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Fluff and angst

bipolar.

-Jin pov-

"But jin it was so unexpected we couldn't do anything" Jackson said opening his arms causing my anger to rise even more.I glared at him and swung my coat over my shoulder as I left the place without giving a second glance to anybody.It was their fault of not taking care of the mission properly and now they are complaining at me.I groaned as a seizure hit me, I massaged my temples and leaned on the seat.

"Sir, we are home" my driver announced, I left without saying anything.I was mad as hell right now and it was the best for me to shut my mouth for a while."DADA!" yoongi ran to me and hugged my leg as soon as he saw me.I wasn't in mood so I just nodded at him and left, I needed something else to reduce my anger.I needed namjoon.I walked towards the laundry to see namjoon doing the laundry, I pinned him there and started to kiss him harshly that I could taste his metallic fluid in my mouth.

-joon pov-

He was angry and I couldn't let him do this, I am pregnant and an angry sex might hurt my child.I pushed him softly away from me and tried to explain him the situation but he wasn't giving in.He trailed hickies on my neck, it wasn't pleasurable anymore as he started to bite on it harshly."J-jin hurts m-move" I struggled under his grip."J-Jin Move!" I repeated sternly.He wasn't giving in yet, but he started to squeeze my stomach hurting it lightly.I pushed him away from him and held myself, I made him angry even more.

"Jin you're hurting us," I warned him but he slammed me on the wall causing me to let out a painful groan."A-appa" yoongi intruded but jin wasn't giving in yet,all the kids eyed him fearfully as he bite and sucked on my neck harshly."JIN YOURE HURTING YOUR CHILD AND ME!" I yelled and yanked him away."Shut up" he growled and tried to pin me again but I moved away and pushed him.He narrowed his eyes and slapped me harshly across my face.

"APPA!" they screamed as I held my right cheeks on my hands but that didn't stop him from doing further."DADA STOP!" yoongi yelled and pushed jin away from me as he looked at my whimpering self."JIN!" I yelled when he pushed yoongi on the ground causing yoongi to hit his head at the corner of the desk.I rushed towards him and lift him up in my arms.

-Jin pov-

I gasped and widened my eyes as realisation hit me, I hit my son and he injured him.Namjoon lift yoongi up and rushed somewhere I ran behind him cursing myself.Yoongi's forehead was bleeding, "J-joon w-where are you going?" I asked as I saw him throw lumps of clothes into a lugadge along with the kid's he was crying so hard."J-joon I'm s-sorry I didn't mea-" "SHUT UP JIN E-ENOUGH! SEX ISNT CURE FOR YOUR ANGER JIN YOUR THROWING YOURSELF ON ME AND TREAT AS IF I AM A FUCKING SEX TOY! I WOULD E-EVEN ACCEPT THAT BUT Y-YOONGI?! HE IS BLEEDING JIN ARE YOU FUCKING INSANE! I-I CANT LIVE WITH YOU ANYMORE!" he yelled causing me to widen my eyes.

"J-joon baby im sorry baby im s-sorry..." I said holding his hands he yanked it away and collected his things, I tried to stop him but he was too fast and angry."B-baby shh shh appa is here baby shh" namjoon coaxed a crying yoongi, his forehead was split a little.I tried to near them but the kids started to scream and hide behind namjoon."DADA N-NO PWEASE DADA N-NO!" they wailed in fear."You wouldn't dare to touch them jin" namjoon growled."Your talking as if they aren't my kids namjoon!" I defended back."I could make your words true jin,wait for my divorce letter" he said.

"YOURE OVERREACTING OVER NOTHING!" I yelled, we started to quarrel again."JIN STOP SHOUTING THE KIDS ARE SCARED!" he yelled."I don't fucking care, shut the fuck up and keep the clothes in our room again namjoon!" I yelled back.He wasn't giving in, he lifted up yoongi and Jungkook and tried to walk towards the door, I held him by his wrist and slapped him again out of anger.He let out a chocked sob, my seizurehad returned.I stumbled back as I realised that I let my split personality take over me and hurt my kids and pregnant husband not once but twice.

"Expect o-our divorce paper soon jin" he said and left."FUCKFUCKFUCK!" I cursed myself as I saw the car leaving my sight.I punched the wall leaving my knuckles bleed, I started to release my anger on things that I ended up breaking this out of anger,pain and fear.I slumped on the couch as I felt my anger vanish away."Sorry babyy so sorry babyyy"I cried out in fear of what namjoon said might've happen.In our four years of being together I had never laid my hand on him but today I did it, not once but twice.I forced him to have sex with me.I hurted my sons and scared them.

*Time skip*

I woke up groaning as I heard the door bell's sound."What?" I spat in annoyance."Your divorce paper" the man said handling me a piece of paper and left.I took it with my trembling hands and eyed it fearfully.There was another letter attached to it, the children's custody...under Kim Namjoon.

Legal Documents of Divorce paper for Kim Namjoon and Kim Seokjin..

I ripped it into pieces and rushed to my car and drove off knowing there where namjoon might be,I banged on the door harshly ignoring my sobs.I couldn't let him go so easily, I love him too much to let him go."Jin-" "NAMJOON! BABY SORRY BABY BABY!" I yelled and searched for him ignoring his mother's glare on me.I barged into the house and opened his room's door.He was there, sleeping with the kids.I slowly walked in the room and laid beside him.

His eyes and cheeks were puffy evident that he has been crying all along, I peeked through to see yoongi sleeping with stiches on his forehead.I felt so sorry for him, I pulled Jungkook into my embrace and started to cry silently.His mother left the room with a sigh."D-dada" I peeked up to see taehyung watching me, with a glint of fear in his eyes."T-tate daddy is sorry baby...daddy sorry" I cried out, he jumped on me and hugged me tightly.Taehyung had always had a special place in my heart."Dada don' cwy yoonie okay" he said wiping off my tears.

"Did your appa said anything..?" I asked hesitantly."A-appa say no mowe dada...yoonie cwy cause no dada..all cwy but appa say no no" he said hugging me tighter.I must've hurt him a lot that he took this decision."What are you doing here?" I perked up my head to see an angry namjoon.I tried to touch his face but he yanked my hands away."I wanted your sign not you to be here! Get out!" he said in a gruffy voice.

"Baby sorry baby...I didn't mean to sorry baby w-we can fix this please don't take this till d-divorce baby please" I begged."Y-you hurted me jin..it isn't the first time you having sex w-with me due to your anger! But yesterday you hurted yoongi and almost killed our unborn child! You were insane jin!"he said."I know baby...I am s-sorry please give me a last chance baby sorry.." I chanted over and over again.The chidren had woke up upon hearing my cries and his quarrels.

"Y-yoongi was abused jin...if you hurt him like that means it would make no difference between you and his abusive parents, I am willing to have sex with you to for you to release your angry on me.I am willing to give you my body but I would never let you touch my kids jin, yoongi was fucking bleeding and yet you wanted sex! Sex! Sex! You seriously need a fucking therapy jin your going mad!" he spat.

I stayed silent at his words."I a-am sorry I didn't mean to use those words.." he apologized."I w-will..i w-will take the therapy...j-just don't leave me please" I said."Okay but give me some space for now, I need some time you can visit the children if you want just give me some time" he said breaking my heart."Joon please baby" I begged."I will come around jin, just give me some time" he whispered.

"I love you..." I said, I needed to I had an urge to say it and scream it to him.He hummed and averted his gaze somewhere else.I placed my hands on his tummy and rubbed it earning a kick from my child."He forgave you...don't worry" namjoon whispered again."Bring me on a date to make up with me again" he said causing me to sigh in relief.

"Okay"