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I let out a chocked sob as they handed me my newborn, i took him in my arms and pecked his forehead, as soft as i can, he looked fragile for me. "My little one~" i cooed pecking his plumpy cheeks, he lets out a fuss. "Is my little one hungry?" i chuckled caressing his cheek using my thumb, a muffled cry slipped his lips. "Shhh shh baby shhh appa is right here" i whispered and undid the hospital gown, allowing him to quench his hunger. I let out another cry, as he latched his mouth on my nipple, everything felt overwhelming at the moment, the door barged open, seokjin stumbled into the room. 

He let out a gasp and stared at our son, "I-im so sorry i-i" he stammered, "Shh jinnie its ok, my eomma took care" i whispered, he had gone to his work when i got into my labor but thankfully my mother helped me to get to the hospital, i stared at jin who had the brightest smile on his face as solemn tears trickled down his cheeks, "Jungkook" he whispered, i smiled and pecked jungkook's forehead. "Jungkookie" i whispered to him. 

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Joon pov

I bite my lower lips as he slowly tossed of his shirt and crawled to me, i whimpered as he left hickeys on my neck, i opened my shirt and tossed it on the floor along with my pants, he stopped his actions and stared at me, head to toe. "Jin, where are you going!" i asked, he stood up and left leaving me all alone, i was perplexed. I don't know why he acted like that, just leaving me alone without saying anything when things got heated. I sat up and covered myself using a blanket, what's wrong with him? Did I did something he didn't like?

I was pulled off by my swirling thoughts as jungkook's cries filled the air, i hurriedly wore a robe and dashed towards the nursery, and picked him up in my arms. "Okay shh~ appa is here~" i whispered batting his back, i let out a chuckle as he let out a loud burb. "Is my little kookie hungry~ hmm~ my bunny boy~" i cooed, he blinked his eyes and looked at me with his big bambi, doe eyes. My worries about the incident that happened earlier, vanished at the moment i started to feed my son.

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I served jin the food, and sat in front of him as i served myself, i sighed and neared the spoon towards my lips when he spoke, 

"Can you can stop eating?" he quivered with an irk. "What do you mean? I am just eating jin" i muttered, "Stop eating namjoon, dont lie...look at how much of weight you have gained, did you even see those ugly scars on your abdomen?" he muttered, with a mocking tone and grimaced face. "Jin, i gave birth..these are natural" i explained, but he wasnt having in, he was hurting me. "Your so fat namjoon, i'm so ashamed to even declare you as my husband, stop eating!" he yelled, i pursed my lips. 

"I need to feed jungkook jin" i muttered with an irk, "Ofcourse you will use my son as an excuse to eat more" he mocked, i got angry, i slammed the spoon on the table and walked away from the dining hall. I hasted towards the toilet and stripped myself, i indeed looked ugly. My body wasnt like how it used to be, sculptured and curved but fat with my postpartum pooch, stretch marks all over it, but it isnt my fault...its natural, isnt it? Or am i really just eating alot? 

I didn't eat that day, not lunch nor dinner. I feed jungkook, seven courses that day like i usually did, i hoped that jin will apologize and console me but instead he said that, 

"Keep it up, try not eating at all, actually no, perhaps try going to the gym...your body is really unappealing, i can't bring you out with me when your like this" he muttered, my heart-stricken, was he really neglecting due to my giving birth effects, if that's what is his case he shouldn't have made me pregnant in the first place, he didn't even hug me but slept in other room saying that he is uncomfortable here, but i know that he is embarrassed to have me with him.