You & I

the drive

hopes body was cremated about ten minutes ago and we have just got her ashes back in a urn (the vase thing) and we were going to spread them on one of the mountains in scotland because she loved to go up there and practice her gymnastics i know its weird but yea also she did her first hand stand on this mountain when she was 3, that when we al knew she was going to be an amazing gymnast.

we all went home and got changed into something that would make it easier climbing up a mountain. the boys were coming because they had became close to hope and she loved them alot!

i was wearing a beigie creamy colured jumper top thing that had a hear cut out of it on the upper back then had turquise skinny jeans on with matching flats, mum was wering blue skinny jeans with a loose yellow top with trainers, dad was in jeans and a jumper also wearing trainers, my sister, caragh was in black skinny jeans with one of those jumper top things that was black and white sripped, my little brother frankie wore jeans with a green jumper and high tops and hannah wore blue jeggins with a white baggy top with a little jumper if she got cold.

"lets go" mum shouted to us all

el,jo and sara were coming too

"yes" evryone said

we took different cars. me,el, hannah, louis and niall all took my car.mum dad, cara and Callum took mums zayn,harry, sara and jo took harrys car and we were to meet in my house in scotland so mum and dad could pick up my gran and grandpa.

we got into the cars and left, mum had hopes ashes.

i couldnt drive so louis offered to drive half way and niall the other half. it was a long drive like 6 7 hours depending on traffic!

"can we stop and get food" niall begged

" niall we have only been driving for about 30 minutes and didnt you bring food with you?"

"emmm no did you?"

"yess"

"can i have some?"

"yes"

"how can you eat so much and be skinny" el asked

"high metabolism" he answered back

"me to but mine is super high" i said

"really?"

"yea she needs to get fat injected into her sometimes"

" ELLLL"

"What calm down he is your boyfriend!"

"yea but i could have told him not you, its disgusting i know"

"i wasnt going to say that" he said

"i always thought you looked really skinny" lou said

"yea well.."

" are you going to tell them millie" el questioned

"yea"

"ooooo tell us what" lou said

"I've been anorexic before."

"really" niall said and he looked quite worried

"em yea but it wasnt because i wasnt eating it was coz i had been over exercising and my metabolism was going through the roof."

"its ok love why would you think we would laugh?" niall asked

"i didnt think you would laugh i just thought"

"she thought you wouldnt like her any more." el said

"no matter what babe i will always love ya"

"samerz" i replied

"way to ruin the mood millie" el said

"someone had to do it" louis said

we high fived each other and then continued out journey up to scotland.