Precious Secret • SB19 Pablo [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 4: Who?

Chapter 4: Who?

Hindi rin nag-tagal nang pumasok na sa loob ng kwarto ko ang doktor. I felt suddenly nervous and excited at the same time.

This baby might came in a little wrong timing, but it's still a gift from above. And I would do anything to give him or her a best life.

"How is she doc? Ayos lang ba siya?" Miss Prima asked.

"The patient didn't had any serious problems except for her ankle. Medyo severe ang pagkaka-sprain ng ankle niya and it needs a lot of time, care and medication to recover. Mabuti nalang at wala namng napunit na tissue. She needs to rest her ankle for a while. Maybe 6 months for full recovery. Bibigyan ko na din siya ng pain relievers. Just don't use your feet as much as you can for a while." the doctor said.

It means... "I won't be able to dance for a while..."

I felt disappointed to myself. Ako ang leader ng grupo. Pero mukang ako pa ngayon ang magiging pabigat dahil sa nangyari sakin.

Miss Prima caressed my back. Trying to make me feel at ease.

"And about the baby,"

So I'm really pregnant. Nanggaling na mismo sa doktor. I'm really carrying Paulo's child.

"The fetus is a month and a half old. Wala namang nangyaring masama sa baby but you need to be careful next time. Baka may maging trauma sa katawan mo at maging cause ng miscarriage."

I felt relieved when I heard that. Mabuti naman at ayos lang siya. Pero natatakot parin ako para sa kaniya. Lalo na sa future. What if our fans can't accept my baby? It would hurt the baby, but it would hurt me more.

"Pero doc, I had my period earlier. There's a blood stain on my underwear when I woke up. That's why I thought I'm not pregnant." I said.

The doctor smiled. "It's not period. It's called spotting."

She explained to me the things that I'm curious about. The doctor told me things about do's and don'ts. Nakinig naman ako ng maigi dahil alam ko naman na ako lang ang mag-aalaga sa sarili ko.

I know I have friends, but they're not by my side 24/7. Kaya sa huli ay sarili ko nalang din talaga ang maaasahan ko na mag-aalaga sa akin at sa baby ko.

My gosh, there's a person inside me that connects I and Paulo. Pakiramdam ko, mali na itago ko sa kaniya ang tungkol dito dahil anak din naman niya 'to.

But what if he won't believe me? What if he won't accept the child? Siguradong masasaktan ang baby. And I don't want that to happen.

Ngayon palang na nabubuo palang siya sa tiyan ko, mahal ko na agad siya. It's my baby and I'm its Mom. Ginusto ko man o hindi, I should still love my child. Because it's a part of me.

Dumaan muna kami ni Miss Prima sa clinic para sa ankle ko. Pinatignan namin ang ankle ko at nilagyan iyon ng ankle brace. Pagkatapos namin doon ay hinatid na kami ni Kuya Brent sa condo ko.

Napa-bili pa tuloy si Miss Prima ng wheelchair ng wala sa oras.

Inalalayan ako ni Miss Prima paupo sa kama ko. I felt like a burden because of this.

"Ayos ka lang ba dito mag-isa? Gusto mo ba samahan kita dito?" she asked.

I shook my head. "Ayos lang po ako. You're a busy person, I don't want to waste your time." I smiled.

"You're not a waste of time! Kailangan mo ng pahinga at alaga ngayon. You need someone to take care of you." she sighed. "The father of your child should be the one taking care of you right now." umiling pa siya at bumuga ulit ng hangin. "I bet he's irresponsible." disappointed niyang sabi.