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: : Jin pov

"Namjoon why are you ignoring me!" i yelled barricading his path, "Go away jin! I said that we are ending this" he muttered whisking away, i ran and barricaded his path again. "N-namjoon..d-dont do this joon...y-you know right hmm? I l-love you so much...p-please namjoon ill do anything for you" i stammered pleading him, "N-no jin we cant!" he whispered. "W-why not namjoon, we love each other and w-what more do you want?" i asked desperately.

"J-jin its for you jin...l-let go of me jin, y-you will find someon-" "N-namjoon i swear...y-you know how much i love you" i muttered, wiping off my eyes. He continued to walk away from me, "NAMJOON ILL KILL MYSELF!" i yelled he hasted on his trance, and rushed to me after throwing his books away, he yanked me by my collar. "J-jin...t-they wont let you alive jin p-please let me go...please jin" he whispered, slacking up his hold on my collar. 

"Dont use these to shoo me away from you....say that you dont love me, i swear i will let you go namjoon" i whispered, "I love you jin...s-so so much...that im scared, m-my father will do something to you, h-he is a monster jin...killing is nothing for him, i c-cant loose you...atleast live away fr-" "Run away with me" i muttered, "Are you are insane j-" "Namjoon im serious...run away with me...." i muttered, he looked into my orbs for a breif second. 

"B-but we are still teenagers and we don't have-" "Namjoon, do you trust me?" i asked for which he nodded, "Then run away with me, i will even kill to feed you and take care of you, i will work till i-" "W-what if he finds out?" he stammered, "Your dad is a mafia, of course he will find out...but we gotta be careful..." i murmured, he tiptoed and pecked my lips. 

"When?" he asked, "Now" i muttered for which he blinked. "Clothes, stuff-" "Namjoon we arent going to go for a vacation..." i chuckled for which he pouted, "Then what am i supposed to wear?" he asked, "Ill bring my clothes, you can wear them until i buy new ones for you and especially you're father will find out if you go there" i muttered, he hummed and nodded his head. 

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He laid his head on my shoulder, i pecked his head as the train started to move, we were in haywire not knowing where we are going but somehow seeking for a destiny. "I want nothing but to be with you...like this" he whispered, for which i hummed and placed my head on his, and pecked it once in a while as he dozed off on my shoulder, i found myself yawning. 

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"Its not the best but that's all what i could afford, with the little alliance i got" i muttered and opened the apartment's door for him, it was cramped and dusted, it took a long time for us to clean up the mess, but atleast the house had some basic furniture, a bed, a single couch, a coffee table, and little racks at the corner. He plopped on the bed, totally worn out, the bed was small but big enough to fit both of us on it. 

Joon pov

"You can join the medical collage, it just behind this apartment-" "B-but jin.." i whispered but he shushed me. "Your education is important for me, i want you to study and fulfill your dreams no matter what, i will take care of the allowance part" he muttered, and placed my head on top of his chest. "J-jin how about your studies..." i whispered, "To be honest, i dont want to...im really not intrested on that, to continue my studies, but i want you to study and make me proud will you?" he asked for which i nodded my head. 

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"What's the procedure of ablation elimination?" jin asked, i bite my fingernails nervously. "Come on baby you can do it! Think baby!" he encouraged, "Eliminates electric extra pathways that cause irregular heartbeats?!" i shrieked, fiddling with my fingers nervously, he gave me a stare...an indecipherable one and shook his head, causing my face to crestfallen. "CORRECT!" he shrieked for which i jumped on my seat lightly clapping my hands. 

"You can do it baby, just dont be nervous.." he muttered and pecked my head. "I just cant help it.." i mumbled, "Do you need anything for collage?" he asked, i shook my head as no and laid my head on his lap. "You are reversing roles jinnie...you're my appa, eomma, my boyfriend, my everything" i whispered, he hummed and pecked my head. "I try to give you my best baby..." he whispered for which i hummed, nuzzling to his lap. 

