Blocking Your Love (Tsukishima Kei X Reader)

Chapter 20

A week after the practice match, lunch time

You were on the roof, alone. You had no appetite, and you were leaning on the railings.

Ever since that "incident" that happened with your freckled friend Yamaguchi, he still hasn't spoken to you. You tried texting him, calling him, even going to his house. He refused to talk to you.

You remembered that last thing he said clearly.

"I was asking you because I needed to know when to give up on you.''  

You sighed deeply.

I need a miracle. I don't want to lose my friends. I don't want to lose Yamaguchi... I don't want to lose Tsukki. God damn it, if I didn't fall in love with that tall asshole... You thought, your eyes glassy due to the tears.

From afar, your friends Chichi and Mayu observed you.

"Is she alright?" Mayu asked.

"I don't know, she's been up here the entire lunch break. She hasn't eaten... Again. This has been going on for a week. I told her to eat, she said she wasn't hungry, and so on. And if I tell her to eat, she'll only eat when we're with her..." Chichi replied, frowning.

"I'm worried... Do you think Tsukishima is the reason?"

"If it was that blonde salty shit, we both know she'd tell us..."

"But she hasn't said ONE thing."

"Hmm."

"What's on your mind?"

"Talk to Tsukishima?"

"No. Hell no. Fuck that. Nope. Never. Nuh-uh."

"Then you're on your own, kid. I'll talk to him then." Chichi stated, walking down the stairs.

"W-wait for me!"

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In the classroom, Yamaguchi seemed lifeless; Tsukishima was the only one who noticed that. Not only has he been weirded out that his two friends were unusually quiet and the freckled boy was unusually ignoring you, but he was also worried.

Something happened. He's not telling me. Even (Name). I get the part where I rejected her., and I probably know best that it's natural for her to ignore me... Somehow. But, what's this? Even Yamaguchi... Did you tell her something?

Did she mention anything?

Of course it would affect you if she said something... But you both said something if-

"Tsukishima, someone's looking for you." A classmate of his called him.

He stood and headed for the door. He saw your friends Mayu and Chichi.

"You," Chichi started. "You and Yamaguchi are always with (Name)..."

"So?" He replied coldly.

"Listen up, salt shit," Mayu impatiently started. "Our best friend is crying on the rooftop because of yo-"

"Wait, she's crying?"

"Mayu..."

"You heard me right, dumbass. We also knew about you rejecting her. You've been best friends far longer than us! How-"

"Please excuse me." He stated, walking through the hallway.

"H-how rude! I'll kill him!"

"Geez, Mayu."

"I'LL RIP HIS THROAT OUT IF HE DOESN'T FIND A SOLUTION FOR THIS."

"I know~. Let's go."

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The blonde went up to the roof and found you leaning on the railings. The wind blew, your hair covering the sides of your face.

"... What if he resents Tsukki because of me... I'm... Just a bother..." You told yourself, crying softly. " I won't be able to forgive myself if they don't make up... Ugh, I never should've fallen in love with him! Stupid fucking heart!" You said, throwing your phone. You did't give a shit if it broke or not. You were upset as hell.

(Name)... Tsukishima thought.

You stood up straight, breathed in, and screamed really loud, startling the tall blonde.

When you finished, you wiped your tears and turned around.

You were surprised to see him standing there.

"Tsukki..?"

"(Name)..!"

You started crying again. He ran to you and grabbed you by the shoulders.

"This is about me, isn't it?!" He said angrily.

You pushed him away.

"So what if it is?! I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me, and I don't love someone who loves me! Can't you see, Tsukki?! Yamaguchi is in love with me and I never knew! Who did I fall in love with?! YOU! It's been you all this time! I hurt my best friend's feelings! Our friendship might be broken now because of me! Can't you-"

"Do you THINK I knew?! This isn't just YOUR problem! This can be solved, okay?!"

"Tsukishima, you don't understand! I'm a damn bother! If I didn't fall in love, NONE of this would happen!"

"Will you stop blaming yourself?!"

"TSUKKI, SHUT UP!"

"No, I'm not shutting up! Why can't you just-"

"What? Move on?! FUCK YOU!"

Tsukishima groaned. He was getting tired of all of this. You weren't done with making points; you acted like a married couple.

And that irritated the both of you even more.

And then,

He snapped.

The last thing you could remember,

Was his lips on yours.

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Bai I'm gonna cry in a corner and listen to Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park-

Somehow, this song made me cry so hard. It's the first time I heard it, and I actually found myself looping it for 2 hours lmao

Til the next chapter~.