To Feel What I Feel

Gay..

Parents, speaking of my own, are closed minded. They're willing to stand behind God's reasoning of shunning homosexuals. I can't. My dad called me worldly. I don't see what's so wrong with liking the same sex? I still love God, I still..consider myself a Christian.. but I don't agree that being gay is bad. My dad's reasoning behind it being a bad thing is pretty messed up. I'm so glad I'm not there anymore. But what if I go to Hell because I don't agree? Well, at least I don't regret how I feel. Maybe..parents weren't meant to understand their kids. All I wanted was to make him proud. I've failed. He most likely thinks i'm a disappointment because I don't consider it wrong. We're limiting ourselves, though, when everything has to be black/white and right or wrong. Can't we just be different? Can't we just be ourselves? Can't we just love truly? I hate how they distant themselves from me from asking them. At the moment I don't consider myself gay, but I have looked at girls that way. Well, fine, it can be wrong to them, but..it never will to me. I hate that I even have to talk about it, that it even has to be discussed, that it can't just be accepted?