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This chapter contains triggering contents, such as r!pe, manipulation and suicidal thoughts along with the gore. do not proceed to read if it makes you feel uncomfortable in any way. 

SeokJin pov

I heave a  remorse chuckle staring at my own reflection as they sang happy birthday to my twin who was most definitely celebrating his birthday jovially downstairs as they ordered me to not show myself up, downstairs so that i dont taint his day with my presence, even though it was my birthday as well. 

It isn't like I was sad due to the lack of attention and care, nah it ain't the thing. The thing was, i regret the thought of me striving and moping on this world till now, i just hate to be alive here right now, just a bitter labyrinth. I took my car keys on my palms and dashed downstairs, without sparing a glance towards the crowd as i got out of the hellhole. 

I drove off to my office to my office, with a stoic face on. I let out a growl when i saw the traffic ahead of me, it only added up to my pented-up frustration.

"Fucking, hell" 

Curses slipped my lips fluently without a stammer as if its my mother tongue, who knows probably it is. Cause its the only language how my so-called-parents treat me, it just strickens my heart on how me and him are the same, exact same copy yet i am declared as an 'unwanted' in the house, for fuck's sake we were from the same womb yet im still found with flaws. I let my eyes roam over the place, before my eyes halted at a certain place. 

'Disabled child's Orphanage' 

The place was crowded, with white banners with a bold red crossline symbol hanging there, and people with white coats roamed over the place for obvious reasons. 

'Blood donation, every single drop is important to save a life' 

I paused my taps on my steering wheel for a moment, I at least wanted to do something good for my birthday, or so-called hellday. I took a turn and stopped my car in front of the orphanage, and adjusted my blazer as i hasted into the orphanage, 

"Welcome sir, how may i help you?" 

A female greeted, "Blood donation?" her face lit up at my query, she grinned and led me towards a small camp, "Please have a seat here" he said with a little bow, i complied. "Namjoon-shi! We have a donor here!" she chimed for someone, i sat on the donor couch as i adjusted my sleeves. 

"Am here~!" 

My head slowly peeked at the voice, my heart skipped a beat, and thudded irrationally as i stared at the beautiful male in front of me. he was gorgeous, my god, gorgeous was an understatement. He skipped towards me with a bright smile on his face, making his dimples apprear at his sides in genuine. 

"Hi, thank you for joining this camp!" he let out a small squeal, i smiled and bobbed my head. My eyes never left his figurine, as they deny to move away. I immediately bite my cheeks in embarrassment as his eyes caught mine, he let out a small titter. 

"Umm chew this gum, it will distract your pain!" he giggled enthusiastically and handed me a gum, i complied by chewing on the strawberry flavored gum as i pressed on the stress ball. I didn't even his when he slowly inserted the injection in me, he smiled and fixed the collection monitor by pressing random buttons. 

"Drink this, would boost up your hemoglobin, sir." he murmured and handed me a juice box, i just complied every single order from him, a little dazed and starstruck as he kept his eyes on my blood collection bag and me.  I sipped the juice from the juice box till i didn't even notice that i was drinking nothing until the awkward sipping sound was heard, along with his titter. He handed me another juice box, this time he held it for me. my face flushed up in embarrassment.