Spiderkid oneshots

If I killed someone for you (songfic)

I'm sorry that I did this

Peter's face was filled with disgust
The blood is on my hands

He was staring at a criminal, but he was disgusted with himself
I stare at my reflection

Because the criminal was dead, and it was Spider-man who did it
I don't know who I am

How could he let himself do this?
Practice my confession

In his head, the boy played out scenarios of telling the Avengers
In case I take the stand

But they were so bad he chose not to tell
I'll say I learned my lesson

The boy tried to tell himself that he didn't have a choice, but he knew he was lying
I'll be a better man

There always is a choice.

I'm packing up my things

Peter felt the shame rise in him
And I'm wiping down the walls

As he remembered his uncle's last words
I'm rinsing off my clothes

The boy's hands were stiff as he put his suit in the washing machine
And I'm walking through the halls

The next day at school was just like any other, nobody yelled at him saying he was a killer, a monster
I did it all for her

But he was a murderer and a monster
So I felt nothing at all

That was how he was supposed to feel right?
I don't know what she'll say

Somehow Peter couldn't only imagine the disappointment on Steve's face
So I'll ask her when she calls

The sadness in Bruce's

Would you love me more (Would you love me more)

Would they even shoot him a second glance
If I killed someone for you?

But, they always said 'the ends justify the means'
Would you hold my hand? (Would you hold my hand?)

Maybe they would just tell him that it's alright, that everybody makes mistakes
They're the same ones that I used

But that didn't matter
When I killed someone for you

Killing somebody was not justifiable

Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in)

No matter how many hours he had spent training to do so
When they say I'm on the loose?

No matter how much work it took to be able to spar with Natasha for longer than a few seconds
Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when)

No matter how long it took to memorize all the deadly functions of his suit
My face is on the news?

The man didn't deserve it. And Peter didn't deserve to be shown on his school news as the coolest hero
'Cause I killed someone for you

In this case, the ends didn't justify the means

I hear the sirens coming

Just like he had noticed people wearing Star wars shirts right after he finished the movie
I see the flashing lights

Now he noticed everybody who was talking about anything surrounding killing.
I'm driving through the suburbs

While driving in the bus: "that was a nice kill!" a sports fan shouted.
Wearing my disguise