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Jin pov

I let out a grunt, a throbbing headache thrived into my head, my skull burns, I can hear voices, I slowly batted my eyelids and looked at five familiar faces and one unfamiliar one. "Seokjin-shi can you can see us? How do you feel?" the anonymous man asked, I held my head in-between my palms. "W-what's happening? W-where am I?" I stammered helding my head tightly. "Seokjin-shi don't strain yourself, can you can recognize them?" he asked pointing at my friends, I nodded and slowly sat up. A growl ripped my throat at that.

"Y-yoongi, jimin, hoseok, j-Jungkook and taehyung" I mumbled, they bobbed their head. "Is there anything you remember or any triggering flashes?" he asked for which I shook my head as no. He hummed and jotted down on his notepad, "W-why am I here?" I groaned in pain. "You had an accident four months ago" he muttered, my lips parted abit but I cant say anything cause I don't remember anything.

"Don't restrain yourself and don't think much" he muttered for which I hummed, as soon as the doctor exited, all of them dashed towards me and shedded their tears, "I c-cant remember anything" I mumbled. "I-its ok h-hyung everything is a-alright...everything happens for a reason" jimin said in-between my sobs, I just hummed and nodded.

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I hate these, as much as I want to go home soon, they say that hospitalization is important for me to cure. I don't know, I feel like the wound is not in my body but my heart, not anywhere but my heart. I don't know something is wrong, something is missing. I miss something not even knowing that what is the thing, "Hyung you must eat" jimin whispered softly, he has been staying with me since the other's had to go to their works, all of them are extremely fond of me. I don't remember them being this fond of me, I mean they were but this is something new, im unfamiliar, it seems like they are hiding something from me.

"Jimin-ah" I called, he hummed as he poured some water into the cup. "What are you guys hiding from me? Please tell me...I cant remember" I admitted, his actions stopped for a brief second. "Its time jimin" Jungkook muttered, with a sigh. "T-time for what?" I stammered. "W-we cant hide it from you...anyways" he whispered,jimin was crying. I don't know, my legs felt wobbly out of sudden, my heart thuds.

"Follow me" he muttered, I stammered but he just beckoned me to follow him, my feet followed him desperately. My heart thuds even more faster as he walked towards the nursery, he opened a certain door and stops for a second, I got a glimpse of an incubator, my heart beat stops for a second.

"Y-your son"

My mouth went dry as those words slipped his lips, my hands started to tremble, I have a son. "I know what you are thinking...but I-" he paused, he had his eyes glossy as well. He opened his phone and scrolled for a while, and handed me with it had a picture, a picture of me and an adorable guy, I started to cry, I don't rememeber but I feel something towards the picture, like some anonymous feelings.

"H-he gave you this child and vanished away..." he whispered, I started to cry harder, helding his phone tightly, clutching to my chest. A small muffled cry tranced me out of my stifle, I slowly walked into the room, my heart stricken at the sight of a tiny little carbon copy of me being, tied up to tubes. Tubes connected to almost most of his parts, I want to touch him and held him in my arms but the glass is barricading me.

"I w-want to carry him" I whispered desperately, he hummed and pressed random buttons. "Be careful, he isn't a month old yet...he was premature baby" he whispered, I slowly lift the bundle in my arms, he fusses a little. I cant believe my eyes, I have a family, I had a man in my life before but I couldn't remember anything. "W-what happened to him?" I whispered, slowly caressing my son as more tears trickled down my cheeks.

"W-we tried...b-but it was too late, I-it was either one of them...a-and he choosed t-the little one, instead of him" he whispered, more solemn tears trickled down my cheeks. "S-seokjoon is your son's name...his last word w-was seokjin and s-seokjoon" he whispered, my teeth started to chatter. I slowly placed the infant into incubator again and covered my mouth, preventing from making any noises.

"H-he asked us to g-give it to you hyung" jimin whispered and handed me, his phone, with a record audio, I whimpered not wanting to hear, but he urged me to. I clicked the green icon with my trembling fingers,

"Tiger..its your joonie, baby joonie, joonie don't know what will happen to me b-but seokjoonie will be in your arms okay? Take care of him, give him all the love you have..T-tiger, i'm so scared, you w-were bleeding so bad, doctor's says something b-but I cant fathom, I d-don't know what will happen to you, I'm going to the labour ward...I k-know I wont be back but I w-will be there watching you and seokjoonie okay tiger? Tiger don't cry please, y-you know I don't like it right?

J-joonie is happy tiger, joonie promises, joonie is okay with these...I d-don't want to kill a life for me to stay alive instead I w-will sacrifice mine to bring one to this world, our little one...Tiger, I love you..i-i love you so much, I will always be your side tiger, I will..you and seokjoonie are my universe"

the line ended. Nothing came except sobs, I sobbed harder as I saw the incubator. I still don't remember anything, but I know I love him, and he loves me.

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What none of them didn't know was a soul was watching them from the corner of the room, sobbing silently as he stared at both of his son and husband.

His little universe, his tiger and seokjoonie.