Winter's Widow pt 1!

Who's First

‼️TW- Dark! Violence, Death, Physical abuse, slight mention of blood‼️

‼️ Spoiler Warning!!! Slight Black Widow Spoiler towards the end‼️

*Bucky looks at your hand... he sees the necklace*
Bucky- Y/N? What  is it?
*You look up with tears in your eyes.. you tell them everything.. the memories that just returned.. even Bucky didn't know about any of this but as you told him he remembered the day he fought for you.. you look at Bucky as he takes it all in and remembers himself*
Nat- We will give you two a minute..
*Steve and Nat walk away... You start to cry and take Bucky's hand*
Y/N- That day.. you asked me to look at you.. they were taking you away and all you did was say my name and ask for me to look at you and I didn't... *You start to sob* I'm so sorry!
*Bucky pulls you into his arms.. and kisses your head*
Bucky- You were scared and alone... the person who was protecting you *His voice breaks* I couldn't protect you in that moment.. I don't blame you for not looking.. *He takes your face in his hands* I'm sorry..
*You put your hands on his*
Y/N- Bucky nothing happened after that... I never met Dreykov and I stayed at the facility... you did protect me..
*You kiss Bucky as you both cry... he rubs your back as he whispers*
Y/N- Did you know you were the only person to call me by my real name... until I was given the serum... after that they wanted two distinct personalities and that's why they called her Odette... and me, y/n... But before that it was only you..
*You smile and a tear forms... Bucky smiles and wipes it away*
Bucky- I'm sorry about Johnny... I remember him.. he was always kind, when I was your guard I never had to worry about you when you were with him..
*You smile*
Y/N- Yeah?
Bucky- Yeah *He smiles* I used your training to sleep... *You laugh*

‼️Flashback‼️
*You skip to your training room where Johnny is waiting.. you look back and see Winter slowly following... today he wasn't wearing his mask.. some days he did, others he didn't.. you stare at his mouth for a moment and then carry on your way to the room...he watches you move down the hall*
Y/N- Johnny!!
*He jumps out from behind the door and you scream and laugh... You swear you see the slightest smile creep onto the metal armed mans face, you should really ask his name.. maybe another day*
Johnny- Are you ready to become a frightening warrior?!? *He says very dramatically and puts on a big show when he asks... you smile and laugh*
Y/N- Yes!!
Johnny- show me your muscles!
*You hold your arms up and he falls backwards pretending to be shocked*
Johnny- Wow!! You already are a warrior!!
*You smile... he picks you up and spins you around and you giggle and laugh.. he faces Winter and removes the smile and glee from his face... he nods*
Johnny- Winter... thank you.. *Winter nods back and walks back into the hall... no one ever comes down this way so Winter sits on the ground and falls asleep.. he hears your laughter and knows that you are safe*

*You had started to warm up to Winter.. during these moments.. you knew when you needed to be quiet and reserved and you knew when you could be silly... When your lesson is done your sneak out and scare him... he jolts awake, you and Johnny laugh.. Winter again has the slightest smile on his face.. he stands and takes you back to your room and stands guard all night... and you do it all again the next day*
‼️Flashback ends‼️

Y/N- Well now I feel bad that I always scared you...
*Bucky laughs*
Bucky- You wanna know a secret... *You nod* after the 2nd time I would wake up about 5 minutes before your training ended... when I heard the door open I would pretend to be asleep so you could scare me... I knew you never really got to be a kid so I wanted you to still have that..
*You cry, smile, and kiss Bucky*

*Steve and Nat walk back in.. Steve hugs you and then Nat*
Steve- so why would Pierce give you the necklace?
Y/N- Because he is a sadistic piece of shit... he would take it from me and give it back whenever he felt like it... as a reminder of what he can do*