"Are you sleepy baby? Lets sleep you spent the whole month studying, i know my baby will make me proud, i will be proud of you no matter what" he muttered for which i yawned and nodded. "Slweepy" i murmured, he hummed and hoisted me in his arms. "You got buffer" i mumbled, for which he chuckled and covered ourselves using a blanket. He dimmed the lights and hugged me tightly, "Jinnie.." i whispered for which he hummed. "We didn't have sex...yet" i whispered for which he hummed again, i peeked up to see his shut eyelids. "Silly" i chuckled and nuzzled to him. 

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"Dont panic, you can do it! Namjoonie can do it!" he chimed, i nodded and grinned. With a kiss for my deterred soul, i skipped into the exam hall nervously. 

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He stared at me nervously as i invaded into our apartment, i was biting back a whole squeal. "Y-you got your results right baby?" he asked for which i hummed and sat on the couch, pulling out my acting skills. He haunched down to me and cupped my cheeks, "Its ok baby...you did your best" he whispered and pecked my forehead. "Jin" i whispered for which he hummed with a fond smile, "I got ranked first and a scholarship....you dont need to pay anymore!" i chuckled, he let out a gasp, his lips curled brightly.

He lifted me up and peppered my face with kisses, causing me to giggle softly. I hooked my arms around his neck and legs around his waist. "Im so happy! You made me so proud!" he muttered for which i hummed and leaned my forehead on his, and brushed the tip of our noses together. "I love you" i whispered, he whispered back and slowly collided our lips into a passionate kiss, we somehow stumble to the bed, our clothes slowly piled on the ground after one another's. 

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I wiped off my mouth and panted, its been going like this for a while now. Puking, dizziness and languid,...cravings. I just hoped that its not what i am thinking, but the symptoms dont lie, myself as a junior in the medical field, is well aware of these. I dont know how to take it, but it could be normal sickness as well, we are financially stable now, jin was promoted as a manager but still, i dont think there is a place for a child. 

I prayed to all god and tested on the elartic stick, and stared at it nervously, each second was uptight, "Fuck" i cursed as i stared at the two red lines. I had no idea of what to do right now, except to weep softly covering my mouth. I was confused, stuck not knowing what to do, my studies will spoil, i am burdening jin even more an- "Baby" my body stiffened at his voice. "Baby you there?" he quivered, knocking softly, "A-ah yes, b-bathing!" i yelled, he hummed and left. 

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"Baby what's this?" he asked, i started at him intrigued until he placed the two positive pregnancy tests on the coffee table. I dangled my head and broke into choked sobs, "I-im s-so sorry seokjin, s-so sorry" i stammered, he rushed to me and engulfed me into his arms, "Baby why are you apologizing?" he whispered. "I-im just burdening you e-even more, w-we can abort..im so-" he shushed me by placing his lips on mine. I let myself fall wearily under the kiss's spell. He part away from the kiss and pecked my lips again, "Baby im so happy...i always want to have a family with you, im so happy.."he whispered and paused for a while.

"Why did you hide it from me baby? You dont want a child?" he whispered, i could feel the deter in his voice."N-no i was j-just scared...i d-dont know how this happened" i whispered, cheeks heating up despite the tears which flowed down my cheeks. "Condom might've broke" he murmured ; I hummed and nuzzled to him. "I somehow knew something was up...when you ate tuna with whipped cream" he chuckled for which i whined. 

"Was that, even nice...but the way your eyes twinkled while eating it..." he giggled, "Lets go for a check up hmm?" he asked for which i hummed. "I cant belive that i am going to be a dada..im so happy, thank you love" he whispered and pressed a firm kiss on my forehead. I tilted my head and collided our lips, with a little greed. "Someone's horny?" he asked, "M-mood swings" i murmured. He licked his lips and hoisted me on his arms. 

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Despite the huge crowd, my eyes were plastered on him and our little one, as i ascended from the staircase and rushed to them. "Doctor Kim~!" he teased, for which i giggled, and took the graduation trencher from my head and placed it on our three months, little soobin. "Im so happy baby, you made me so proud" he murmured for which i hummed and hugged him. "Look someone's graduated..." he chuckled looking at soobin who had his fists into his mouth with the trencher cutely laying on his head. 

I giggled and pecked his cheeks softly, and seokjin's afterwards.