Chapter 44

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Lenas POV

"What's going on with you lately?" I ask Jo

"I don't want to live with you guys anymore" she says and my heart sinks

"What are you talking about?" I ask and she sits up

"I - I don't think I want to live with you and Momma anymore" she says

" Josephine hunny what's going on?" I ask her

"You're pregnant" she says quietly, I knew this is what she was upset about

"I am" I say

"When you have the baby.. it's actually your kid. Yours and Mommas.It's going to change everything. I'm happy for you I really am. But what if when you have the baby you forget about me and Emery " She says almost at a whisper

"Come here love" I say and she moves over to me and I wrap my arms around her

"The baby, will not change how much we love you. The baby is not changing any of that. You will always be our first child" I tell her

"You say that now, it's happened before, I had a good home while I was in the system once, they claimed they loved me but as soon as they had a baby... my case worker picked me up from school one day and I haven't seen them since" she says looking away

"You're not in the system anymore, your ours. Forever. You're not going anywhere I promise. You're not going to be pushed to the side. What did we just talk about the other week? DNA doesn't matter. Just because this baby is biologically Kara and I's doesn't mean we are going to love it more" I tell her and she wrapped her arms around me

"Momma hates me now too. I think it's better if I go somewhere else," she says quietly

"She doesn't hate you, she is upset how you have been acting the past couple weeks. She thinks you're treating her different because she told you she was from krypton. She's mad at herself for yelling at you right now" I explain and she shakes her head

"That's not true, I think it's cool that she is from krypton. I didn't mean to yell at her. I really didn't. I was just sad and angry when she made me go to Alex's " she says

"I know you didn't. This is a big change for all of us. We didn't know it was possible for us to make a baby this way. It's been a lot on us all. I understand why you were upset and scared about it changing everything but I promise it's not. We're still going to have our days where I'll sign you out of school and we'll spend the day at the office, or our movie marathons." I smile

"I'm sorry for being a total ass to you guys" she sighs

"You weren't being a total ass, you're allowed to have feelings about the baby. And I just wish you would have talked to one of us first but I'm glad you did now" I tell her and she nods against my chest

"I love you Josephine, so very much baby girl" I say brushing my hand through her hair

"I love you too mom" she says

"I should go talk to momma" she says

"How about we wait a little, she's in the bath now. I'll have her come talk to you when she is out" I say and she nods

Karas POV

I'm horrible, ever since I told Jo about me being from krypton her whole demeanor changed. She's had an attitude every day since, rude comments, picking fights with Emery.

I didn't mean to snap like I did. I didn't mean to yell but I did.

I was lying in the bath Lena came inside me sat next to me. She is starting to show. I love it but I know she doesn't,

"Hey" she smiles

"Hi" I say

"I talked to Jo. She was worried about the baby. Nothing about you being an alien Kara" she tells me

"Why the baby?" I ask

"She is worried that when we have the baby we're going to love it more since it's biologically ours, I explained to her that's not true at all and she feels really bad about how she has been acting the past few weeks" she tells me

"That's not true at all! She's our first child, and always will be" I say,

"I know, I told her that" she assures me

"I need to talk to her" I say and get out of the bath and throw on some clothes and walked down to her room

She was lying on the bed with her face in the pillow and when I opens the door she looked up at me

"Momma I'm so sorry, I didn't mean it. I'm so sorry I shouldn't have said those things and acted like I was" she says and climbs into my arms when I sit on her bed

"I know" I soothe her

"And im sorry for yelling. I didn't think about how the baby was going to be affecting you" I tell her

"I want to show you something but you have to promise not to tell mom or she will kill us both" I chuckle and she nods

I opened her window and stepped out and she looked at me in awe as I was flying outside her window I stuck out my hand she grabbed it and I brought her closer to me and flew us both up to the roof

"Oh my god" she chuckles

"I like to come up here when I'm upset" I tell her

"Thank you" she says and wraps her arms around my waist

"For now on, If you're feeling upset I need you to some to me or mom. No more of this attitude" I say and she nods

"I promise" she says

"Are you mad at me?" She ask and I sigh

"I'm upset at the way you dealt with the baby situation. But im not mad. And I understand where it was coming from" I explain

"I'm really sorry," she says

"I know, and I forgive you. I love you Josephine, so very much" I smile

"I love you too momma" she says and I kiss the top of her head.

I know that she shouldn't have acted out like she did and Lena knows that and even Jo knows that but I also understand where she is coming from. Alex didn't like the fact of getting a new sibling and she was angry a lot, and I know I would have been too, well more worried. I was so grateful for the Danvers to take me in when I got to earth but does that also mean I'm not allowed to have feelings about things happening around me?

"Ready to go back?" I ask

"Can we just wait a little longer?" She replies

"Of course" I tell. Her and we spend 10 more minutes on the roof before I flew us back into the window and lena was standing in her room with her arms crossed and tapping her foot

"Lena hey" I smile nervously. She doesn't like when I fly, says it's dangerous.

"Kara Danvers what the hell" she exclaims

"I- uh just showed her the roof so we could talk" I tell her

"You know how dangerous that is?" She says

"We're fine mom, I promise." Jo says and Lena sighs

"I know" she says pinching the bridge of her nose

"Just- please be careful and don't make it a regular occurrence" she says and we nod

"Deal" I smile and give her a hug

"Why don't we go to bed now?" I suggest

"I think that's wonderful" lena says and jo climbs into her bed

"What are you doing?" I ask

"Going to bed?"

"Come on, we'll have a sleepover in our bed. Emery is already in there" I say and she smiles and gets up and follows us out and into our room and into bed

"Goodnight my girls" I say

Till next time ❤️

I know these chapters suck and I apologize 😅 there is a lot going on in my head right now

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