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23 (Pt2 of 22)

Smut , happy ending

-Namjoon pov-

"Bye bye joonie take care and drink your pills on time okay joonie?" hoseok asked softly while patting my head causing me to whine in my sleep and nodded."I made you pancakes and left some money joonie, take care" he said and plant a kiss on my head and left.He took care of me as if im his own brother, he helped me to attend my therapies and bought me medicines sometimes he even set off for a vacation.I was slowly healing, a little by little but my phobia was still there.I would get nightmares sometimes about jin which caused me to loose my sleep for days.

I missed him, a lot more than he could imagine but I know he wouldn't want a timid with illness like me, he would've moved on with a person who is better than me in all ways...

A solemn tear fell down my cheek,my body looked calm compared to how tangled my mind was.Before I started to cry out loudly, I rose up from the bed and wore a hoodie knowing exactly what to do to restrain myself.I walked to the lake I used to go, a calm and welcoming scenario greeted me.Deep emotions stirs with no other outlet but through my long-lasting sobs, the more I tried to avoid it the more it carves in my mind.After an hour of shedding tears, I regain my posture back.

I decided to walk back home after thanking the mother nature for welcoming me here, I skipped to hoseok's house long lost in my clogged mind that I didn't notice the person coming on my way until I bumped on him. I was paralysed on my place, I took two small steps behind.I just stood there what looked like hours, "Hello namjoon" he spoke, his calm comforting voice made me want to erupt a scream but nothing came."Nice to meet you...how are you?" he asked.

I felt a small lump sitting in my throat, "F-fine you seo-" I couldn't I couldn't talk further that I started to sob."S-sorry s-sorry I didn't mean to talk to you sorry! I-i'll go!" he said turning his heels.My heart did a somersault, it was now or never.I ran to him and back hugged him tightly not wanting to let go of him ever again.A chocked sob escaped his lips causing me to tighten my grip on him, he mumbled incoherent words.We stayed like that for a moment, before facing each other.He immediately collided our lips.

I knotted my fingers in his hair, and melted against his body.Reality faded as his lips moved with mine, there was no reluctant that it was yearning and lustful.He part away and looked into my orbs, "I want it" I whispered.We almost ran to our house, stumbling here and there making out at alleys during the walk.I disheveled his shirt and threw it across the living room as soon as we reached our home.He lift me up by my hips and rushed upstairs.My clothes scattered on the ground.We were obligated to apologize each other as we made out.

I let out a mewled moan when he sucked on my sensitive spots, another chocked moan slipped out of my lips as he slid himself in my tight hole.I felt the electricity pulsing through my veins at the sudden stretch it engulfed us, until both bodies were wrapped together.Skin to skin chest to chest we moved along together.At each of his thrusts the bed met the wall threatening to break at any moment.Sinful sounds slipped out of my lips at how sorry he was.

I said him my sorry by leaving hickies all over his chest which caused him to groan.Instead of moaning each other's names we moaned 'sorries'. I arched my back when he took me in his mouth and gave me in his head, his pace was animalistic almost wrecking my puckered hole."C-close ngh~" I moaned tangling my fingers with his hair strands, he hummed over my cock which caused it to immediately spill it's cum in his mouth.He swallowed it and chased after his orgasm, just a few more thrusts.His cock filled me up.

I let out a hoarse moan at how deep he cummed in me, his cum filled me up for a few seconds and stopped.He slowly pulled out from me and kissed my swollen lips, "Sorry" we whispered and gazed into each other's orbs desperately."Another round" I whispered and collided our lips.

He was never my fear, he was my blessing which made me fulfilled which made me feel loved.