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Haneul

P.S : THIS IS A (POSSIBLE) STORY IN THE FUTURE , SO TAKE THIS AS A TEASER OR SOMETHING :))

Hwasa drove to a stargazing spot where she found over a friend . And eversince she found this spot a few years ago , it became her special place their special place

She's obsessed with stars for a long time 

She smiled when she didn't see anyone in there . She parked her car in the rode side parking before going in to the dimmed lighted street going to where the observatory and the picnic place are.

She saw a car but she shrugged it off thinking that maybe someone that lives nearby just parked there for the night

But as she walked in , she stopped at her tracks as she saw a much more taller guy than her that seems like he's going to the picnic space up in the hill

Their eyes met and there it is , the leader of the world wide known group .

Someone she missed the most over the past years

"Oppa " she whispered underneath her breath

"Hey " he greeted her also staring unbelievably

" i never thought that i would see you here "  she smiled looking at the man whom she missed and longed for the past years 

" me neither " he stared at her again 

silence wrapped the two of them for a while 

" how are you ??"  namjoon asked 

" im good , im hanging on " she smiled , but those smiles never reach her eyes 

" hyejin ..." namjoon said  seeing the tears slowly welming over hyejin's eyes 

" im okay , oh god ive been very emotional lately " she chuckled and tried to wipe her tears away 

but it didnt convinced the lad in front of her 

she was surprised when namjoon suddenly hugged her 

he gave her a warm tight hug in the middle of silence , where only the stars, moon and nature can witness .

" im sorry ..." he whispered making the tears she tried to push back fill her eyes and fall down like raindrops in a rainy day 

" im sorry  . im sorry " namjoon can't stop himself but be emotional .

"its okay oppa , it's okay " she nodded as her face is still burried on his chest 

"im sorry hyejin ." he once again says sorry 

after a while they calmed down and now they're both sitting on the observatory's wooden floor sitting on a blanket that hyejin brought 

" i never thought that you'll go here again" she chuckled 

"me neither " he looked at her as she stared up in the vast sky full of stars 

"i missed you " she smiled sadly as she lower down her gaze 

he stopped breathing for a while 

" hyejin i - " she stopped him by waiving her hands 

"dont answer anything oppa , its better this way " she said as she hold on to her necklace ,

namjoon's eyes widen , he saw the ring 

its their engagement ring 

she looked at him , " its better that i will not hear your answers or else im just gonna go back to you " she smiled sadly 

" hyejin.." he cant even say anything but her name 

" you know what oppa? i've been having nightmare's again lately , but you're not by my side to make me calm , i need to force my self to wake up so i wouldn't drown from that bad dream " she scoffed

she looked at him " but i will never ask you to go back to me again, i want you to be happy . if you're happy with him then im happy that i made you happy even just for a while ." 

" im sorry " he said as he look down 

" hey , you've been saying sorry nonstop , i am happy to see you again " she smiled 

" i hope you're doing well with him " she said 

" we are" he looked down 

she looked away . nodding and standing up

"i need to go now , " she said 

" hyejin wait " he held her hands 

she looked at her hands on his but she removed it 

"no oppa , i need to go " she smiled at him " i need to go before i even force my self to you , i love you so much that i am willing to let you go to make you happy " she smiled as her tears fell down once again she wiped oy with her hands

she held his cheeks 

"i love you " she said as she kissed his lips one last time 

"i love you but , i hope we'll not meet again , im so broken right now and seeing you again slowly crush me " she gave him a last good stare before walking down the hill again 

he stared at her back 

and all he can think about is her smile ,

her smile 

she always smile 

she always understands 

she gave him his way again 

without any selfishness 

and it strangely hurts him

am i too bad??

HAHAHAH yes , yes i indeed am , i didnt show up for quite some time and i dropped this tear jerking 
(teaser) chapter ,

for those who didnt saw my community post here on watty , i have been reviewing for a special scholarship to help me with my needs in studying , and also were in our hardest phase of studying rightnow so i have to focus extra and stop writing for a while , dont worry im almost done and ill be back with the normalsched of updating 

anywayyyy i am thinking of releasing  HANEUL on my birthday :))  . i'll write it  alongside H16THC  

i'll be back soon !!!!!! ilysm and thank you for waiting :))))