Talking to myself- YeonBin

Chapter 26- Posessive? I like it

CONTINUATION OF LAST CHAPTER
SOOBIN POV
TIME- 7:00pm

"Say something," He urged.

His words snapped me back into reality. What he said wasn't my imagination. It wasn't me fantasising. The real Choi Yeonjun, sat before me, confessing his love AND it wasnt me making it up. Through all my life of stalking never did I think it would actually end up here.

I thought back to the day he first spoke to me when those girls threw that note. The day my life changed. I didn't have to stalk him anymore, he was my friend and now his feelings have been confessed. It all seems so surreal.

My heart was jumping in my chest. 100 thoughts flooded my head all at once.

Was this really happening?

Is he telling me the truth?

Am I dreaming?

What if it's a joke?

But these questions were answered as I realised the situation. Yeonjun had tears brimming his eyes as he watched me sit there. I had no intention of freaking him out but it seemed my silence did.

"Sorry I was just processing that this was real" I assured after the decently long silence. Clearly he was very close to the edge when his lower lip began to tremble.

Answer him Soobin

You know you love him

He can be yours forever

The voice inside of my head was sporadic. I knew what I wanted so now's my shot. I want to love him now before I lose him.

"Yeonjun...you know" I trailed off. I saw the panic in his eyes grow. "You can hate me, it's fine, I knew I was risking our friendship by doing this. I just couldn't live like this anymore. I want to love you. I want my heart to be yours but if you don't want that I can forget this ever happened" he rambled in a complete panic.

His words broke me. He shouldn't be so worried but how would he know any better.

"Yeonjun no, the person I want has always been you. Always has been and always will be, please, please dont panic. I don't like seeing you upset" I confessed finally, readjusting my glasses. I didn't want to be so abrupt with him but leaving him to panic.

He had no response. He didn't look sad but certainly shocked, almost like he thought he misheard what I said. "Yeonjun I mean what I said" I confirmed just to shake off his doubt.

"Wait so, you're telling me, we both like each other" Yeonjun asked. This boy needs a lot of clarification but for him I'd do anything but maybe playing around would be a bit more fun.

"No, I have a correction" I responded as I watched his face shift to a saddened one but at the same time decently lost.

"I don't like you you see I love you" I corrected with a smile. He looked relieved, "well that won't be a problem because I do too" Yeonjun smiled back warmly. "Then I guess all we need is one thing?" I asked. "And what would that be?" Yeonjun asked. I couldn't tell if he was messing with me or he generally didn't know where I was going with this.

"Choi Yeonjun, would you like to be my boyfriend?" I asked cheekily with a small head bow. When I looked back up I saw Yeonjuns smiling eyes looking at me with all the happiness. I put that happiness there and because I put it there no one can take it away.

"I would love to," Yeonjun giggled as he jumped on me with open arms, tackling me into a warm hug. I felt him smile into my shoulder. "Cute" I murmured to myself. Yeonjun shot up, looking me dead in the eyes. "You know what is cute?" he asked with a little laugh. I shook my head. Brutally I don't know what he could say but I'll listen to whatever he says, no matter the time or situation.