I/P ✦ Omaha

???

Guys, this has nothing to do with the guys but I think I'm going insane. I need help, because I suck at guys sooooo.

So there's this guy in my gym class, and he's a gym aid and he's a year ahead of me. So everyday he literally stares me down. He doesn't even try to hide it anymore. He even walked up to my friends and asked what my name was?? Like it's gotten to the point where other people are starting to notice, and today we were playing this really stupid game. And everyone ran and he got them out, so I was like I'm not going to run because he'll get me out, but my gym teacher yelled at me and told me to run, and I was technically out, but he refused to tag me with the ball. He was throwing it so hard at everyone else, but when he finally hit me with it he gently tapped me. Everyone was like "oh my god he did not want to hit you with that ball." And when he was pitching he was doing a half ass job for everyone else, but actually tried when it came to me. Plus he only threw the ball at me once?? We also made really awkward eye contact and he would not look away, so I did because I got freaked out.

You're all probably thinking "oh he likes you" but HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. They've been together for 2 years, but he always stares at me in gym. Plus one of my friends came running in today saying that they were fighting and he called her a bitch, but they were fine after I had class with him? I wouldn't be tripping if he stared at other girls but it's just me. Trust me, there are a ton of other girls in my class too. He's never even talked to me either, but he's always showing off in the weight room when he knows I can see him, and he watches me run. Like what?

So I followed him on Instagram, and I'm waiting for him to accept my follow request & see if he follows me back.

What do you guys think?? I'm internally freaking out. He has a girlfriend and it makes no sense?

Help me 😩