Talking to myself- YeonBin

Chapter 34- Secrets and...guilt?

THE NEXT MORNING
SOOBIN POV

With the plan clear, I left my house for school the next morning with my key to Yeonjun's house firm in my fist. It would be easy at this rate.

How do I know this? Well, on my way down my road I saw Yeonjun a good 20 feet in front of me walking in the direction of school meaning his house is now empty and simply calling my name at this point.

I kept my pace persistent and one Yeonjun turned the corner I quickened my pace, arriving at Yeonjun's doorstep in about a minute.

It was a letter of seconds before I had entered the house, roaming free inside as I pleased. The thought of being able to watch him constantly excited me. I may have only seen him yesterday but the distance between us was point blank stressing me out. To stalk someone and finally get where you wanted to be for it all to get destroyed in a heartbeat is probably one of the most stressful things you could ever imagine. At Least for me.

Now to find the cameras.

I dashed for the living room, my blue hair interrupting my vision as I gazed up to where the camera was located.

High mantle places are always the best for things like this and having a clock above made it even better. I had managed to plant a camera at the center of the clock where the hands met and with a quick flip of a switch the camera was on and transmitting footage to my phone and laptop drive.

Thrilling, it worked better than I thought.

Many were attached to the lampshades in every room. No spot was unthought of.

The second was placed in the kitchen above the stove in the corner of one of the many sockets in the wall, to a blind eye it would simply look like a screw.

The third and fourth in Yeonjun's room. One hidden inside the TV box and the other latched onto one of the few plants in the room. That one was special. Amic was fitted inside so I could hear everything commencing.

After switching the plant cam on I spoke into it for a test and needles to say the speech echoed out my phone just a second later.

I felt a laugh escape from my throat as I realised everything was working perfectly.

I honestly could have stayed and laughed for days but getting to school was next on the list. The sooner I get there the better but there's still one thing left to do.

I didn't want Yeonjun or any of the others seeing me in school. I want them to feel bad so if I make it look like I just disappeared it would be perfect but obviously, if I want to have an eye on Yeonjun I need to be in school. So my options are to sneak around normally or disguise myself.

I want my job to be as easy as possible so the second option seemed better and I had everything I needed right here with me

First, wearing a hoodie is a must, hood up obviously to hide me from behind. Second, no more glasses, contact lenses seem smarter. Third, hair. Blue hair isn't exactly discrete but I don't want to fully get rid of it so colored hairspray was my best shot.

I quickly disappeared into the bathroom, took off my blazer, slipped on the hoodie and put my blazer back on. Next was glasses. I took the silver frames off of my face and put them in a case before slipping some light brown tinted lenses into my eyes. It stung a bit but it worked like a charm. Last, hair. I took the spray out of my bag and sprayed a thick layer over my hair to cover it all.

I covered any mess I made and just like that I was out of the house. There's no way I'm making it to school on time now so I walked slowly, eventually rocking up to school about 45 minutes late. The first place I went was to Miss Jung's office to explain that I overslept because I had felt ill before as she knew so she took me off of the detention list and I went on my way.

I would be sharing my first lesson with Yeonjun and the others so to avoid being spotted I simply sat in a seat that wasn't mine at the back of the room to make it look like I was absent. The teacher did not question it and clearly the others noticed that I supposedly wasn't there because every so often they would glance at my empty desk, even Kai who had somehow magically returned.

It brought joy seeing them so focused on my whereabouts. Little do they know I'm sitting here watching them dwell over me.

How fun.

YEONJUN POV

I didn't fail to notice Soobin's absence from school. I didn't want to feel guilty but yesterday kept playing over my mind making me feel bad but overall I just had to accept that he deserved it. Because, well, he did...I guess.

Either way what's important right now is that Kai actually came to school. He may be staying away from us but he's here. Per his request, Taehyun and Beomgyu and I agreed to give him space until he was ready. Atleast now we've seen him we can say that he's marginally okay.

TIME SKIP

The rest of the day sucked. Kai sat alone at lunch on a table away from ours and Tae and Gyu were clearly just tired beyond comparison leaving me alone in thought.

I'm currently sitting back in my living room alone, the other three were all together hopefully having that talk they said they would have today. I would have been there but after what Taehyun and Beomgyu confessed to me the other day I think it's only right that I'm not there.

I must be going crazy but a few things looked different to when I left this morning. A few doors that I was certain that I left closed were now open and a couple other random things like that. It must be me going crazy because no ones been here, no one could have been, there's no way Soobin could have been here because he wasn't even at school an im sure if he had been here I would have realised because that man can't do anything without making a mess to my knowledge and this place certainly wasn't a mess.

It must just be me trying to convince myself that he had been here all along.

I wish yesterday wasn't as much of a mess as it turned out to be. Soobin may have deserved what he got but not having him in the house left the place in silence. It felt empty.

'No Yeonjun get your shit together, he deserved it' I mentally cursed myself.

Because he did deserve it...

right?

A/N- and thats another chapter out. This was kinda like filler but dont worry the next few chapters start again with the action and mess

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~ Author C <3