. you got Grants carrier and his diaper bag and you grab him from Steve*
Bucky- Hey where are you taking my little man?!
Y/N- He is gonna go to the store with us
Bucky- Bunny.. he can stay here.. I'm here, Steve and Tony are here.. he can stay.
Y/N- No, I want him to come with us...
Bucky- y/n he will be with me the whole time.. he will be okay..
Y/N- I can't leave him.. not yet! He's too little!
*You hold Grant a little tighter*
*Pepper sees what happening and helps*
Pepper- Y/N, you can bring him if you want but today would be a perfect time to leave him here with the Bucky.. we will only be gone for a couple hours, he's already eaten, and it's time for his nap... but if you still feel like you need to bring him you can..
*You take a deep breath and look at Bucky.. he nods.. you start to cry a little*
Y/N- Okay.. *You look at Grant.. he is looking at your face.. it's like he can tell you are sad because he smiles and reaches a hand up towards your face* you're gonna stay with Daddy little Wolf.. okay?
*Grant smiles.. Bucky walks towards you and holds out his hands*
Bucky- Come here Little Wolf
Y/N- you will have to physically lift him from my arms..
*Bucky looks at you and he sees the worry in your eyes.. he gently kisses your forehead and takes Grant.. he whispers so no one else can hear*
Bucky- I'll check in with you and send you pictures.. how does that sound?
*You smile and nod*
Y/N- Thank you, Bucky..
*Bucky smirks and whispers in your ear*
Bucky- Thats not my name..
*You smile and laugh... you kiss Bucky goodbye and you kiss Grant.. You walk out with Nat.. you turn back around and Bucky is waving Grants arm.. you finally get in the car and yall are on your way*
Bucky- Alright Little Wolf.. you ready?
*Grant gives Bucky a mischievous smile.. and Bucky is taken aback... all hell breaks loose*

Y/N- Do y'all think he's okay? I should call!!
*Nat takes your phone*
Nat- Y/n... it's okay.. do you trust Bucky?
Y/N- More than anything
Nat- Do you trust Steve and Tony?
Y/N- Yes!
Nat- Okay, then trust that they've got this.. I know your mama heart is scared and hurting right now because you just left your baby for the first time but he is going to be okay.. I promise.
*You take a deep breath*
Y/N- Okay... you're right! He's fine! I'm sorry that I'm freaking out guys!
Pepper- Don't be sorry! I was the same way with Morgan..
Wanda- If it helps at all... Grant was okay and he understood.
Y/N- Really?! *Your face lights up*
Wanda- Yeah.. he know that you would be back and he knows that you love him.. he was also pretty excited about spending time with Bucky..
*You start to cry happy tears*
Nat- He can't talk so how can you communicate with him.. he has to use words even in his mind right?
Wanda- Through colors.. it's actually pretty cool.. when he sees y/n he gets all yellow and sunny.. when he sees Bucky it's either red.. cause he's mad *you laugh* or yellow.. It's link when he feels loved... most the time it's all yellow/ pink... even when he is mad at Bucky it's a red/pink..
Y/N- He loves to be mad at Bucky.. *They all laugh*
Wanda- But when we left.. he was yellow/ pink.. not a red or blue in sight..
*You smile and put a hand up to your heart*
Y/N- Thank you, Wanda..
Wanda- You're welcome..

*You pull up to the mall*
Nat- I've never felt more girly in my life..
*You give Nat a look* I'm at the mall with all my girlfriends and we are going shopping! *You laugh*
Y/N- is that a good thing or a bad thing?!
Nat- I'll tell you later!
*you get a gift for everyone and had them wrapped in the store so no one could spoil the surprises.. the others did the same*
Y/N- Okay.. I have one last stop to make..
*You head towards the lingerie store*
Nat- really?!
Y/N- I promised.. *You smile and Nat laughs.. Pepper and Wanda are getting the bags and boxes into the car and then they would meet you*
Nat- So what are you looking for?
Y/N- I don't know to be honest.. but I'll know it when I see it..
*Nat turns the corner and she just smiles.. she calls over to you*
Nat- Y/N... I think I found what you need..
*You find Nat and have the same reaction*
Nat- Pair that with the Bunny tail and he will do whatever you want..
*You laugh*
Y/N- He already does whatever I want.. *Nat laughs*