Over Again (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 4 Jealousy

ZAYN'S POV

=First Day Of School=

I just wish I never existed and felt this much pain. 

I grabbed my schedule and met my girlfriend, Perrie at the snack bar. 

She helped me through most of my problems and I'm very thankful for her being there. I had lost everyone: My parents and my siblings. Why couldn't I join them? No idea, but something tells me something this year will make me forget about the past and move on. I met Perrie at my job at Starbucks. We would always have mini dates at the store when it was closed and yeah I guess we fell in love. 

I grabbed her hand and we walked around the school to look for a spot for us to meet during Break and Lunch. We find this nice little spot with a few stairs by the Assembly Benches. The bell rings and I kiss her lips as I head off to Geometry. 

It's full of some familiar faces and some not so familiar. I shrug it off and get through it. 

Second period is English, my favorite subject. I sit in the corner but still keep my ears open for novels that we are going to read for this year. 

Break comes and i meet Perrie at our spot. I just love how everything about her is beautiful.  

'So how is your first day going love?' she asks 

'Good but it would be perfect if you were there with me,' i say all cheesy 

'And that's why i love you,' she says with a smile. 

I kiss her as the bell rings and walk to biology. Science doesn't interest me that much so i just draw in my sketch pad. I've been told I'm a great artist before so I decided to get a sketch pad. I finished a drawing a microphone with music notes trailing around it as the bell rang. I walked to my fourth period class which was AVID. I got there early so I took a seat in the back since there was no seating chart. I sit and watch as people scramble in. Someone catches my eye, a teen boy. You could tell that he was afraid but also strong enough to not show it. My stomach started to churn. I got this weird unexplainable feeling. It was both jealously and curiosity. I just couldn't stop staring at him. He saw that I was staring at him but I still couldn't turn around. It felt like I could read him, feel his pain. I heard my name and realized that me and him were partners. 

I go to him and we start to work. We finish early and my mind takes over my body and I ask,' Do you smoke weed?'  

What the heck! Why did I ask that!  

He replies harshly and my mind takes over again. 

I could feel my mouth making its puppy face and he says sorry. 

'Whatever jerk!' Is what I say soon regretting it. The teacher interrupts our convo and the period went by faster than I thought.

What is going on with me! I thought as I walked to Perrie and I's spot. 

Perrie arrives and gives me a kiss on the cheek.  

'Hey so you hungry?' 

'Not really' 

'Ok so guess what... 

She talks about something but for some reason I can't hear her, the reason, Nathan. I see he's with my past best friend, Liam. And a few other familiar faces. He turns around. I want him to see me staring at him, the reason? Jealousy? No something else, I just can't figure it out. I need to apologize and get close to him. The bell rings so I walk to Spanish. My mind is so fixed on Nathan, i just have this strong feeling that I have to protect him. Like he's a long lost brother or maybe something even more, but I can't that's impossible. Why? Two reasons, Perrie and I'm not gay. I get scolded by the teacher so I pretend to pay attention. The bell rings and I head to the sport I joined, Waterpolo. I open the door and there he is. I just say excuse me and run off. In Waterpolo they give us our speedos and we go try them on. It feels awkward at first but I guess you get used to it. I walk out and get instructed to do 30 laps before the bell rings. I do as I'm told and finish in 10 minutes being the first of the team. I get excused to change and I decide to take a shower. No one is in the locker room so it's not a big deal. I'm drying myself off as the bell rings and hurry to change.