Blocking Your Love (Tsukishima Kei X Reader)

Chapter 47

Maybe we shouldn't continue this relationship anymore.

Tsukishima's words echo in your head as he removes your hand from his arm, leaving you in front of your house. You watch him make a turn at the end of the street, disappearing from view.

You ball your hands into fists and enter your house, greeting your mom before going up to your room. You begin pacing around, trying to gather your thoughts and emotions.

Tsukki doesn't understand. I can't tell him... There has to be a way this doesn't end like this!

Tears threaten to fall as you stop pacing, so you sit on your bed Ang bring your knees up to your chest, and curl into a sad, sad ball.


But why would it end like this?


A few moments later, your phone rings, and it isn't who you thought would call you.

You sniffle, wipe the tears away, and answer the phone.

"Yamaguchi?"

"What happened? Tsukki just called me and told me you guys broke up?!"

"What? No, we had a fight. It's clear he doesn't trust me."

"He said he saw you and Nishinoya-senpai together in the cafe. Why?"

"It was a personal thing," you start, finally lying on your back. "He needed some advice on something, and he contacted me because you and Yachi-san are together now because of me."

"So he IS in love with someone!" The freckled boy exclaims, startling you.

"What do you mean?"

"I'll explain it later, right now it's my turn to help you! I know this isn't my business, but he won't really listen to anybody except you and me, and obviously you two aren't on good terms right now."

"You don't have to do this for me, Yama-"

"So would you rather Tsukki leave you like this? Without at least knowing what really happened?"

You give it some thought, and relent.

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"Yamaguchi, I don't have time for this," Tsukishima says, Yamaguchi practically dragging him out of his bedroom. "I'm not in the mood to talk to anybody right now."

"C'mon, Tsukki! This is important!" The freckled boy replies, now pushing the blonde out of his room and into the living room. His mom and his brother are out running errands.

"Look, (Name) and I aren't exactly okay right now. I can't deal with thi-"

Before he finishes his sentence, he's greeted by you, who just finished your crying session.

"What're you doing here?" The megane says coldly. Yamaguchi stands behind him, his shoulders tense.

"Please, Tsukki," you start, trying not to choke on your words as the emotions begin to take over again. "At least let me tell you what happened. I promise, I'm not cheating on yo-"

"Then what were you doing, huh?"

Yamaguchi elbows him, telling him to let you finish speaking first.

"Thank you, Yamaguchi, I'll handle this for now, please?"

He hesitates, but nods. Before he leaves he looks at the two of you one more time. "You guys will be okay. And Tsukki—"

"What?" The megane asks, his eyebrows furrowing.

"Please, listen. I know you two well enough, and I know (Name) would never cheat on you. She wouldn't come here looking like a mess if she was, don't you think?"

With that, he closes the door, and you and the megane are left in the middle of the living room.

"I don't want this relationship to end," you say, breaking the silence. "I want to clear this up as soon as possible because I don't like arguing with you."

"Fine, then." He says, and heads to the kitchen. You follow suit, and you see him fill two glasses with water. He slides one across the counter to you, not even looking. You catch the glass, take a deep breath, and begin explaining yourself.

"Senpai came to me for advice. He said he was in love with somebody, and he didn't know what to do."

"Why you, out of all people?"

"Because I basically played matchmaker and made Yamaguchi end up with Yachi-san. You sound mean when you put it that way."

"I am mean, (Name)."

You facepalm internally, taking a sip of water from the glass Tsukishima gave you.

"Yuu-senpai may not be what you think he is, we don't know yet-"

"Oh, now you two are on a first name basis?"

"Just me! He still calls me by my last name! Oh my god, Tsukki, will you listen to me?! I'm tired of this!"

"You think I'm not? You think this is easy for me?!"

Things escalate faster, with both of you raising your voices at each other. The argument gets out of hand, and Tsukishima smashes the glass of water he had in his hand out of frustration. The broken parts scatter all across the kitchen counter, some of them falling to the floor.


You realize that there was broken glass in the blonde's hand, too.


"Oh my god! Are you alri-"

"Do I look like I'm alright?!" He cuts you off, yelling at you. He lifts his hand, blood dripping down his arm.
"What did I do wrong in our relationship..?" He says, his voice cracking.


Tsukki...


"Please, if you don't want to be with me anymore, just tell me. I don't want things to end like this..."

You basically feel your heart break at the sight. You've never seen Tsukishima— out of all the players in their club— cry.

"I want to be with you," you say, gently approaching the tall megane. "You have no idea how much I want to be with you, Tsukki. So please, listen to me—"

The blonde looks at you, clutching his bleeding hand by the wrist. He's got the saddest look in his eyes that probably Yamaguchi hasn't even seen before.

"I'm not cheating on you, and please, believe me when I tell you that. I love you," you continue, taking out a handkerchief and begin wiping off the blood going down his arm. "And I care about you a lot. Let's get this washed first, Tsukki. Will you let me?"

His hazel eyes waver as he stares at you. He hesitates, but lets you lead him to the kitchen sink to wash the blood away.

"Besides... I'm not into Yuu-senpai, and he probably isn't into me. Or girls." You finish, carefully removing small shards of glass on the side of Tsukishima'e hand.


"Wait, are you saying that—"

"Not sure yet. That's why I couldn't tell you, you beanpole."

"Oh. Then... I guess that makes sense then."


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To be continued question mark?

I had to rush this coz I feel like I'm disappointing you guys qwq

I've been dealing with some stuff and they've affected me mentally and emotionally, I'm sorry qwq

Also I really don't like it when people are vague when it comes to yes or no answers, especially when it comes to important shit. Is it that hard to give a straight up yes or no? What do you guys think?

Til the next chapter~