The right moment. Hawks x reader

Part 13

After a while I felt Keigo move under me. "I'm sorry to ruin this moment birdy but I got to go." He said. "Oh okay that's fine."I said back. I stood up and so did he. "Tomorrow at my place? We could watch a movie?" He asked me. "I-uh sure! Text me what time" I said back. He walked towards the balcony and I went along. When we walked on the balcony he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer. I looked up to his eyes with a bit of a surprises look on my face. "I'll see you tomorrow birdy~" he said and gave a kiss to my forehead. But before I could say anything he jumped off my balcony and flew away. Damn he's so cute sometimes.

I walked back inside and was wondering what I could do. I guess I could go to the mall. I need some new clothes anyway, and I don't mind going alone. So I packed my stuff. Only a little bag with me with my creditcard, keys and my phone. I walked out the door and closed it behind me. After a while of waking I arrived at the mall. I wasn't sure what I should get so I walked in a view different stores. After an hour or 2 I was almost ready. But then I saw someone who looked very familiar. I walked up to them. "Heyy, what are you doing here, I thought you were at work?" I asked the person in frond of me. "Well my shift just ended and I needed somethings. What about you Y/N?" He asked me back. "Just shopping, I figured I needed some new clothes, anyways I'll see you at word tomorrow Endeavor." I said. "You can call me Enji. Please" he said with a small smile. "Alright Enji. Well I'll see you tomorrow!" I said. I wanted to walk away but before I could Enji said something again. "Um Y/N? Are you and Natsuo like a thing?" He asked. I was thrown off guard by that a bit. What was I supposed to say? "I-uhm I don't think so. We're just friends. Why?" I asked him. Maybe Natsuo told him? But Natsuo also doesn't like Enji so why would he? Maybe Enji just thinks this out of nowhere? "Oh no reason. Anyways till tomorrow!" He said. "Alright cya!" I said and walked off to a different store. I still don't understand why Natsuo doesn't like his Dad. I think Enji is a nice person. He is a bit strict but he isn't really mean. Well not to me at least.

After another hour of shopping I decided I was done. I bought all sorts of things. I bought skirts, shirts, trousers, shorts, dresses, new shoes and even new Underwear! My bags were full and I was walking with 6 bags. It was quite heavy. I was walking towards my house and heard my name being called. I looked around seeing Natsuo. "OH h-hey Natsuo." I said a bit stressed. I was a bit scared of what happened last time. Of well I was scared to talk to him again after what happened. "Hey sugar, what are the bags for?" He said. Did he just call me sugar? Is that a new nickname or something? Yeah I like baby bird or birdy better...oh well.
"Oh I went shopping, I needed new stuff" I said "well want me to take some from you?" He asked me. "Oh sure thank you" I said back. It wa nice to not carry it all anymore. I was still carrying 2 bags but I didn't mind. We walked towards my apartment and when we got inside we both dropped the bags to the floor. "Damn that was heavy." He said a bit out of breath. "Yeah for sure a work out, well I'll put this in my room later. Anyways why are you here?" I asked him. "Well I Just like hanging out with you. And I don't have much time right now but do you wanna hang out tomorrow?" He asked with a sweet smile. "Oh well I can't, I was going to watch a movie with hawks, an-" bit before could finish he cut me off. "Do you like him more then me?" He said.

Fml

I wasn't sure what to say though. I guess I should be honest. "W-well I just see you as a friend and maybe I like hawk-" and again a was cut off. "I have to go" is all he said when he stood up and left. He also slammed the door shut. It wasn't that hard but harder then normal.

I don't understand why he was so angry. Was he angry because I don't feel the same about him? I don't know. I also just realized today that I like Keigo. I just don't wanna lead Natsuo on. If I don't like him I should tell him. I don't want him to have false hope. I just feel sad that he left so angry.

I felt tears building up in my eyes. I tried to blink them away but it was no use. After a moment I felt them drip down my cheeks. I was just sniffing and whipping my tears away.
I just don't get it! I'm trying to be a good person and I don't wanna lie to Natsuo. And now our friendship it ruined. I'm not sure what to do. But for now I just want to feel calm.

I got up after a view minute and walked towards the bathroom and started the water in my bathtub. I just wanna relax for a moment. I walked towards my room and took an oversized shirt that I used as my pajamas. I also got underwear and walked back to the bathroom. I also got a towel ready and sat myself in the tub.

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After I was done I dried myself off and got dressed in my underwear and oversized shirt. I wasn't sure what to do? I don't have anyone to talk to except Keigo. I really need friends.
But I need to word tomorrow so maybe I'll need some new people. I just want people to talk to I'm situations like this.

After I was done I walked towards my room and got into bed. I put my phone in the charger and I set an alarm for tomorrow. After that I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

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