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: : Dementhophobia: Going mad or insane or fear of madness and insanity. 

Joon pov

"He is quite...you know he had even tried to hurt the previous psychiatrists" the male muttered, worriedly. "Dont worry, i got this...i had handled quite a lot of patients with the same syndrome but give in for me once, ill cure your brother" i muttered with a smile, he smiled and nodded. "I am taehyung by the way...You can call me if you cant handle him, i-its fine" he stammered in defeat, i patted his back in a reassuring manner. "Dont worry i got this" i tittered, "I trust you doc, i hope that my hyung cures..." he mumbled, "Sure and namjoon would be fine, now its time for us to go" i muttered, he hummed wearily. 

I looked at my patient, jin who was looking everywhere but me with his frowned face. He had been diagnosed by dementhophobia syndrome due to his family's horrendous incident, he had witnessed his parents getting into an accident on flesh and it caused him to go insane, and eventually hurt people. "Lets go" i whispered softly, smiling he didnt nudge, kept his stoic face on and followed behind me, we got into the taxi to my home, since i usually treat chronic, havoc syndromes there and jin is at the edge's verge and he needs help immediately. 

He let out a growl, glaring at me as i touched his bag, he was holding onto, i bowed. "Im sorry" i whispered with a smile and guided him into the house, "You can choose-" before i could finish the sentence he slammed the door, on my face. "This is gonna be one wild path" i tittered and walked into the kitchen to prepare something simple instead of getting take-outs.I hummed softly and poured some milk on my cereal bowl, and walked towards his room with the simple crunch. I knocked on his door softly, 

"WHAT?!" he yelled from inside, i hissed lightly. "Im sorry to invade but cereals?" i asked softly, he opened the door, with his usual poker face, and took the bowl from my hand. "Smile please, i had never seen your lips curl...you must be very handsome, come on try for me a little please?" i quivered along with soft pleading. His lips eventually curled, i smiled at my first success but the curl didnt last long, it turned into a frown. 

"Medicine? Injections? Shock treatment?" he piled me with stack of questions, i frowned. "They did all of these?" i asked, "Yes and you wil-" "Stupids, dont even know how to treat people" i huffed, "Right jinnie?" i asked, softly. His face eased, he bobbed his head nonchalantly. "How about we go for a little errand over the store hmm?" i asked, he nodded his head again. I leaned near him and unbuttoned the first button of his shirt, "Your sweating a bucket jinnie, feel free to use the air condition over there~! Will be in a sec, ill changed and dash to you in a sec!" i muttered and scurried upstairs. 

Jin pov

We went to the store, it was different and new...even my own brother doesn't brings me out cause he is scared of me, and isnt this doctor is also supposed to be scared, rude and reprimanding. "I hate mint chocolate, i feel like i willingly squeeze a smidge of toothpaste in mouth even just by staring at it" he gagged, looking at the freezer. "I'm guessing your a choco person?" he asked turning to me, my head immediately reacted by bobbing. 

"I knew it~! Joonie's instincts never go wrong tho~! Okay maybe sometimes it does" he giggled and beckoned me to choose one, "M-me?" i asked pointing at myself. "Yes you, do i look like i am talking to a third party?" he chuckled, i pulled out a Tupperware of strawberry ice cream and handed him. We bought the icecream, he led me to the park for a walk. 

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Our days went just like that, it would be a blunt lie if i saw that i feel myself, i feel like i am slowly gaining myself back, i don't get angry like i used to over petty things  anymore even if i do, the small genuine smile he does, it just..burnishes my anger away. "Mmm jinnie~! Your the best coowk ewver!" he praised digging in the delicacy i made, he let me do everything. He set me scotfree and do whatever i want, he taught me many things, about his interests and i found out that i could actually sing very well when he dragged me to karaoke last week.

I feel so happy, so new like a burnished person, a free spirit and a new soul, his talks his smiles, his presence beside me itself was quenching to my despaired soul. "Hmm you should dye your hair~! How about we go today?" he quivered, i nodded excitedly. He made me try the things where i had neglected and restrained myself from doing so. 

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I gasped staring at my reflection, "How's it?!" he squealed, i touched my newly dyed blond hair, and grinned. "Its so nice!" i grinned, he nodded his head vigorously but paused for a moment, his dented cheeks fading a little, he held my palms on his and led me somewhere, to the park. I followed beside him, with an ominous feeling, parks are our favorite place, our basking time here is exclaimed as 'namjining' a combination of our name he had made, since its both of us, if it was himself then he calls it as 'namjooning'. 

I let out a gasp, staring at the person infront of me, taehyung. He grinned, intaking my appearance head to toe, and engulfed me into my arms, then took namjoon's palms into his. "T-thank you t-thank you so much, for t-taking care of my hyung and bringing him b-back from his syndrome" he thanked, i stared at them confused. "I-ill pick him up tomorrow" taehyung muttered, my lips parted, heart stricken. 

The ride to home was silent, he was unbelievably, oddly very silent, except few whispers to me here and there. I walked into the house along with him, but barricaded him from walking further by holding his wrist, he hummed softly with a soft smile. "W-why is he go-gonna pick me up?" i stammered, he unhooked my palms from his softly and engulfed mine with his.

You are free to go jinnie, you're cured fully, you no longer are uptight and don't cause any harm to anyone, your free from the syndrome, congrats" he mumbled, i don't want to go home, i want to be with him, like this forever, i want to cook with him, watch movie nights, go on walks. I held my head in between my arms, and plopped on my couch groaning. He dashed to me concerned, "Are you ok-" "N-no my head h-hurts! B-BRING ME WATER! FASTER!" i yelled, he stared at me for a second. 

"Jinnie... it's too obvious" he chuckled, i hugged him tightly, my act went on vain. "I d-dont want to g-go p-please please" i stammered, squeezing his figurine with my arms. "You cant stay here forever as a patient jinnie, your cured" he whispered, "N-not as a patient.." i paused, he stared at me with his usual fond gaze, "N-namjoon i like you...like you alot, p-please i want to be with you forever p-please don't reject me, i will be good i promise i w-wont be mad i promise" i stifled, he cupped my cheeks and made me look into his orbs. 

He leaned in, i didn't reluctant to kiss him eagerly, yearningly. It was a simple chaste, kiss with lips with no teeth nor tongue. "I like you too jinnie...but i didn't confess,  instead I decided to keep it a little professional since you might not feel...what i felt towards you " he admitted, i hugged him and nuzzled on his neck. "No...i love you so much joonie, you made me feel so happy and i felt alive, if i go back...i will be the old me again, you didn't forged me like the other doctors and my brother, don't let me go and shuu me please, i love you so so much" i murmured, he caressed my hair softly. 

"I won't jinnie, i will never" 

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