To Feel What I Feel

Servant's Heart

When i cooked alot my dad said i had a servant's heart. He asked me one day how i got to be like this..? I simply said that when people are happy they're nicer..

Mom asked me one day for a piece of pizza that was downstairs, and i said mebbe you should go get it yourself? Cuz i know people that didn't walk so much that now have problems with their legs. That they feel fire or needle like pain in their legs when they walk anywhere now. But when dad came back she said i was harrassing her like my brother does. And my dad said that i no longer had a servants heart..

He said it as a joke but it still hurt alot cuz i genuinely was concerned but mebbe i shouldnt have said anything. Her life. i hate myself.