You & I

First day at home!

Well it December 19th today, one day until Niall comes home from tour and two days until my family come back from Dubai and i'm super excited, but most importantly today is the day Lola gets released from hospital!

Niall actually finished tour 4 days ago but the boys had to do a few interviews and record songs for their new album.

I have  eventually started growing and now my belly  is quite large! i'm 29 weeks and 5 days so i now only have 68 days until Logan is due on the 25th of February and since my most recent scan from 4 days ago he should be in there the full 40 weeks! i'm delighted about it and so is Niall! I kept my promise and i did send i'm scan pictures!

Nobody (nobody meaning fans, everyone who isn't close friends or family) knows what sex the baby is and Niall and I plan to keep it that way until he is born. 

Sara is still staying with me and she 'moves out' tomorrow. She has been a massive help and i so couldnt have done anything without her!

"millie are you ready to go?" Sara shouts from the bottom of the stairs

"yea"

we were leaving to go to the hospital so that we can be there when Lola goes home!

Myself and Sara haven't held Lola yet, only El and the hospital staff have. for the first 4 to 5 weeks Eleanor couldn't even hold her and only in last week El got her first hold of Lola and might i say it was very emotional! Iouis was on Face time watching everything while El held her and they were both crying but what made it so special was the fact that it was during one of the boys concerts. They stopped the concert halfway through and they  face timed us at the hospital. so all the fans watched it and oh it was just so cute!

 So far I haven't had such an open pregnancy and I hope that once the baby is here that it's not so public either! I want my baby to be my baby, not like have him be all over twitter and instagram and things like that. I mean of course I will post a few pictures of Logan occasionally but not everyday. I think it would be stupid if I did.

"Sara can you please grab my bag, it" on the chair in my bathroom" I ask sara 

"yea, you go wait in the car and put the hot air on please"

"ok cool" i said and walked into the garage and then into my car..

I sat in the car for about 2 minutes until sara came in and i that two minutes I had an Idea.

"sara do you thik I should get my Living room re done before the baby comes?" I asked

"i dont know I guess it's a bit un safe for a baby and your couch is disgusting" she smiled

"yea I have no idea why i let Niall pick it!" I laughed

"so what were you thinking for it?" she said as she I pulled out of the drive way

"mm i'm not sure more modern, big windows and like other stuff you know"

"yea I Think it would look nice with big windows because your house its pretty dark!"

"yea but like i dont want it to formal but I dont want it to be like a casual chill place because I have the other living room and it's more off a chill out room"

"yea well i think you should do it, check with Niall when he comes home and then I can help you pick everything out!" 

I nodded 

soon later we arrived at the hospital. I parked the car and then Sara and I began to walk into the hospital. their were paparatzi's everywhere! They were throwing a bunch of questions at Sara and I.