You & I

Scotland

"Hanna are you ready? " I shouted from the bottom if the stairs up to her.

"Yes" she said dragging her suitcase down the stairs.

"We're only going for 3 days" Niall laughed. She smiled cheekily at him and made her way to the car.

Yesterday evening Dr . Edwards called and said her and Dr. Orr were willing to go through with me not aborting my child however I do need to the hospital every two weeks for test and other medical things.

And today Niall, Hanna, Duke and I are going to Scotland. I'm beyond excited.  I haven't been in months and Duke gets to see where he comes from. Not that  2 and a half month old really knows or cares about that. Hanna is happy that she gets to miss training for a few days. Her coaches aren't very happy as Rio is just a matter of months away. Two months to be exact. 

In Two days it's the third anniversary of Hopes death (A/N- I can't remember the exact date i said she died but it was begging of may the 3rd i think.). That was another reason why we decided to go to Scotland.  This is a hard time for us as not only is it D-Day Hanna & Hopes birthdays are 4 days later. (A/N - again i cant remember the date of their birthdays it was either before or after hope died but just go with it.) We're back in London by then but I think my family is flying over in 2 days to surprise Hanna. We try to make her birthdays as special as possible to keep her mind off the fact that its Hopes birthday as well. This year we're all taking her to Paris for the a few days. She has no idea so it will be amazing to see her face when the jet lands and shes not back in London.  She thinks she's just going in a private jet for like an hour but honestly a plane ride to no where is a pointless gift.

"Mills grab Duke's Bottle" Niall said as he rushed out to the garage with bags.

For us only going for a weekend we had alot of bags. You'd think we were going for a week.

I sat in the back of my car and fed Duke his bottle. It was my breast milk I wad giving him its just the doctors said he shouldn't directly take his milk from my boob. He smiled up at me as I looked down at him. I then tickled his toes and he giggled. Once I finished giving him his bottle and winding him I read him a baby book which of course he had no idea what I was saying but he laughed the whole way through.  About an hour into the journey he fell asleep so i changed seats with Hanna and sat in the front passenger seat.

The past few days have been exhausting. Being 8 weeks pregnant whilst having a 2 and a half month old is very tiring so i took a pillow and the duvet from the back seat and fell asleep.

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I woke up to an empty car and the sound of rain against the windows. I looked around confused then seen we were at a service station. They must be in getting some lunch. I took my phone out and dialed Nialls number.

"Where did you go?" I asked

"Hanna had to pee and Duke was smelling the car out more than one. I got us some sandwiches. I'll be there in 2 minutes, we're paying now. " He replied

"Okay my love" I said and then hung up.

I turned the radio on and sang along to the songs that came on.

Niall took alot longer than two minutes. About 15 actually.

"What took you?" I asked curiously as Naill sat in the drivers seat and Hanna strapped Dukes car seat into the car.

"Some fans seen us. Then completely bombarded us."

"Was duke covered? " I say.

"Yes don't worry over protective women"  He replied sarcasticly as he started to drive again.