To Feel What I Feel

What a friend

i live in a homeless shelter now. Have since April 13th of this year and July 12th of this year should be when i move out and into my parent's and brother's place in TN. Im taking a bus there with only 3 suitcases and a carry on backpack. Which means i can't take my guitar, and keyboard-piano. Or my blue aligator stuffed animal.. Anyways it should be better for me in TN. 

Horrible thing is i had gave a friend of mine hope that she could transfer from the Idaho shelter to a TN one. But my parents dont want to pay for her because there's only domestic violence shelters but no regular ones. So they're willing to send her to New Jersey because that's where she wanted to go before she met me..

Now she has a choice to either stay in idaho or to go to new jersey. Either way the only communication is Google hangouts for us. So i wont lose contact with her as long as there's a library nearby. I just wish that i hadn't have gave her so much hope just to crush it in the end.