You & I

it is the end

once we had finished playing little things it was time o dpread the ashes.

"mum can i keep some."

"keep what millie?"

"can i have some of hopes ashes, im in america and i only see you guys 4 or 5 times a year and not seeing hope forever is a billion times harder,so please can i keep a bit of her."

"yes, ofcourse."

"it just so wherever i go she is with."

"if you didnt have the ashes she would still be with you sitting on your shoulder protecting you."

i smiled as mum handed me the vase thing that hopes ashes were in and i pored a small bit into a miniture vase that had " sleep tight baby girl" ingraved in it. we liked to use that sentence because to us she wasnt dead she had just gone to sleep for a long time.

"ready" my dad asked

"yep" i said as teras streamed down my eyes.

we all got to sctter a small bit of hope first it was my grandparents.

"we miss you darling, see you soon." they said 

then it was harry, zayn and liam.

"we new for a short time but knew you were a lovley sweet little girl, love you" harry said speeking for all the boys.

it was then el and lou.

" i miss you so much baby, i was there when your mum gave birth and i was there when you closed your eyes. love you hope." el said

" night night hope" lou said

josie and sara then scatterd another small bit of her. "here from the begining to the end, love you" josie said.

" i promised we would go shopping and i dont break my promises so when we meet again we will go on the biggest bestest shopping spree ever! sleep tight babe" sara said 

my brother and sister (cara and calum) took her ashes and sprinkeled them like fairy dust

" i cant wait till the day we meet again, it will be the best day ever!" calum said

"i cant belive you are actually gone, i miss you and love you to infinity and beyond.

it then came to me and niall to say goodbye for the last time.

" baby girl i love you loads and miss yous sooo much already i dont know how i will cope in the future"

niall cut me off " dont worry hope i will make sure she is ok" i smiled and continued " you were the best sister ever! you were taken from us so young but thise years you were here were the best years of my life! night night baby girl love you forever and always!"

it then came to mum and dds turn to empty the rest of the ashes i sat leaning against a big rock with niall by my side holding my hand with a blanket over us because it was so cold!

" i love you so much and that will never go away! i know you will sit on my shoulder and protect me through the stupid things that i WILL  do ! you have been the best daughter in the world and mummuy and dadddy love you so much dont ever forget that!"

"you were a daddys girl and i loved you to beyond other univesres and back! i loved every second you were with us and now i get to remember the times when you were with us. i love forever."

and the last of the ashes were gone. we all just sat down in different places making our own conversations.

"i told you if everything wasnt ok it wasnt the end" niall said

" And everything is ok so it is the end"