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𝘼𝙡𝙥𝙝𝙖 𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙜𝙖 𝙖𝙪

*𝙅𝙤𝙤𝙣 𝙥𝙤𝙫*

My lips curled into a smile as I saw my mate talking to his friends, with an ebullient spirit I walked towards him.His eyes met mine for a blinking second and vanished away with a irk, my lips curled into a sad smile again."Jinnie" I whispered, for which he let out a groan which laced annoyance in it."What do you want now?!" he yelled causing me to flinch and shrunk under his gaze.

"A-about us..." I whispered."Namjoon I cant just keep repeating to you, listen here I am telling you clearly that I DONT WANT TO MATE YOU understand?" he emphasized."B-but jin...h-how can an o-omega live wi-" "Oh shut up your crap now would you namjoon? Stop begging, its actually fucking annoying and I don't want you just go and mate some other alpha...oh god why must I be the unlucky one out of all those alphas" he groaned and left from there.Little mocking chuckles and gossips filled my ear causing me to shrunk in embarrassment but its not like I am new to this as well. I was very well used to his rejection, but I kept on trying hoping that...someday he will give in.

Its not my fault nor his for us being bounded as mates but its the god's and this is why I was an atheist as well. I am not gonna harbour that I am tired...tired of the continues begging and pleading for him to mate me.It was like me myself underestimating myself and him seeing me like a inconsequential, like im not worth for his attention nor time and it seriously hurts, my wolfs leaps and yearns for my alpha but my pride barricades me from chasing behind him.I sighed and sat on my usual spot, "Hey hyung" beomgyu's velvety voice reached my ears causing me to sigh in delight."gyu..." I whispered, "You went to him again....didn't you hyung?" he spoke, I nibbled with my lips and just nodded.

"I have told to you countless times that its no use...its futile hyung that douche doesn't deserves you" he said."M-more like I d-don't deserve him beomgyu I spoke as a tear adorned my cheeks."Seriously hyung there are a lot of other alpha who are way better than him who would love to nurture you....." he trailed, I poked my cheeks knowing that where is he going to end this."Like hoseok" he terminated."That alpha is head over heels for you and your ignoring him just for the jerk hyung?" he quivered causing me to dangle my head a little."But he is my mat-" "Oh come on hyung we aren't in the 90's nor 80's...we don't obligate them anymore, its vanishing away oh just even look at your hyung? Isnt he living happily with yoongi hyung...and they aren't fated mat-" "Yes beomgyu knock some senses into him" Jungkook intruded."Yes kook hyung!" beomgyu said causing a bunny like smile appear on the alpha's face.

"Okay okay....l-lets just not talk about this for now I am already having a seizure" I answered somehow dodging their sense knocking talks but they weren't lying.Alpha hoseok have always been behind my tail in both protecting nor nurturing way but it was just....I just wanted to mate with my fated mate and I had my reasons but seems like it really is time to give up and stop embarrassing myself by begging the alpha to mate me but I am not going to give up that easy either...

*Timeskip*

I was about to exit the school when I saw seokjin fighting against two other alphas and hoseok being one of it, I didn't think twice but ran towards them and tried to stop both of them from throwing fists on each other, somehow I was managed to separate them.Both of them were mutually injured but jin's lower lips had a big slit, I rushed towards him and tried to take a good look of it but instead of allowing me to do so, he pushed me back.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? ARE YOU ARE FUCKING SENSELESS! HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU I FUCKING DONT WANNA TO MATE SUCH WEIRD OMEGA LIKE YOU! STOP THROWING YOURSELF ON ME!" he yelled, I dangled my head in defeat as more hot tears rolled down my cheeks."I w-wont a-after this" I muttered and ran away from there not daring to look back.My heart clenched and stricken due to my alpha's outburst but especially his phrase 'stop throwing yourself on me' made me feel hysteria and vulnerable.I slammed my door and curled into a ball, sobbing to myself. I wasn't trying to throw myself on anybody, I was just trying to help him since he was hurt.