I love you, Yuki. | Hwang Hyunjin

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Third person's POV

It was supposed to be a perfect night for a perfect conversation regarding their future plans including each other.

They both sat down, Hyunjin has a smile on his face while Yuki was not showing any expression on her face. It was crazy that she has to go there despite of what she find out. She wants to bring up about the conversation she had with Seungmin but was hesitating. She was hurt and fooled but she still doesn't want to hurt Hyunjin and ruin the perfect night.

The rented chef and waiter prepared their appetizer first with full of efforts only for the two.

Yuki took a deep breath and gathered her strength to act like everything was fine. She still wants to spend time with Hyunjin and she has to pretend like nothing happened.

"You prepared all of these?" Yuki asked as she looked at the whole place

Hyunjin smiled "My friends and I prepared all of these, except for Felix who is bitter"

Yuki chuckled "Let him be"

"What can I do? I really have to let him feel bitter. It's not like he can steal you from me" Hyunjin smiled once again

"What do you wanna talk about?" Yuki asked and started eating

"Ah" Hyunjin finally remembered and started eating as well "What do you see yourself after 10 years or 5? I don't know. I just want to strt the conversation with that"

"Me? I don't know. I am leaving everything to destiny" Yuki answered but she wants to answer it with what she has on mind. She sees herself as a person who is tired of being in love and just loving herself. She sees herself loving herself more than anyone else. She also see herself trying to forgive Hyunjin for what he did.

"I see myself loving the same person, which is you, after 10 years or forever. I can't see myself being in love with a different person. When I first laid my eyes on you, I knew. I knew it was you I want to be with, forever. Maybe I was in the situation in my life where I want to give up everything even my life but when I saw you-" Hyunjin

"Why didn't you give your life? Was it because of me?" she asked but Hyunjin didn't know her questions means something.

"Yup, you are the type of person to experience all the sadness and hardships but still fighting while me, I'm living my life happily but want to give up. Let's say you saved my life without you knowing" Hyunjin smiled at her genuinely

Yuki was controlling herself to ask questions and stayed quiet. She wants to know everything but it won't help her and her thoughts. It might get even worse if she brought that up. She knows Hyunjin won't spill anything because he fooled her in the first place, it was his plan.

The meal was served and both of them started eating quietly. Hyunjin wants to speak but he chose not to. He wants to ask why she visited Sunghyun, what for but he clearly feels that Yuki was really not in the mood for that. He clearly knows.

"Hyunjin" she called

Hyunjin looked at her "Hmm?"

Her tears started falling and she bit her lower lip to control it but it was too late.

"Is there something wrong? Are you okay?" Hyunjin worriedly asked as he saw her tears

"L-Let's stop here" she whispered

Those words echoed on Hyunjin's mind. She whispered it but Hyunjin heard it clearly and can't take it off his head. His eyes were darted to her as he felt his heart stopped beating for a second.

"I know it was so sudden but I thought of it since yesterday. It was not right for us to continue everything we have" Yuki

"I don't understand. Why? Why would you decide? Is there something wrong? Did I do something wrong that you didn't like?" Hyunjin asked and felt nervous

Yuki smiled and shook her head "You didn't do anything wrong. It was me... I did something wrong. I believe that we shouldn't continue after what I did"

Hyunjin was quiet and didn't dare to talk since he was nervous to speak. He wants to ask but he wants to give her some time to think.

"I still love Jaehyuk" she said

He looked down as he felt defeat. He wasn't expecting that since Yuki made him feel that she loves him, that she is so in love with him but he was wrong.

"I was mistaken for a second. I told you that I remember Jaehyuk when I see you. T-That was the reason" Yuki wiped her tears and looked at Hyunjin "I'm sorry, please forgive me"

Hyunjin smiled and held her hand as tight as he can "I don't care if you will love me because I have his heart. Everything is fine with me. You can always thought of Jaehyuk when you are with me. I won't ever complain"

"Hyunjin, that's not right for me to do-" Yuki

"How about me, Yuki? What about me? I am in love with you and I will risk everything, my pride, love and life for you. I won't mind just don't leave me" Hyunjin

"You don't understand" Yuki

"I will be fine, I promise. Just don't leave me" Hyunjin

"Hyunjin-" Yuki

His tears started falling from his eyes "I'm begging you"