The right moment. Hawks x reader

Part 28

I'm finally going back to work. I texted Enji that I'm able to get to work again and he agreed to me doing paperwork. He also told me Shoto was coming over so if I wanted to I could train him. As long as I don't do anything with my own body.

Keigo and I got both ready to get to work and he brought me to the agency. "If you need anything, call me immediately! Got that birdy?" He says to me while dropping me off at the agency. "Yess birdbrain, I got it, I love you" I said with a small and gave him a kiss on his cheek. "I love you too babybird" he said back and I walked into the agency.

I quickly saw Enji. "Ah Y/N welcome back, you know what to do right? Just the paper work. Shoto will come here at 13:00 so if you want you can train him." Enji said. "Alright sounds good. Will he be send to my office then?" I asked back. He simply nodded. I have him a quick nod back and went to my office to do some work.

After about 2 hours I got a call from the front desk that someone was here for me. I told them to send them up and I quickly heard a knock on my office door. "Come in" I said happily. The door opend and Natsuo was standing in the door opening. "Hey Y/N" he said cheerfully. "Oh hey Natsuo what's up?" I asked him curious what was going on. " its almost your lunch break right?" He asked. I nodded "yeah in about" I looked on my watch "5 minutes" I say with a smile. "Great, let's have lunch together then" he said. I'm not sure what to think but something in me tells me he has the wrong intentions, that he still has feelings for me or something. I'm not sure but something feels off. But I don't wanna be rude so I guess I'll just say yes and say very nicely that Keigo is my boyfriend? Yeah I should do that. "Yeah sure, sounds good." I reply. I'll tell him while eating it something.

We walk out off the building together and he walks me to his car. He said it was a bit off a ride but it was amazing food. After a while or so we got to a nice place and sat down. We had some small talk but it was nice. We didn't talk about anything that happens before with the fight or anything. Until he brought it up. "I wanted to talk to you about something" natural started. I just nodded in an way of saying he can talk. "I just- I'm not sure how to say this and how you will talk it but please let me finish what I have to say." He looks at me waiting for an answer. "..okay, what's wrong Natsuo?" I ask him. "I think Hawks isn't the guy for you! I think I'm the guy for you. Please we belong together Y/N. We're made for each other. I'll be a good boyfriend and husband. I'll take care of you. Please choose me over that bird!" He says.

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I look at him, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I'm shocked, I think. It took my a moment to realize what he said. "Please I know you want me too, Im beter for you. I know that. You love me!!" He adds. "Natsuo stop! Your acting weird. Hawks and I are in a relationship and I love him. You're just a friend to me. Please don't make it harder then it is" I say a bit sad. I just wanna be friend but I guess we can't because he want to be more.

We were already done eating and Natsuo payed for it. "Fine, I'll get you back" he says like nothing happened. I'm a bit confused but walk with him back to his car and get in. He gets into the driver's seat and drives off.

After about 5 minutes I realize we're going the wrong way. "Uhm Natsuo your going the wrong way, the agency is the other way." I say. But he doesn't say anything back. It makes me nervous, he wouldn't do anything right? He is so sweet normally. "Natsuo I know your angry that I don't love you. And I'm sorry but please don't ignore me. I love hawks. I'm sorry, you will also find someone some day, please." I say hoping he will respond to me this time. I wait a moment to see if he will say anything but he doesn't. His hands tightened around the steering wheel and his knuckles turn white. His face expression turned into a angry one.

He scares me a bit and I take my hand and lay them on his. And his angry expression disappears a bit and his knuckles turn back to a normal color. "Please I-" I say when I take my hand back. But I can't finish my sentence. "Get your hand back on me" he says seriously. "Wh-what?" I asked back. "Get your fucking hands back on my arm." He says and get angry again. I do as he says because I'm scared. He is angry and he's the one that is driving. If something might happens we're gonna get into an accident.

"Touch me" he says. "What do you mean? I am touching you?" I ask nervously. One off his hands forms a spike of ice. And he holds it against my throat. I look at him shocked. Why is he doing this? I don't know him like he's acting right now. "Touch me intimately" he says with a waring tone. I feel tears forming in my eyes. "I- I" I begin but I can't say anything else. "DO IT" he says angry. I'm starting to shake but do what he says. My hand goes from his hands to his shoulders slowly. "Go on baby" he says with a devilish grin on his face. I take my hand to his chest and his chest goes up and down fast. He's probably enjoying this.
I wander more down his chest to his stomach and to the top of his pants, not wanting to go further. "Natsuo please- I don't want to" I say as I look at him with tears spilling out my eyes. Before I say something else he gets some sort of bracelet the pocket thing in his car. "Give me your hand." He says seriously. I hesitate but he grabs my hand and puts the bracelet on . It makes a click noise. He lets go on my hand and I take it back quickly. He doesn't say anything to me anymore I till we got to I guess is his destination.