ALIVE

•『 𝖎 : 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞 』•

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I tried to dash out from the mansion but the residents pulled me back even before I could leave my room. I wailed.

Y/n: I have to go! Jungwon is in pain because of me! Let me go!

I screamed with all my might as tears started streaming down my cheeks. But with eleven pair of arms holding onto me, it was impossible to move about.

Y/n: Please let me go.

I softly pleaded.

Y/n: I want to be by his side.

They just quietly watched me as I slowly got down on my knees, sobbing.

Sangyeon: We'll handle this for you. You should relax, it's not like he's going to die.

Y/n: But, I wanted him to stay human. Now he's going to have to live as a vampire because of me.

I sobbed and he reluctantly patted my back.

Sangyeon: It wasn't your fault.

He spoke and discreetly motioned for some of the residents to go and search for the lad who had scarred my life.

Y/n: I was ready to accept his feelings.

★彡

Chanhee: You're not eating?

Kevin: She doesn't look like she is, Chanhee.

He replied to the latter and gave him back the untouched food. He sighed.

Chanhee: Y/n, I'm sorry that your boyfriend-to-be got attacked by a greater vampire and that we haven't found Watanabe yet but if you keep up this act, you will end up killing yourself.

I continued to stare out the window without responding.

Kevin: Have you told Haknyeon?

Chanhee: Yeah, he joined in searching for Watanabe.

Y/n: Didn't they search outside the kingdom?

They turned their heads to me in surprise.

Chanhee: They can't go out to the human world, you know that.

Y/n: Well, you will never be able to find him then.

I sighed and walked towards the bathroom. I directly crouched down and started sobbing again when I locked the door. I could imagine despair written all over Jungwon's complexion when he wakes up from his slumber and notices the transformation in his physique. While I was busy pulling myself together, I received another message.

Sheeeeep
online

you must also be
having a hard time
right now

can we talk?

are you okay?

does it still hurt?