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Jin and joon were married due to their parent's impose but their parents had suggested them to get divorce after six months if their marriage doesn't works.Jin has a girlfriend.

Okay lets just act like namjoon is a good cook in this

-Namjoon pov-

I just stared at him unable to touch,kiss nor hug.Sighly, I slowly woke up from the bed and dawdled towards the toilet, my teeth started to chatter as I stared at my reflection, "N-namjoon don't you d-dare to cry!" I warned myself but miserably failed as pool of tears cascaded from my eye dam.After a nice warm bath, I wore some fluffy clothes.I entered the kitchen an started to cook breakfast for him.

"Namjoon!" I rushed towards our bedroom hearing his voice, almost tripping down on my own feet.Knowing the reason of his callings I pulled out his tie and helped him to fix it properly, the only thing he lets me to do for him."Done" I muttered for which he hummed and glanced himself on the mirror."The food is ready...come down" I whispered and left.

He came downstairs and sat on the kitchen stool as he scrolled through his device, I was used to this.After a deep and long sigh, I placed the cookies,pancakes and coffee infront of him.He chugged the coffee and munched on the cookies, his gaze fully to his handphone.His rare glances towards me from his peripheral vision was more than enough for me to feel butterflies in my tummy."Your not eating?" he quivered, a simple question from him was more than enough for me to grin ear to ear."N-no later you e-eat first" I stammered.

He hummed and reverted his gaze towards his mobile again, after a lot of internal battles I finally decided to give in."Jin.." I called out for which he hummed and looked into my orbs, my heart did a whole somersault at that."C-can I can a-ask you a q-question..?" I asked hesitantly."Your already asking but go ahead.." he said chuckling, I nibbled with my lower lips and nodded."U-uh what day is t-today?" I asked.His face immediately lit up causing me to grin as well in a hope of 'he remembers!'."Ofcourse I do, I wouldn't forget for anyone namjoon!" he said causing my dimples to dent deeper.

"W-what?" I asked excitedly,"I am gonna buy a ring!" he said, I had never felt this ecstatic but he continued again, "I am gonna propose to myunji today! You thought that I would forget it? How did you know? Oh! I must've told to you right? I am so happy" he grinned, my face immediately fell at his remark.My chest tightened immediately, my eyes became misty but I held my breath and nodded at him while giving him a tight smile.

After finishing his breakfast he rose up from his seat, "You wont wish me goodluck?" he asked.I was at the verge of breaking down but I was able to mutter a small 'good luck seokjin', he then left after taking his car key's along with him.I stared at the ground as more tears spilled out from my eye dam."S-so stupid o-of you t-to a-assume that h-he cares a-about y-your birthday!" I scolded myself, I fell on the ground due to my wobbly legs.

"S-stupid stupid!" I cursed myself for having fake hopes only for it to crush right infront of me."D-does anyone e-even cares f-for me?" I weeped.

*Time skip*

I stared at the window while hugging my knees listening to the downpour's sound as more hot tears role down my cheeks unwillingly.I harshly dried them and rolled on the bed out of boredom,pain,hurt and many more mixed feelings."What should I do?" I asked myself looking at the porcelain ceiling."Worst birthday ever....what a great birthday? My husband is going to get engaged again.." I mocked myself."DONT CRY!" I yelled trying to control the already rolling tears.

I lazily opened my phone and checked through the texts, a sad smile grazed on my swollen lips as I read my friend's and family member's birthday wishes."T-there are s-still souls that remembers m-my birthday!" I whispered trying to be excited but chocked on a lump which was sitting on my throat."I h-hate this!" I cried nuzzling my face into a pillow deeper damping it with my tears.