I got ready for school then I was off to, hell. When I got to school all my friends ran up to me. "Girl I thought you were dead." "Nope totally alive, kinda." "Seb look who's back." "Say I was gone for one day." "Hey Jules." "Sup Seb, I mean hi, I mean has anyone seen Blake?" "Um yeah he's at his locker." I go to walk away. But Sawyer drags me back by my sweatshirt sleeve. It was Blake's sweatshirt, so it was larger on me. "What's going on with you today?" "It's a long story. Of which I have to time to tell you." I walk over to Blake. "So that's what happened to my sweatshirt?" "It's very comfortable." He leans in for a kiss but I dodge it. "Why did you just swerve me?" "I have lipgloss on, the kind that burns." "Oh yeah I'll refrain from kissing you then." "Well then see you later." "Yep." We both walk in the opposite directions.
The rest of the day we just kept seeing each other in the halls. Then at lunch Sawyer wanted to know about everything. "I had a dream where Blake was Peer pressuring me into, you know what." "That doesn't explain what happened with Seb this morning." "In the dream Seb busted in and saved me." "Omg! You like Seb!" I put my hand over her mouth. "Say it louder I don't think the man on the moon heard you." "That's just a myth." I look over to see Ian just standing there. "Ian. How much of that did you here?" "None of it. Okay maybe a little bit. Okay all of it." I grab him and pull him over to us, keeping ahold of his arm. "If you tell anybody what you heard, I will make it absolutely impossible for you to have kids, and maybe prevent a bunch of little douche bags being brought into the world." "Damn okay I promise." "If you break this promise I will break you arm." "Okay well your about to do that right now." I let go of his arm.
Ugh now two people know about my feelings for Seb. But I still really love Blake. I'm so confused, I'm so many different ways. Seb is Seb. But Blake is the main reason I'm staying out of Gigi's way. I mean if I hadn't started dating him I wouldn't be known as the popular girl with cancer now would I. I know it sounds like I'm using him, but I'm simply just taking an opportunity that was given to me. But if I want to be happy, Moms right. I do know what I need to do. But I'm not gonna do it. I like my life, I want to keep my life. My cancer isn't getting in the way of life for once. I go home and my parents are sitting on the couch looking down at something.
"Mom, Dad. What are you looking at?" "Honey you're home, please sit." I sit down on the couch looking at them. This seemed really familiar, like when they told me we were moving. Please don't tell me we're moving again, please don't tell me I'm gonna have to leave another life behind. More great people that I have to just, leave behind. "We have great news." My great news would be we're getting you a car, but there great news is we're moving across the country. "The news is that." My dad looks at my mom. "Your gonna be a big sister."
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Not Another Faker
TienerfictieJulia Maxwell was diagnosed with leukemia when she was six. On side of dealing with this condition she has to deal with the struggles of moving to a new high school her junior year. She has to learn to lose and love again, and prove to people that s...
