TAEHYUN POV
(the same day as the last chapter)
I was sitting in production class, my two boyfriends beside me with smiles on their faces. I was sitting with the same smile until I spotted the empty desk in front of us. Yeonjun and Soobin's desk.
Once again they had both disappeared. No calls, no messages. No explanation.
"Have you guys heard anything about those two?" I asked as I pointed to the desk. "Not a word baby" Beomgu said with a shake of his head. Kai looked up from his school books and shook his head with a concerned expression. "We're gonna need to talk about this during break" I whispered back before turning my attention back to the teacher.
I want to focus on my life, my boyfriends but something just seems so wrong. They hadn't spoken to each other for weeks, suddenly they're speaking, and then they just disappear. I don't suspect either of them for anything. I don't think so at least. They just need to set things straight with us. Me atleast just so we can stop worrying constantly.
When it was my break time, Beomgyu, me and Kai sat under a cherry blossom tree round the back of the school. We just needed a quiet place to set things straight.
"So you both are certain you haven't heard from either of them?" I asked. "Nothing at all" Kai said certainly, Beomgyu nodding in agreement.
"So they didn't talk for literally ages, suddenly spoke to each other and just disappeared?" I asked. "Correct," Beomgyu said.
That was when I noticed Kai staring off into his phone. "Bub, what's up?" I ask him softly. "I messaged the Hyung's from Wishlist cafe the other day and we were having a conversation but they disappeared all of a sudden mid conversation a few days ago, why are they all disappearing?" Kai said worriedly.
"Seonghwa and Hongjoong?" Beomgyu asked, now fully invested in this conversation. "Mhm, we were talking about meeting up at someone's house sometime" Kai explained.
"At first I thought this was nothing but I think there's a bigger picture going on" I mumbled. "Until any of them appear there's nothing we can do other than try to get hold of them" Beomgyu said drearily.
"That's the only option" I said with a large sigh.
That's when the bell rang, breaking the low mood that hung so tensely over us. "I'll see you guys later okay" I said, giving the pair soft kisses before leaving off to my private dance lesson. "Meet me in my room later, we'll try and get hold of them" I yelled before disappearing inside the school building.
SEONGHWA POV
LATER THAT DAY
Soobin had been gone all day. Since that scare this morning there was nothing. Not a single sound.
I rubbed my head as I stirred from another brief sleep, Hongjoong passed out asleep on the couch on the other side of the room.
We have the freedom to move, just not enough.
The chains that bolted my legs to the wall left bruising on my ankles and held me from getting even relatively near anything of use. My hands that were similarly chained only had enough movement to touch my body, if I wanted to touch anything my whole body would have to move.
Hongjoong was bolted even harder. He was smaller and skinnier hence heavier chaining being used to hold him in place, he could barely get onto the sofa earlier so the bet of us ever getting out alone is slim to none.
'He has to be coming back soon, he just has to' I thought as my stomach growled out in hunger. Bread isn't enough to live off of.
I threw my head back in frustration as I tugged on the chains trying to pull myself even a little further than when I last tried.
Hongjoong shot up from his sleep, head darting in every direction before slumping back down. He couldn't sleep properly. The thought of Soobin with that knife taunted over his mind constantly.
"I'm sorry for startling you" I apologised, lowering my head. "When will you give up on trying that?" Hongjoong asked in slight irritants.
If I know anything it's that Hongjoong hates being held in one place, he's hyperactive, he likes doing things and in here there's nothing we can do. He was unwell for a few days around a year back and staying in bed wound him to the point he forgot his own name.
"Baby I'm sorry but do you really want to be stuck here forever?" I asked seriously. "NO I DON'T" he yelled out in frustration. "Joong baby calm down" I suggested hesitantly. "WHY SHOULD I I'VE BEEN KIDNA-" he didn't get to finish before a familiar sound echoed through the room.
Not footsteps, not Soobin, not a person. My phone was ringing.
The chest of draws it was locked in was emitting the soft sounds of my ringtone, that familiar sound that I hadn't heard in ages.
I tried to get to it but there was no use, the chains holding me down tied me in place. God how I wish they would just break.
The ringing stopped and that feeling of familiarity and comfort that it bought me faded. My mind was slowly withering away, contorting into a mess inside my head.
A yell of anger left my throat before I fell back to the floor, the little energy I had failing me leaving me lying here without anything to give.
"Just give up, we'll die here" Hongjoong said blankly. "No, no Hongjoong your wrong I'm going to get out and your going to come with me, we'll go back into our old life, I'll let you work as much as you want, no we cant be trapped here" I rambelled out of despair.
Hongjoong got down from his seat and knelt beside me. "Get any idea of escaping out of your head, it's a fantasy we just can't reach. You've gotta deal with it and the more problems you cause the more things we BOTH are going to have to deal with, not just you, ME. I almost got stabbed earlier because of you. I may love you and that will never change but don't try to get me killed, I don't want to have to force myself to hate you" he said darkly before dragging his chains back over to where he was before and falling back asleep.
So now not only were these chains killing me, my love, the one I want to spend my eternal with is trying to shut me away, killing the one sense of comfort I had left.
Soobin, what are you doing to me...
A/N
I feel so bad for Seonghwa and Hongjoong :(
Sometimes I forget you chose this life for them
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