YEONJUN POV
Because it was now that I knew
He must be a monster
"What are you hiding?" I asked, my tone serious and deadly at that.
"WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE YOU DON'T KNOW?" Soobin suddenly yelled out, his face reddening and tears welling up in his eyes that glistened in the low light.
"What makes you think I know?" I asked, narrowing my eyes.
"YOU KNOW I KIDNAPPED THEM. YOU KNOW THAT SO WHY DO YOU KEEP ASKING ME?" Soobin screamed
"You monster" I whispered out in disbelief
"Call me a monster all you fucking want but that doesnt change the fact that I have 4 people shut up at the end of the garden does it? God why am I even talking to you" Soobin snapped, smiling as he did so, his eyes no longer sparkling with tears but more so a murderous glint.
There was no appropriate reaction to have in a time like this. No events through a person's life could ever prepare them for a moment like this. He was a deceitful psycho liar. I had just found out too late.
The one I was dating, in the same room with, was the one who had my friends trapped away PLUS someone else. I felt sick to my stomach as if I could throw up at any given moment. If he was really being truthful about what he had done, I don't think I'd ever be able to forgive myself for it. It's all happened right under my nose after all.
I rushed over to him, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt and looking him dead in the eyes.
He looked spooked and it was most likely because what he thought was his imagination had just touched him. Now he knew I was real.
His eyes were wide and face as pale as a sheet. He knew he had fucked up.
"I-" Soobin tried to start speaking but I quickly cut him off.
"YOU WHAT?" I yelled.
"I swear...it was just an episode, i'm not telling the truth" Soobin stuttered out.
I want to believe that it wasn't him but something tells me only someone like him would do such a thing.
I wanted to scream and shout. I wanted Soobin to hear all my frustrations. I wanted him to know what he had done was wrong and by far something only some of the sickest humans could do.
"Liar" I whispered, my eyes tearing up as I kept a firm grip on his shirt.
"Fine...you got me, I'd been waiting to tell you about this" Soobin gave in, suddenly smiling with dark eyes.
He wanted to tell me about this? Like it's some achievement or something?
His smile was sick and made my body feel like it was about to burst from overwhelming upset and rage.
Hearing all that he had done made me feel like throwing up, yelling, screaming and crying all at the same time. All of those events that he had just described had happened right next to me without me even batting an eye.
"You're mad," I said breathily, my legs nearly giving out on me.
"You have no right to say anything like that to me, after all, if I hadn't fallen in so called love with YOU the people around you would and fine, It's your fault" Soobin hissed. If anger was a person, Soobin would be that person.
"WHAT THE FUCK SOOBIN? WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?" I yelled, suddenly realising that I had never seen the real him before.
I had been loving a lie. Soobin painted himself so perfectly until it fell apart and yet somehow he recovered himself. Soobin was one big lie, everything he did and said was for self gain. I was some sort of easy game for him and that was clear. He had hurt people over the course of our whole relationship and maybe even before. I wouldn't put it past him.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I asked, the questions just kept coming.
In all honesty, I felt more unsafe than ever. In the house of a kidnapper, trapped in his room while he's agitated.
Suddenly, Soobin's hand flew up and hit my face. The smack was hard and sharp, a loud echo raging through his room.
I held myself from falling back, every ounce of anger and upset in my body refusing to let me appear vulnerable to him.
"Dont fucking hit me" I hissed as I raised my own hand to his face.
"You wouldn't dare" Soobin whispered through gritted teeth.
"I would" I replied, hitting him across the face with a steady punch over his head.
I didn't want to just hit him in the face, no, I needed him gone for a while.
I hit and hit until I realised he stopped fighting back and laid limp.
I hated that I had to knock him out to get what I wanted but is it really a want when it's a need? I need to see if he was really lying to me or not.
I knew that the building would be locked and if anyone was going down there it would be Soobin. I looked around the room, looking for a sign of any keys but there was nothing.
My only shot was his pockets. I looked through one. Nothing. The second. Nothing. th e third. Nothing. The fourth pocket was my only hope. I slid my hand through the fabric and stopped when I suddenly felt the feeling of cool metal brush over my fingertips.
I clasped what I had felt and dragged it out, sure enough it being a bunch of keys and most certainly ones I had never seen before.
Leaving Soobin unconscious on the ground, I left the room and jammed it shut with a chair under the handle to keep him from getting out even if he did wake up.
I ran through the house and outside into the garden. It was raining slightly but I paid no mind to it, rushing for the door. I twisted and pulled the handle but it didn't budge. The keys may be useful after all.
I jammed every key into every lock until each individually clicked open.
The amount of locks on this building should have been another indication that something was off. Who in their average lives would need so many for a single door.
I had opened the door. It swung open with a hard push, a dark staircase revealing itself.
There was a strong smell emitting from the room, an unpleasant one at that. One that I couldn't say I'd smelt before either.
I ran down the stairs, ignoring the obvious risks. Soobin said they were down here, they had to be. I don't believe for a second that he was lying to me anymore.
The end of the stairs was in reach and that's when my eyes opened to how Soobin really was.
"Yeonjun?"
A/N
Well...fuck. I finally got this chapter out! I feel like its too short though :( still I hope you enjoyed it. I also love seeing angry comments towards Soobin in this story. I can't tell if i've made you hate or love Soobin in this story so I don't really know if I failed as an author LOL
Votes and comments are appreciated :)
Love you all from the bottom of my heart <3
~Author C
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