Blocking Your Love (Tsukishima Kei X Reader)

Chapter Twelve

Tsukishima and Yamaguchi were walking home together that night after volleyball practice.

"Yaaaah. The practice match is in a week. So tired..." Yamaguchi whined, yawning.

Tsukishima stayed silent, as always.

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"Ne, Tsukki. Can I ask you something?"

"You're already asking."

"O-okay, so... What do you think of (Name)?"

"What kind of question is that?"

"I'm just asking!"

"I don't know."

"Geez, Tsukki. What kind of friend are you..?"

"The smart one."

Yamaguchi faked a laugh.

"But seriousl-"

"What do you think of her, Yamaguchi?"

"E-eh?!"

"You asked first. I answered. Your turn."

"W-well..." He started. "I think (Name)... Is amazing. She may not be smart in all subjects, but she's smart enough... She's kind... She's hardworking... Spontaneous... Talented... Beautif-"

Tsukishima raised an eyebrow.

"-ful..."

"Oh really."

"It's true... I think she just doesn't see it herself because she fears that people will judge her about her eye. Now that the secret's out... I don't know what she'll do next."

"She'll do something crazy, I can tell."

He likes her, huh. Tsukishima thought.

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The next day

You woke up in your dark room and found tissues scattered all over the place.

God... Don't tell me I cried that much last night.

You sat up and rummaged for your phone, and squinted at how bright the screen of your phone was.

5:30am.

Do I really need to go to school...

I don't want to see him...

Or anyone...

Or anything.

I want to be alone...

And eat some chocolate.

And ice cream...

Mom doesn't come home til this afternoon... I'm not going to school...

You stood up, collected the tissues and threw them in the trash. You went to the bathroom and looked at the mirror. Your eyes were a little puffy, and dark circles surrounded them. Your hair was a mess like you had some girly fight the day before. You sighed and washed your face.

As you opened the mirror cabinet, you took out your toothbrush and toothpaste, also noticing that there was a pair of scissors in there, together with your mom's pink shaver, some ointments and another toothbrush. You took out the silver scissors and examined it.

"I'm tired of this bullshit." You said to yourself, giving yourself a new look by cutting your hair a bit.

(A/N: If you have either short or long hair, I'm just going to write ''new look'' or ''new hair" or something.)

You took a bath afterwards.

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"Tsukki, where's (Name)?" Yamaguchi questioned his blonde friend as the school bell rang.

"I don't know." He replied.

"It's not like her to skip school... This isn't natural... D'you think she's sick?"

"If you care about her so much, why don't you go to her?" Tsukishima replied, an annoyed expression on his face.

"Tsukki, are you okay?"

"You've been talking about her since last night and it's annoying."

"G-gomen, Tsukki."

I don't want to think about her... Tsukishima thought, as he suddenly remembered her reaction when he rejected her indirect confession.

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"Oh, o-okay. Um.... Thank you for... Yeah. I-I'll be leaving now."

You faked a smile and exited the classroom,
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But you didn't realize that he saw you shedding tears as you ran down the hallway back to your friends.

You... don't deserve liking someone like me. He thought.

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Lololol bye heart

This is a bit rushed lmao

I'M ON MY SEMBREAK! But projects and take home tests say otherwise 😭😭😭

Til the next chapter~