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*Jin pov*

"Hyung!" I perked my head in a speed of lightening, upon hearing the voice I was yearning to hear right now. "Hey joon, your late!" I said pouting, he chuckled and pouted along with me as he sat beside me. "My stupid teacher extended her lessons!" he muttered jutting his lips further. "Mmm kim seokjin's meals~" he slurred and grabbed one of my sandwiches which I had made for him, without tuna. He hummed and moaned a little as he had some tit bites from my sandwich, I chuckled and continued to eat.

"H-hyung" he suddenly spoke for which I hummed, "H-hyung w-what does it feel like w-when you like someone?" he stammered, I immediately stopped eating. Is he finally going to make the first move on us? I grinned, although I am a dom, I wouldn't mind in him making the first move. "Hmm your heart thuds fastly, out of the blue you become jittery and all sweaty and you will feel shy" I muttered looking at the red goofball beside me and cooed internally. "H-hyung I think I l-like someone" he whispered, fucking finally. "Go ahead joon I am sure, the person likes you back too...I mean who wouldn't like the kim namjoon? High school heartthrob" I muttered for which he chuckled and nodded, I grinned and waited patiently for him to confess but then remember that I had classes so I bid him goodbye hoping that he will propose to me after school.

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I leaned on the school's gate and waited for him like I usually did, but today with an extra jovially feeling knowing that he is going to confess to me. All of my friends said that he looks at me like I am his world, and surely we are going to make the power couple...just the thought of it made my heart swell. My heart started to thud as he skipped towards me with his bright smile, he stood infront of me and embraced me.

"Hyung I am committed!" he shrieked, my heart skipped a beat. "U-uh?" I couldn't help but to stammer, wasn't he talking about me? "I c-confessed to him...and h-he said yes!" he squealed covering his face. My heart shattered, along with all of my hopes, I felt despair. The way he looked at me, the way his eyes twinkle whenever he talks to me, those cuddles, everything was nothing but in a friendship manner? I felt betrayed by my own feelings, I hated everyone who shipped me with him saying that he had feelings for me but in reality it was fake hopes.

"Hyung!" I stammered as I heard his little whine, I looked into his orbs almost desperately. "W-who's the guy?" I couldn't help but to ask him, who stole his heart? Who does he thinks that is way more better than me to be his boyfriend? I have been with him for the past five years but who's the anonymous that win over him? "Jung hoseok" he muttered fiddling with his fingers, I had never even heard this name before but I hummed trying to restrain the obvious breakdown I was having internally.

I sent him to his home and bid goodbye, a tear almost immediately cascaded from my eyes as I locked my house. I hated myself for having fake hopes, I was nothing but a friend to him.

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"Hobi this is seokjin hyung" namjoon introduced me to the guy, I tried to hide from him but miserably failed when he dragged me from the café and now I am meeting his boyfriend. The guy was handsome, I was not even lying the guy was dashing handsome with his blond hair perfectly slicked back, nice muscular figurine but compared to mine he wasn't bigger than me, especially compared to my shoulders, nice pearls of teeth along with the bright smile he was having on. Yet I felt betrayed for namjoon not liking me instead of him, I was going insane.

My next following days weren't the best too, especially when both couples become clingy infront of me, how they really cared and loved each other drove me up the wall. Despite these, I hated how I still yearned for namjoon and cried myself to sleep trying to get rid of him from my mind, although it was futile so I started to ignore him, I stopped going to the café and started to eat in my class and didn't wait for him while going home, even if he catches me I put on some excuses and slip from him.

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I washed my hand and glance at my reflection on the mirror, I was handsome,tall, masculine,kind,rich but why didn't he choose me but him? I am not happy, I rarely smile or laugh, my happiness just vanished causing irk and gloominess cloud in me. Crying and sulking became my routine, "Hyung!" the voice I wanted to hear the least right now ringed through my ears, I gritted my teeth harshly hoping that he would vanish away just like he did from my life, just like how he threw me away but instead I felt a fragile hand on my shoulder.

I turned around and looked into his orbs with a stoic face, "Hyung I missed you where were you?" I almost wanted to chuckle bitterly. "Oh" I answered tersely causing him to frown, he extended his hands to brush my cheeks but I held his wrist from doing so, I don't wanna feel miserable than I already am. He looked at our wrist, I didn't even realise how strong I was grasping his wrist, I immediately let go. I slung my bag and turned my heels but he barricaded my path.An audible irked groan slipped out of my lips.

"What?" I spat, he shrunk causing me to mewl but I know what I did was correct for both of us, I don't wanna die inside like this daily so its the best for me to avoid him. "H-hyung did I did something wrong?" he muttered with his misty eyes. "No" I muttered. "T-then why aren't you talking to me like we used t-to hyung...p-please talk to me I am s-sorry if I did anything wrong" he whispered, I fisted my fists in guilt as I saw a crystal clear tear, adorning his cheeks being followed by few more droplets of them.

"I-I have classes" I muttered and moved to the other side, but he barricaded my path again. "P-please tell me h-hyung what d-did I did? S-sorry hyung please d-don't be like that" he pleaded. "You wanna know what you did?" I asked for which he nodded his head. I pushed him back on the wall softly and looked into his orbs while caressing his cheeks, he stared at me with his wide eyes. I leaned down and slammed my lips on this, how much I have been yearning to do this. I gasped through the kiss as he kissed me back, with the same passion.

I part away from his lips and stared at his lips,

"That's what you did...namjoon-ah I fell for you" I muttered and left, leaving him with his wide eyes and swollen puckered lips.

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