Gally Newt and Jo

arguing 101

It has been three days since Gally woke me up from my nightmare. Newt has returned, he is back to bring me out of my nightmares. I can't get close to him though, or at least I can't get more close to him. I am an in dependant person I shouldn't need some boy to rely on. Still though he is always there.

"C'mon Newt please!" I yell at him looking up into his big brown eyes trying to make the best puppy dog face I can. He just scoffs and turns away continuing walking to who knows where. " Why can't I go back! it's so boring in the glade!" I yell starting to get frustrated. "I've been in there before you know I have! It's my shuken job!" I yell at him. "God Jo you are insane, your wrist is still broken it's hardly been a week since you almost died, and now you want to go and throw yourself back into that death trap!" His voice raising,

"Newt you know me I can handle anything, i don't like being trapped here!" I yell back at him. "Oh I'm sorry I diidn't know that, I thought that you loved being in this place! That you were just in the maze to have fun, not to find a way out!" He continues yelling with his voice coated in sarcasm.

"Just go and snog Gally why don't you! I don't care what you do!" He is getting closer to me know. "You act like you can handle anything, you always try to push Gally and I away. Yet we all know that you don't want to, you care for us, you are the only one to calm down Gally and I see the way you look at him. But your trying to pretend to be all tough and strong and I wish I knew why you are acting like such a shank!"

"Fine, you want to know something Newt." I say my voice lowering. "I want to go back into the maze so then I can feel like i'm actually dong something useful. Everyone has looked out for me so much and I feel like I'm not caring my own weight." I stop and take a breathe avoiding Newts eyes.

"I act like that because if anyone ever leaves it won't hurt as much. I don't like relying on people Newt because when they leave it hurts like shuck... I don't want to care about you boys. I can't protect you and if you get hurt it will kill me. If you leave me it will kill me. So i'm sorry for loving you!" I suddenly yell at him and then turn away running towards the maze. Newt stands there for a minute and before I enter the maze I hear Newts voice calling after me. "Jo! come back!" But I'm gone.

I don't know how long I have until the doors close I was just running. Taking in the pain from my wrist and taking in the pain from my heart. Newt doesn't care. He doesn't care about me. He thinks I am some fake person. I knew I shouldn't have gotten to close! Shuck I told myself and now look at me. I lean up against a wall and think about letting a tear slip down my cheek. No I am not going to cry over some guy.

I start heading back noticing that the sun is starting to set and the doors would be closing soon. When I reach the doors they start closing and I sprint through them coming out the other side with a good minute to spare. Immediately Gally comes and hugs me. I smile into his chest as he spins me around. I don't care about anything else right now, I'm just going to live in the moment now.